http://slow.writerscafe.org/mason_austine The original writings of author Amber en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776057437 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 My eyes were swollen and puffy, smeared mascara and tears, I looked a mess.. I wiped my nose with some toilet paper and sat on the lid or our toilet..My sobs had turned into muffled gasps. Hopefully he didn't see me crying, embarrasing myself allover again. My phone buzzed on the counter, I barely n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/988514/ I'm trying not tothink,Trying to hold back mythoughts on everything..Trying not to bringyou down, so far away from the real world..And I can't save younow..You are the only one Ican feel liike understands  me,but you are alsomisunderstand..I try not .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/988510/ Hardest thing inlife,,,Is trying to choose,Whether to tryharder..Or give up and lose..Knowing whether you'reright or wrong..Dealing with theconsequences..of it all.But that is thereason, why so many fall,Very few will rise,above the roughest moments in lif.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/988507/ I don't want to stay anymore,I'm drowning in the walls,And I'm falling through the floors..There's strangers,I know the danger..I don't care though, because I don't plan to stay..Just to leave a footprint,Leave a name..Leave a little life,Where there's nothing but bare..I don't want to stay anymore, http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/967623/  I walk through the hallways,Another day, listeningto the same old thing..I don’t get this,This isn’t happening?Why does this alwaysseem to get me..I know things, but I’mstill learning..So let my mistakes be,One day I’ll fixeveryth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/960233/  Black and blue,Is the bruise beneath my eye,Should’ve not fought that fight..Please, don’t show the video..I hate people seeing me on the ground,Beaten like a fool..But no, everyone knows..I didn’t stand strong,I lost it all..So what now?Grey is the sky... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/958478/ So I took mybutterflies,And I set them free,Oh I let them spreadtheir wings,And as they flewacross the valley..I heard the windwhispering to me..Darling, justbreath..It’s alright now, youare free, Take each step ahead…God is here and your.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/949696/ LoudLouder than athousands drums,I want to scream,I can't breath...The fire burns in me..I slam my feet on theground, as I look around..I am powerful, strongand demanding...For what I need...I need somebody,people to lean on,To have when I'malone.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/949694/ Ifelt forgotten..Leftin the cold…Wherehave you gone? I’mall alone..Andevery night I face my nightmares alone…Why?Do you not want to be any thing more than nothing..Ihate having to think…we never had anything..My friends don&rsquo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/946857/   Ihad a dream...Just a while ago..Thatonce upon a time, Iwas Juliet and you were Romeo..We'dbeen scared of what they'd say..Wedidn’t know what begin in love really takes.. ButI, watched it turned to dust,Adream come true, ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/946855/ I'mon the other side...IfI could cross the line I would..Tobe with you,Butit feels so far away, when your just a step away..AndI know I could, but I can't push myself at all.. You'reon the other side, and nobody has asked if you are doing all right,Bu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/946852/ Not complete http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/946851/ Itell you everything, you mean so much to me.Whileyou just sit there, oh so silently..Iwish you'd say something to let me know..Areyou home?AmI alone, Am I too proud of what you are...Isit how I say your name, or how our eyes sometimes meet..Ijust want to kn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/946850/      Likethe spring turned to the summer and we lost our way...Ohwe lost our way..Andcan't find each other.It'sbeen such a long, long time...I'vebeen missing you so much,Andplease, please...Comeback to me..&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/946849/ Two-PieceYesterday,at the beach;Iwore my two-piece..Andall the boys eyes were on me..Itwas a cute little thing,matchedmy hips,ohso perfectly..Andas I walked through sand I felt the sun all over me..Yesterday,at the beach,Iwore my two-piece,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/946848/ Secrets Hidden,is my box of secrets..Neverto be found,Frommy youth till my death, it holds..Neverwill you hear it’s little latch unfold..It’slocked up tight in a tomb of gold..Shadowedby armored guards that never close their eyes..As.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/946847/ Glass Hadthis dream I was swallowing glass, AsI choked and gagged, Eachbreath so sharp…Pokingand prodding until each little piece reached my heart..Andfrom there my eyes rolled like marbles, the sky grey ahead..Ifeel into some sort of coma, and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/946846/ Forgot Idon’t try to forget you anymore…Causethe word itself…hurts…so bad,Andwhen I “forget” I feel like I’ve let someone down…Andwhen I think of you…I think how forgotten I am..Idon’t want to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/946845/ Over Myfriend told me I need to get over you,Saidwhen I really realized it,Thingswould be worse then before…Thefirst time, the second…Thelittle falls and pick-me-ups..Thepain I never knew I could feel…Yourmemory lingering ti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/946842/ Notyou,Iswear…Heisn’t you so I don’t care…Iwant some freedom from your capturing gaze…I’msorry, and I mean what I say..Whatdo you expect from me..I’vebeen so lonely…Ithought maybe while you were away&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/946840/ Andthere was my first dance..I'vedanced once before,Butit wasn't like this..Wasn'tlike this..Atall...Youwrapped your arms,Closelyaround me...Ifelt so charmed, swirling and dancing..Steppedon your toes, and refused to let go..Whenthe song st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mason_austine/946838/