http://slow.writerscafe.org/cass143 The original writings of author Cassondra en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776041475 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 This Is Lupus, My Dark Diseasei feel like this disease has taken my life, like it has taken my soul,and then laughed in my face twice~i feel like one,with none..i feel like my world is ending,as if i am slowly dying... being optimistic isn’t that easy, yet i still continue pretending~ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cass143/1281752/ never once have i felt so alone in our relationship..never would i think things would change so fast,we hardly speak to each other, i kinda miss the past...bottling it all up inside, emotions & so much more,the deeper i shove them down, the more it destroys my soul.i only have myself to blame,fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cass143/1200920/ I feel lied to, And most definitely betrayed, I feel ugly & filled with hatred,I do not feel like I am in first place.I feel like I am in competition for one reason or another,I feel like I am constantly fighting for your attention.But I gave up~ fighting for that... No longer. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cass143/1140819/ I hurt in ways that you may never understand,And therefore I bury my pain~I try to hide it, Even from myself...However it comes charging thru like a bullet train.Discombalded to say the least,A complete wreck for sure,Filled with hurtful emotions,It’s slowly taking over my world...I have to fi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cass143/1140806/ Lost completely in love,Lost without a doubt,It’s truly amazing how you bring every emotion in me aboutWe fuss. We fight.We argue.& we say hurtful words out of spite.We might scream at each other,And point the blame, I’m sure we might..But regardless all, It is only you, who I want a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cass143/1135717/ Maybe if I was a prettier Maybe if I had better skin?Or maybe if I was smarter with a ‘career’Then maybe he’d see who I truely am......Deep down there’s a feeling of betray,A feeling of despair,A feeling of intense emotional pain.A feeling of,…Ware... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cass143/1130615/ There once lived an innocent girl,She died the evening she was raped,He stole her ‘special moment’He stole her -everything.Yes I am her, & I have never been the same,Since the day he took that away,I now look at my body with such disgust & shame.It’s so hard to move on, no .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cass143/1043155/ Pull me close to you & say you’ll never let me go,Hold me next to your heart & kiss me so very slow.Lets light that flame that somehow blew out,Look me in my eyes & say you love me without a doubt.Take me by my hand & remember that moment when you put the engagement on my finge.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cass143/1043120/ Lost in a world all of my own,and broken inside….Holding a heart of gold that doesn’t know how to carry on alone.Screaming to the one I love about the pain I have inside,But I don’t know if he can even hear my cries.Mass confusion within my head,…the thoughts, rampage about.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cass143/1042197/ Holding it all in…..Every thoughtEvery feelingEvery smile& every word I ever wanted to say.Yes every guilty pleasureEvery sinEverything….It’s all wrapped within.My voice is silently screaming And foreign thoughts invade my mind…Alive & wide awakeYet stuck in a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cass143/966979/