http://slow.writerscafe.org/DeepStruggle The original writings of author DeepStruggle en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776238460 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Seduced by pain and self abuse Drag me to find my final refuge Call it an end of a dead youthDrag me to my grave Bury me with careDon't hesitate Don't leave me waiting I'm suffocatingMy light is fading Stop saying I'm going to make it I'm falling naked Stop  watchi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/1039355/ Die for a day Give my dreams away Let my hope fall with the rain Paint my heart in grey Write a song about ache Drown in a lake Of tears and pain  Name myself the queen of miseryReign alone over the kingdom of suffering Come and save me when I scream your nameCome and hold me when I a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/1039352/ Peace has lost its way to meI scream screams no soul could ever hear I sleep with my eyes wide open,I breathe A heavy air filled with deadly grief  I look for you everywhere I go In everything I see I look for you deep in me In my heart In my dreams I loo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/1039350/ A new morning sneaks On the ghosts of nightAs they rise slowly to fall againWhile drifting echoesNumb the early lightThere's still painHeld somewhere insideThere's still me Caught betweenPain and lies   A creepy loneliness I saw you in my dreamsA deadly loneliness .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/1039349/ About a guy ... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/1039346/ Saints left to die Mayhem before my eyes Silenced minds fail to rise A sullen night soundlessly cries As I dream away from a world of lies  I follow the stars That beckon me to fantasy I damn the gods of reality  I refuse to be I refuse to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/992341/ The wind awakensMy saddened heart As the moonlight creepsAway from my sight  I sit aloneFloating in my mind Defying thoughtsOf a never coming delight As my soul drownsIn a fog of fright  An orphan tearThat hugs the shores of night To mourn the deathOf a strayi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/978713/ All the words hidden and unsaidAll the feelings ungrasped All the pain kept inside And all the love I never gave Pierce mercilessly my soul And I'm lost within the fear Of a never coming relief  A melody sung In times of lonesome and dread I'm dying of re.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/970374/ An old poem . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/968014/ An old poem . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/968007/ hum... this is a bit suicidal... I worte it a long time ago ! Anyways I don't feel the same way and I hope none of you does =) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/968000/ I am shivering in the coldDeep in depression I drown alone Can't you see me Dying ?Can't you hear me Crying ?Can't you feel My agony ?In my mind Dark thoughts are increasing In my veinsBlood is freazing  my heartbeats are decreasing And I long for se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/967985/ An old poem . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/967983/ An old poem. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/967972/ An old poem . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/967958/ An old poem . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/967955/ I wrote this 4 years ago , it was my first poem =) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/967950/ I lost myself in loveIn the rainIn lifeIn painI lost my self in my dreamsIn the wordsI write with tearsIn my demonsIn my fearsIn a worldthat never hearsMy screams, my screamsIn the woundthat never healsAnd it bleeds, it bleeds I lost myselfFor the heart in my chestThat weeps and weepsI lost mys.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/965717/ I'am a rose A rose in thy hands A withering rose In thy hands Dying slowly I'am a word A floating word Came out of thy mouth And soon became forgotten  I'am a beam A weak beam of light Which diedWhen darkness took over   I have loved a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/961549/ I wrote this poem two years ago http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/961546/ Awake me , I heard them whisperingThat I'm falling slowely in unconsciousness  But I couldn't feel it for I'm asleep It's been a while since the last time we talkedI heard them saying that you didn't come to see me  I felt my rips breaking and piercing through my h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/961540/ The cold breeze caresses My etiolated cheeks As I lay spellbound byThe autumn's symphony And on the fallen leaves The sky is shedding tearsI'am stuck in a sullen day  Mother nature I pray for theeCure my hideous wounded heart Mother nature embrace me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/960004/ Some roses blossom today Just to wither tomorrow And some others get carried Away by the draconian wind And there are roses just like you Dried and died from the lack of light Every second someone loses the battle But life goes on leaving the dead behind&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/960001/ The sun rises everyday Yet the darkness in menever goes away ....  Today I woke up lateI had to drown my disgraceI sleep when I'am in painIt gets me through the dayIt's always better than to complainI have all the time to loseAnd always a frail soul to restrain  This fa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/959996/ The spirit cries over the scars of time As it breaks free from the prisonOf the body We will always be the only holdersOf pain ...This existence is a big mistake  Behold what's around you And tell me what you seeFor all i can see is anarchyEating us alive  Taking o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/959993/ The room seems to get smaller Time seems to get slower And her spirit is lower Than anytime before Every night is like tonight So solitary and cheerless And the air always feels sullen It makes her feel breathless  Beneath her mask hides a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/959983/ I was led me to my cell A place where I will spend the rest of my days Surrounded by four walls of shameI submitted myself to their strength Though I knew this wasn't my place This is not the end that I yearn to obtain So I prayed ... Put me to sleep Anestheti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/959981/ Pain has envaded my heartJaded and blended with doubt I've surrendered my life to you I'am facing the end of me I'am facing the end of me And you're no longer here with me I want to end itI don't know what else to do I would die to end it   Cause I can see the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/959980/ Hello I'm the one who doesn't forget doesn't forgive never regrets You can feel meBut you can't see me You know me But you can't be me  Hello I'm the one who doesn't play games never obeys always betrays I make your life a calamity Wit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/959975/ This poem is about a girl talking to the love of her life who had committed suicide . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/959105/ Laying down on the bed Enjoying the sound of nothingness While the daylight sneaks on us From the dusty windowpanes Love has left our hearts Like the soul leaves the body And like in every funeral We shed a tear Promissed each other we will never forget A.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/959085/ A heart covered with bruises Held with chains A smile full of fakeness and ache A home full of ghosts , full of hate Loving her makes you wanna fade  Haunted by her angelic face And the sound of her sweet laughter Your mind is captivated within The though.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/959075/ I slumber, I die In stillness I cry To awaken my soulI would give away my life  I would love to be loved I would love to be foundI would die to be whole So I could be worth itAnd you could be mine  These endless confessions Unheard , unwelcomeThese rage s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/959068/ Sleep my love The sun will never rise They will never hear our cries Abide in darknessWhere we belong evermore Where even in deathLove lives on Soon the rain will fallTo ease our soulsAnd the trees will gently whisper beautiful songsTo answer our desperate callsSle.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/959063/ The rain falling upon meWill wash away the shameWill take away all the pain The fire inside meWill revive meThe horizon behind meWill bring another day And to myself I shall returnTo heave the loveYou didn't discern  The love you once crucified What used to be my life The lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/959059/ A guy broke my heart lately so I wrote this poem . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/957500/ I woke upTo find myselfDeadForA brief momentI thought I sawA threadOf a lightIn the roomOn the bedWhere in painI onceLaidWhere blood and tearsI shedFrom whenceMy hopesFledUnder the full moonOf julyWhere I woke upTo find myselfDead I was mesmerizedBy your charmI was for so longA shadeIn your lif.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/957496/ Everyday  We grow roses That fade away We dream dreams That soon will stray Everyday EverydayWe drow pictures That the wind Blow away We praise bodiesThat soon will decayEveryday  And everynightI sit on my knees Under the fragile lightOf th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/957488/ It's the sickness That's making life Slip away from the shell That I'm slowly coming to be It's the sorrow that's killing The whitheld feelingsThat for so long I wanted to go away And now I realise how precious Is the gift of being alive  The veins that once w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DeepStruggle/957487/