http://slow.writerscafe.org/JayR39 The original writings of author The Jay en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776057419 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I - Repression.Etched on the glass,Waiting to pounce,On the cornerstone of my mind,Lasts for a minute,Markings on the wall,Winding up the space,Off the frontiers,Remains for as long.Hush! "The fireplace,The sounds,The blood,The bright lights"Delving into the depths of the remains,Caressing the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/1193187/ The burden of carrying it weighs we down,From the moment I had it I knew it'd be instilled in me,I kept it with me all these years,But never I realized it was nothing,Wringing,Falling from infinity takes its toll,Revival is inevitable but the misery is unavoidable,The mind becomes an abyss.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/1056934/ In a state where there is no sense,Life is immense,Everything I do becomes a past tense,Happiness is just a feeling,It is all I see coming,Until I start falling,In a state where nothing makes sense,I feel your presence,It becomes all about the future tense,Sadness is just a feeling,It is all I see c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/1014456/ I've lost the right,Right that I never had,Had it so you could,Could have read my silence,Silence and the violence that flows,Flows through my veins,Veins that have dried up of,Of not being felt,I get lost,Lost if I'm found,Found in what I've lost,Lost in the speed,Speed of time,Time which outraces,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/1012931/ W ords are not enough to bring you more close,A ctions speak louder but,I am never sure what to do,T hat will captivate you,I s it a promise you need?"N ever make promises you can not fulfill", you once told me,G uilty I am of breaking promises before, can I afford another leap of faith? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/1012929/ I looked upon everything I had left,As I took off for the moon,I looked at my fading palms,As the wind took me in its arms,I felt the thunder,As I started to shiver,I started to let go of the memories,As I began to lose myself,Clinging to what I know,Clinging to what I see,I am falling,It is easy to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/1011854/ My spirit; Rueful and capricious,Her charm; Delusive and tenacious,Tearing my beliefs in halves,Her face is controlling my valves,Immune I may not be to pain,Humane I may be in the mirror,Placid I may not remain when faced,Rancid I may become when fazed,Worst fears lie in admission,Admission of attr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/992199/ I gave up my soul,For pieces of silver and gold,I gave up my skin,To feed my kin,I gave up my life,For a beautiful wife,I gave up my body,To buy my son an Audi,I gave up my rum,To work in a s**t firm,I gave up my passion,So that my daughter can stay in touch with the latest fashion,I gave up my moth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/989291/ I am enigma,I am poison,I am fire,I am cancer,I am suffering,I am happiness,I am pain,I am hysteria,I am anomaly,I am life,I am death,I am perk,I am weak,I am heroin,I am carrier,I am fury,I am passion,I am depression,I am peril,I am curse,I am existence,I am paranoia,I am father,I am mother,I am so.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/989290/ Sequel to Anomalies. Final part of the three-part series. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/989277/ I die tomorrow,I begin tomorrow,I live tomorrow,I end tomorrow,Will today matter?Will yesterday matter?Will it matter?Will it ever?I am lost tomorrow,I am found tomorrow,I am you,And we are home,I feel today,I will be numb tomorrow,Break me today,For I will not see tomorrow,Break me today,For I will.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/983634/ Jay was putting together the pieces,He was immersed in the puzzle,A fish of life he found,He was given a heart,It beats to this day,Jay was lying on earth,The sand his attire,He saw a beast that day,His skin dying,They are one to this day,There was more to him than mystery,The day he lost his histor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/982206/ Based on my short-stories, Hysteria and Anomalies. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/979543/ Prequel/Sequel to Hysteria. In order for Anomalies to make sense, you have to read Hysteria first. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/979540/ That morning,I heard a knock on my door,I woke up and opened,It was sitting on my doorstep,For a second,I looked at it,And it looked back at me,I flinched and took a step back,It remained there,I closed and took a sigh,It was my conscience on my door again. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/976891/ I've lost the right,Right that I never had,Had it so you could,Could have read my silence,Silence and the violence that flows,Flows through my veins,Veins that have dried up of,Of not being felt,Felt the way I feel your's, I wish I had the right to cry,I wish I had the right to get angry,I wish.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/976426/ I'll just vanish and I'll never know because you never knew,And I met the woman called gun,In my hand but it's all part of the fun,Because I don't know where I imbibe,And I wake up so high,But stop trying,Because it isn't found after all,And now you're just a memory,A memory lost in my lane of dream.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/976124/ I was just an infant,Afraid of your rant,And I just wanna fly,But since I can't,So I hate myself and want to die,My mother couldn't take the pain,So I force myself inside her veins,In the wait for agony,I sat beside my map,But the bitter lies,Forced down my rotten soul,Shining like a coal,Beause I j.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/976122/ Depression, take me home,Where is Emily?Jay, you are the most,Find me Emily,Mania, give me a hand,What is Emily?Can you see me?Make me Emily,Life, make me feel,How is Emily?I can be,Stay Emily,Death, talk to me,Why is Emily?Is she mine?Go away Emily. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/976083/ Oh pretty flower, thy fragrance reached out and found something,That I did naught know was thither but unaware thou were,Of the shoal that lay beneath as it came back to haunt,Leaving thee delirious was not what I desired.Oh pretty flower, I still sense thee in my aura,For my garden is nothing now b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/976041/ Page after every page,  Another page,  Why is there so much, page?  It covers up the rage, page,  Another page,  So much page that life would just turn over,  Pages of history,  Unravel my mystery, page,  Write, page, write,  Write me, page,  The lin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/976040/ Taking a breather from breathing,For I have none to dismember,So engrossed in finding,I forget the essentials,Is life just a panick attack?Wait till the end of the day,And see my zenith below my nadir,For a humanoid,It's never enough,Ending up a thirteen.Cause me a pair of despair,Wake up in my happ.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/976037/ Rest upon the shore,North at my core,From the terrace,I see your door,Beyond the sun,My reveries surface,Abandon all hope,And I walk through,Search the wind,His clouds smile upon me,Lightening the dark,I fall apart,Wander the sand,Smell your hand,The existence, the essence,Beyond all comprehension,&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/976035/ The distorted short-story about a bipolar psychopath and his friend. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JayR39/976022/