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So I was started on antidepressant meds about a month ago.. And lately my feelings have been all crazy and stuff.. That for awhile I actually thought I was happy but then realized everything was all wrong and I used to cut, haven't been for 5 weeks, but I'm really thinking about cutting again.. But idk if I really should be doing this - saying all this stuff because that's now it got worse last time and so I've learned to keep everything to myself but I felt like I needed to tell someone and didn't know where else to go..

Sweetheart, you can always talk to me. I've started cutting not that long ago, and I'm in your position right now. Thought I was happy, then my feelings got out of control, so I got off the medication, stopped it myself. I've been clean about a week now. If you ever need to talk, just message me. I'm always on. 

Alax honey you can talk to me as well.. I know how it feels so feel free to talk to me we all love you and i am willing to talk you though it 

Though we've never met, my heart aches for you. Stay in contact with anyone here at the site who wants to talk about the pain or anything else. I will listen, too, if you want to share. I have been on meds (off and on) for several years, and while that and a good therapist helped me help myself, there were times when I got self-destructive, then backed away from the edge of the black hole as I realized there was something worthwhile about myself, even when it became hard to believe at other times. I discovered that the only way I really felt better was to help others who suffer. There is always someone who cares...