http://slow.writerscafe.org/Smokeyloco The original writings of author ~Beautiful Dreamer~ en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776028692 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I'd like to think I live a pretty average life. I wake up at 7am every morning to go to work, I come home my wife makes dinner for me and our lovely children Axel and Astrid. I spend the evening playing with the kids whether it be inside or outside. Then I brush my teeth and go to bed. This is the r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/2820388/ "Run.. Run.. Run.. RUN." Eden's mothers words rang in her ears as she bolted away from her family who had fought so hard to keep her safe. "I can't let them catch me, mother said they would kill me if they ever found out what I am." she thought to herself. "Where do I go? I'm freezing and I have no .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/2763929/ I've been with you for what seems like a million years We've both cried our fair share of tears Shared a million laughs and smilesI'd travel the world for miles and milesJust to be near youI've heard the saying "We could be the perfect two" But baby its more than me and you. Three small kids we shar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/2146237/ I see you every minute, of every day, in everything I do.I think of you encouraging me to do my best, and I cant help but to smile. You're the one who has my heart. The one who stole it so long ago..When I was near you, I felt as if everything was going to be okay. That I wouldn't ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1526487/ I am beautiful,I value everything I believe in,I write to express the beauty in  everything,I trust my friends,I honor secrets,I give voice to the beautiful creatures on the earth,I give voice to those who cannot speak,I am creative,I make people smile,I hold the true meaning of beauty,I am ins.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1523913/ He Handed her his heart and she threw it on the ground and stomped it like it was a bug. He Promised to protect her no matter what, and she abused that.When she was sad, he comforted her, sat by her side, because he loved her. But his love meant nothing to her. Day after day, he tried to show her ho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1491481/ This just kinda came out of my head lol http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1471598/ ****Scene ONE**** Starts with Abby and Micheal sitting on the couch******Abby: "So babe, finals are coming up and..... " **Micheal cuts her off**Micheal: "Abs, Shhhhhhhh. Your going to pass, you already know! Even I know your going to pass with flying colors." Abby: "Well you see, I um... I hav.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1468395/ Depression is a dark blanket that covers you. Making you feel warm at first and then soon becomes a struggle to throw it off. Many times you think about giving up. A child who began therapy and psycology visits at age eight. A victim of drugs and pills, blood and scars. You hear the voices screaming.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1433439/ Our love is powerful,As we stare into each others eyesWe float upon a cloud in the deep blue skyHolding each other tight like lovers in the nightWe whisper our secrets of loveWe resemble two love dovesTwo doves that are there To hold and to care until they both pass awayBaby, I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1427138/ I'm broken. Can't you see?All the damage you've done to meYou swore you loved me and then you liedYou promised you'd be a better guyI'm looking at you here and nowGo on. Take a bowYou hurt me and didn't careYou broke my throne and you left me thereThe more I think about you nowThe more I want you to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1408263/ Love will find a way to keep us together. You'll have my heart now and foreverWhen we leave this awful placeI'm always going to remember your faceI'll remember how you told me I was beautifulBut then I didn't think you were being truthfulBut now that I'm leaving this dumb placeI never wanna forget y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1375711/ I'm so pissed off as I run to my room.Mommy needs to die really soon. She told me I'm a  waste of her time.Soon her life will be mine. Mommy called sister fat. I'm not alright with any of that.Mommy hit me and sister both.The monster inside me has awoke. I can feel my blood boiling inside. I re.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1372595/ I was bored and kinda just thought of this. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1363366/ I look into that same angels eyes today. She is my lover. Her name is Angela. She still doesn't remember who she is fully, but it's coming to her bit by bit. I feel horrible because everytime she gets a little closer to remembering who she is, she dies in my arms and I have to wait another four.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1356241/ I flashback watching myself during the fall. I wasn't able to use my wings because everytime one of us tried we had several bones break in our wings. The fall was truly agonizing. I remember hitting the ground all of the bones breaking in my body. I layed there barely able to breathe. There was a yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1351280/ I remember it all now. I remember having to stand in front of Lucifer and Him. I remember having to choose what side I would be on. I can hear Him calling us out one by one by our ranks in Heaven. Lucifer's hideous smirk when other angels went to his side, not knowing that they would no longer be be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1350337/   http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1350331/ Close your eyes and drift awayWe'll be together again some dayFly away like a doveI'll always remember you my loveAs I watch you drift awayI pray you'll always remember that faithful dayThe day we met and kissed goodnightYou always called to say "Sleep tight" I'll never forget how you were so kindYo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1317634/ She's broken can't you see? Her family left her all alone She goes to school everydayShe fakes a smile so no one can see What she's like underneath Her heart is broken right in two She doesn't know what to do The bullies at school tell her she's ugly and fatShe cuts herself and tells others its her .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1272812/  I would run miles and milesJust to see your sweet sensitive smileYour everything I'll ever want And everything I'll ever needMy heart has your name stiched insideI never wanna say good byeI've carved other lovers into my arms But you are the one who made me stop self harm Everytime I start to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1246864/ There is someone, someone in my room. Sneaking, stalking and spying on meSomeone like a mad manSneaking, staking and spying on me There is someone someone in my room Sneaking, Stalking and spying on me Someone whose got a creepy laugh Sneaking Stalking and spying on me There is someone som.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1211023/ butterfliessoftandlightfloatingin the breezewhile sunshine glistensoff their fragile wingsButterflies <3 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1204674/ I take these pills to make me thin... I dye my hair and cut my skin.. I tried everything to make them see me but all they see is someone that's not me... even when I'm walking on a wire...even when i set myself on fire why do i always feel invisible?..Everyday i try to look my be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1169867/ What am I doing here? Where have I come from? Where do I have to go? I seee no one by my side, I see no one when I look behind. Every road is saying NO to me, the word "destination" is out of my life`s dictionary, GOD, witnessing this moment is the worst you could for me, why do you always reward me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1143214/ I wanna be perfect..I wanna see what others see..I wanna be beautiful...I wanna be me....I wanna be able to do what teens do..I wanna have a normal life...I wanna get rid of this emptiness I feel inside..I wanna be me....I wanna take everything that's happened to me and change it..I wanna have a nor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1141835/ "Mommy Mommy Mommy!!" Three year old Emmy runs to her mother grinning. "Mommy I picked you a purple flower!!!" Emmy smiles and hugs her mother. Her mother seems spacey today, yet Emmy doesn't notice it. Later that night 2 men break in the house looking for money, the two men spot Emmy and grab her p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1135529/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1135524/ The Dirty Looks as I walk by  The bad remarks as I speak  The harsh words The Lies I Can see The shame in your eyes I just want to be accepted for who I am Why can't you do that much just for me? </3 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1129992/ *splish *splash* *splish*The rain gently hitting the ground forming into puddles*splish* *splash* *splish*I walk with you staring at your perfect face while you smile softly*splish* *splash* *splish*You stop suddenly and pull me close kissing me sweetly*splish* *splash* *splish* Y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1116223/ The tears from all the years...Have come back to haunt me.....The pain from everything....Has come back for me.....The memories from everything that's happened...Remain untold in my head and in my heart....I'd keep it all locked away....If I only could....The abuse....The heart bre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1116216/ This Is me here lately :c http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1115705/ 16 years ago on January 20th 1997, A little girl was born the little girl was very odd looking and very pale,She lived in a home full of trash and tears. Then one day her mother started to send the little girl to school. That was when the little girl couldn't stop smiling. But when she came home her.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1115043/ A poem about myself.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1108234/ do you love me like I love you? <3me + you the perfect 2 <3ill be the sock you'll be the shoe the perfect 2 <3ill be the peanut butter you'll be the jelly together we'll be the perfect 2 ♥ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1105630/ When you left.....Nothing mattered....my life....my family.....nothing.....my whole world was completely clouded.....with nothing but darkness......my wrists were constantly bleeding from the cuts I made......and my heart was completely gone.......I didn't think I could ever love again.....now It ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1085113/ for my mawmaw http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1066953/ Your big brown beautiful eyessparkling when someone says my name shining every time I see you they look like lights after we kissthey tell me you love me your eyes are amazing wonderful big brown eyes that I love <333 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1064440/ U turn away from me without letting me tell youI'm sorryI pray you've heard the words I said I'll slowly walking away to let the darknesscover me While I cry and cut my wrists........ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1045851/ Its not quite done yet please tell me what u think http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1039220/ *drip drop drip*The tears from my eyes drop to the ground making pools of tears at my feet*drip drop drip* they are my memories of you the happy times with youyou were the key to my happiness *drip drop drip*but now your gone you moved on*drip drop drip*im still stuck right where you left me*drip dr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1010403/ I close my eyes and all i can see is youthe smile u got when i kissed youwhen u were sad i made u glad and all i have to say now is i miss you terribly http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1001639/ I am hurt cant u seewhat u did to mei am constantly crying and i feel like dying with out you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/1000885/ I can be deadly I can be Hurt I Can be sad But u hurt my friends  ur dead http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/999844/ Beware of the shy one The one who hardly has funThe one who stays hiddenwho hardly speaksfor you never know their next move Beware Of the Quiet Onesfor you never know what could happenfor tomorrow may never begin they might have known what would happen http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/996493/   My life is horrible, and its not like I'm a bad guy, actually to people I'm a hero..They call me "DarkAngel"  You See thats my  problem I have Wings, Yes Wings!!! Please don't freak out. My wings are not pure white my wings are Black, darker than coal, darkest color black you will e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/980234/ a girl with wings who wants to help the world..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/980034/ *drip *drip *splash Memories of you flood my mindsweet memories I cut my wrists to feel the blood drip...... *drip *drip *splash to the floor my blood drips my heart cries for you *drip *drip *splash http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/978320/ pools of blood at my feet i cut my wrists and i Bleed pools of blood at my feetBlood....i sink my teeth in to my arm to taste ..the Blood i cry and cry for i want to die but this life will not end Blood is every where at my feet in my mouth every where ....... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/977878/ you love meyou love me notthats the way it works with you... you cut me down you made me cry now all i want to is DIE....... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Smokeyloco/972103/