http://slow.writerscafe.org/bmathis22 The original writings of author Brandon Mathis en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775986553 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I saw you dying I close my eyesAnd you were goneIn my arms you lyeIt’s too much to takeWhen the tears flow my eyes My life will never be the same As I watch you fadeI’m falling to my kneesIt’s something that I can’t takeI want .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1165745/ My tears are words that my heart can’t sayMy smile is to cover all this painMy silence is to pretend I’m not hurting inside I close my eyes foreverSo that I can’t see these chains I can’t sleepI keep having this same nightmareYour eyes sun.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1163660/ I will tattoo your face with my fistsHere is a bruise full of hateIt’s your giftDo you feel my pain?When I punch you in the lipsI guess you shouldn’t get me pissed then Is this too much?When you see your own bloodI shouldn’t have been the on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1162958/ Trust is a mirror that’s been brokeYou can’t fix the shattered piecesIt will always showSometimes you have to let goOf the things that you can’t control When it comes out?These words that hold you downYou can’t figure out, how?Why you&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1162923/ I won’t save youFor another day of this abuseYou make it hard to get throughThrow me out like this life that you useYou’re everything that I don’t care to lose I can’t be brokenI will not give inTo everything you say to meTaking the fu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1162277/ Sometimes this is too muchBut I can’t save myselfKeep lying until there is nothing elseThis is so close to meBut yet is so farThese emotions that run through my heart Yet I still riseYou have a sense of guiltI have so much prideYour hate keeps me al.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1160938/ Maybe I should have held you closerBlack smoke covers my soulI couldn’t bring you back to lifeI break as your eyes closeA life that is knownBut I will never hold It always hurtsTo know that you are my whole worldI always breakFrom the memories of th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1159524/ I fell out of a windowLanded in the mists of these shadowsIn darkness the evil comes aliveMy ghosts begin to riseAnd try pulling me downToday I will not let them make me drownToday I let it all shineAnd I’m going to take back my life No more will l take.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1157691/ I’ve got a pocket fool of mistakesSo much I have left in regretSo much left to shameless hateI need to redeem myselfCome to terms to what I have doneRelease my demons and come undone Sometimes you can’t find the sunriseYou’re just stuck in the d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1155301/ I’m running back in timeTrying to remember where I went wrongI offer up my soul if it helps that I’m goneWondering if anyone would mourn that I’m lost I can’t escape this feeling that my family thinks I’m alowlifeEverywhere that I turn som.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1155221/ So many thoughts that I can’t let goI wish you would help me to knowHow I could go onI’ve lost so muchThat I can’t get backSo much pain I am so goneIn pieces I fly away To these angels I screamWhy when I cryWhy does my heart bleed?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1152687/ So many questions that are running through my mindI don’t know if I have enough timeTo let this world know who I amShow them all that I am a manI hope I will get this chanceBefore life calls and I die I want to see my son growThere are so many things I need.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1149784/ For my momma http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1148741/ I’m swimming through the deadBlood thick as my regretsNo one was prepared of what happened nextDrowning in this lifeThis is my last night I’m trying to move onI’ve been a shadow for too longBring me the lightSo that I can carry it onNoth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1148728/ I tricked my memoriesInto thinking that you never hurt meI’m taking your heart hostageProceed with caution All I ever wanted was youWith-out you I’m frozen and can’t moveYou substitute the love with abuseRealizing I have nothing to loseStuck.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1146600/ I guess you forgot where you came fromAn egotistical prick is who you have becomeYou tell me to look at what I have doneI live in my own filth of shameYet that finger you still paint me in blame So go ahead and burn all those bridgesThis is my voice here’s your.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1144534/ Save me nowDon’t wait till your times ran outGive me your handHelp me pick up my legs and standThere’s no time to wasteSo why don’t you save me You tell me it’s going to be okayHold your head high Is what you sayStanding by my side.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1143760/ This is the way I amHold my hand Maybe I can Make you understand A connection of usAn electric of loveSparks fly out your eyesMy heart skips a beat Can you save me? You don’t judge on my looksYou tell me that I look goodLaugh at my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1142411/ Acid rain on the tip of my tongueMy hearts been brokenUsing crutches to stay upThere’s no way of making this end I drop my last tearConsumed in my own fearIn this wasteland for yearsNowhere to goNothing left to holdMy heart blue and coldBut what.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1142409/ We live and we are lostClose my eyes as it all goes byFloating like ash As the wind Carries me fartherAs the ground I’m buried in gets harderThe world around meGets a little colderMy soul Gets a little olderAll that I knowBegins to shatterAn .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1142408/ Your words are etched in stoneBleeding through the wallsHiding in the shadowsPermanently tattooed in my soulTrapped to this broken hope It’s getting harder to keep this pain inMy eyes scream and I can’t close themI’m asking whyI always get l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1130574/ You are the skies angelFalling down as you dangleCrashing emotions as you denyYou are the wasted beauty As you catch fireClosing your eyes Falling in flamesYour memories erasedFeeling the shameWasting the beautyThat you denyTo your tragic dreams.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1129396/ Your eyes are the cureTo my broken heartWhen you speakIt keeps meFrom falling apart But if I die youngBury me in your memoriesNot in your miseryLet your smile shineJust like the morning sunRemember this dawnIn your heart I will never be goneIt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1126370/ All you want is this world To catch fire and burn to ashesWatching as it floodsAs everyone struggles not to drownIn this cold is where your heart is heldIn between heaven and hellIs where your soul fell All of your wounds never healA never ending hole that yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1125091/ My thoughts are an endless sea of fireMy dreams are lost in the skyToo far for me to grab for my lifeIt doesn’t matter anymoreEverything is getting smothered in liesNow it’s time for our love to go to war Heartbreak until my skin achesThe pain makes m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1124895/ I know how I used to beThis has been a long journeyMemories full of miseryDreams full of mysteryI’ve come a long way from thatI have no plans of going back This won’t be impossibleI’m a tornado that’s unstoppableI know I’ve made .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1122518/ There are 24 hours in a dayIt only took 1 hour to bring this painI start to feel the hateSorrow runs through my veinsI’m stuck here in these dark days I wish I could forget to rememberHow can I erase these memories?I’m stuck in the pastAs this mis.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1121267/ My thoughts haunt meMemories full of shameInvisible so you can’t see my faceThese shadows won’t release meMouth stitched shutThere’s so much bloodI call for help but I can’t screamI guess I’m stuck  There’s no escapeWhe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1115731/ Don’t hide yourself behind your tearsDon’t be afraid of your fearsAs this all becomes clearDon’t look away from the mirrorRun away just disappearWishing that you were still hear Don’t be afraidDon’t hide from your painLet it burn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1115598/ Don’t wait foreverIn the end we will be togetherI have so many questions to ask youBut you won’t give me any answersMy thoughts spread into me like cancer All I ask is that you come back soon I can’t take this much longerDo things ever get bette.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1114931/ If I say good nightWill I wake up alive?If I say goodbyeWill I be able to survive?If I say hold me tightWill u stay with me for life? I’m afraid to be aloneYour heart is the key to my soulYour voice breaks these chainsYour eyes heal all my painY.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1114394/ I can stand the wind Hitting me in the faceThe cold beneath my skinIs burning through my mistakesIt feels like this is foreverBut I will never surrender I can’t stand when you don’t love meThe pain gets to meI can feel the hate grow in side of me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1113681/ It comes on like a hurricaneThis migraine that always staysThere’s no helping me nowWhen there’s no way outI can’t get away From these memories Stuck on me like blood stains These aren’t tears of joyThis is the way you can hear my voic.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1112550/ Why can’t I give up?Wave the white flagSurrender into myselfPull the trigger of this gunLive the rest of my life in this hellThere’s just nothing left that helps They tell me that they have no idea What I have beengoing throughWell you are ri.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1108068/ Tell me who you want to beJust open your eyes and seeStop searching for the truthJust be youStart off brand new I know that you’re the only oneA little faith of heavenThe hidden beauty of the windYou give me the key to your heartYou erase all of my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1098283/ Always together I didn’t lie When I said this is foreverNever do I want you to goYou carry my soulAnd make my heart glowWe were always meant to grow old together There are so many things I need to sayBut my words get in the wayI love this life we ma.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1097081/ These words are hurtingMy emotions are turningMy soul is searchingFor reasons unknownThis world still leaves me alone For everything that I hopeTo nothing in this broken homeI still walk aloneI break on my ownI’m frozenWaiting for you to let me .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1092116/ I see heaven in your eyesEvery time this world starts the fireThe other side is disguisedEvery word is prophesizedAs the clock ends the timeWill you choose this life? This sinner that you don’t wantYou ask me who I amI give you what you have made me to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1091348/ I break away and you shelterBottled up feelings that won’t get betterI try to shineBut I’m still left behindCasted out left to die Someday I might escapeThis dysfunctional worldThe dark tries to take my lifeThese words burn my skinForever in p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1084451/ I have been severedSomeone put me back togetherOr leave me in piecesMy broken life doesn’t get betterLifeless with this pain forever My life is the piece of the puzzle that you won’t findLost forever getting caught in the fireI’ve been in the dark so longI get blinded from the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1074863/ You’re not aloneI’m going through it allDon’t be afraidI’m hereI’ll carry you home Through the darkest daysI’ll keep you safeThe sun risesBut I still can’t see the lightSay what you wantMy soul has had enough.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1070616/ I Love You Son You're Always In My Heart In Loving Memory Brandon Joseph Mathis 10/29/12 - 10/29/12 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1066313/ Is it nice to know you have it all?Sit back and watch the rest of us suffer as we crawlYou’re so greedy That you think I’m an insult Everyone knows that this is your fault You are so coldYou don’t deserve any hopeYou are so brokeYou only des.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1065789/ There’s a shadow around every cornerThe closer they get I get tornYou love to watch as I get torturedImprisoned with my own chainsI feel as though I was the one to blameMy insides are on fireI feel so damn dead of my life My phobia is settling inI&rsquo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1065622/ Very deep pain http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1064910/ Recently lost my son only lived an hour and this is what came out. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1064649/ for my son who only lived for an hour i love u brandon Joseph mathis http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1062193/ I struggle with your white liesCondemned in these black nightsYour words go straight through me like fireI’m trapped on this nightmare rideMy soul escapes and I watch myself die Another soulless life that is burnedAs my misery turnsIt all begins to hurt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1055407/ Falling out of the skyAn angel falls with broken wingsWhat have you done wrong?What are you hiding?The angel replies I’m banned from heavenChanging the fate of one’s lifeIt wasn’t his time to endGod wanted him to see the lightAnd I kept .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1048166/ How do you know that you are doing things right?How do you know if I fall, I will rise?How will I know that you’re not feeding me lies? How can I trust you to be my guide?I just have one last questionWhat happens when I die? Can we see past our own future?M.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/bmathis22/1047977/