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Deepest fears

My deepest fearIs that one dayYou're going to realiseYou deserve better than meAnd you're going to see meThe way I see myselfAnd my reflectionWill become your viewAnd that scares meTo the depths of my heartBut I love youAnd I'm never going to let you goEven though you thinkYou don't deserve loveBeca..

You've shown me

For my boyfriend <3

'I love you'

A new start

I Cannot Believe

I cannotAnd will notBelieve I deserveYour loveYou say you believeIn meAnd that you knowI am strongBut I do notAgreeThere is proofOn my bodyThat I will not Survive.With the torturousThoughtsInside my headTelling meI am weakYour wordsDo notPersuade me to Stay.The memories I haveThey keep me AliveBut t..

The Tainted Mirror

The tainted mirrorIt whispers out loudI see all that is wrongAnd none that is rightThe tainted mirrorIt sides with societyIt tells of beauty and hopeIgnores shapes and sizeThe tainted mirrorIt stares back at meIt shows every lineOf dread and despairThe tainted mirrorIt whispers to meI see all that i..

Waiting

Please can you just look at me,See the yearning in my eyes,See the love I hold for you,It's burning deep inside. I wish that you would look at me,I want to tell you how,My heart is throbbing painfully,I want to hold you now. Why won't you just look at me?I know y..

Dear You

Dear You, Whoever You are,Let me tell You the Story of My Life,As if You care. I was once happy. I started to look at the world with wide open eyes. I used to cry every day. I left my hopes behind. I blew out the sparks of courage. I..

riavev

I can remember everything about that day. I dream about it every night, seeing everything in slow motion, knowing that it was all my fault. You're gone now, and I was to blame. You laugh, your gorgeous little five-year-olds laugh, tinkling in the summer's air. The smile spreading across you..

Listen Now

Mother darling, I love you so. Yet you tear me down all the time, hitting me with these harsh words of yours, making me feel like nothing, and pulling away my barriers, leaving me exposed. Father dearest, I love you so.But you mutter these strings of words,Leaving me scared,..

Death

My black cloak twirling,Like the night sky above the clouds.I whisper softly to the dead,Give them promises of life,That I will never break.My eyes are glowing through the black,That follows me around,And is pulling you softly in.It is the mist of death,The opponent to li..

Pearl of Darkness

'I love you my darling,Please say you do.I see it in your eyes,And you know it too' I sighed in despair,How to say?I don't love you,Not to this day. 'Please my love,Just look deep inside.You know that you care,You are one of mine.' I narrowed my eyes,I ..

Just

Just leave me alone.I hate you.You don't care. Just go away now.I don't love you.Listen to me. Just stop crying.This is the truth.And it hurts. Just let go.I don't want you.You've hurt me. Just please now.Stop this torture.See my tears. ..

No Courage

The whispers follow me everywhere,What have you done now?I'm so used to this behaviour,I no longer question it.Love seems to have no luck for me,I always choose the wrong guys.People are staring, laughing, giggling,Thinking I've brought this on myself.I probably have.I've got into ..

Beg

'Please. Just let me explain'You kneel on the floor,Begging for my love.Well I'm sorry if this hurts,But I'm not falling for it again. 'It wasn't my fault'Make your excuses,And say what you want.You know I don't believe you,I've already lived with your lies. 'W..

Life

Based on my family and my cousin Laura, who had such a short life, yet is greatly missed, even after these years we've had without you. We have never forgotten those months, and never will.

Leaving

'No''Why?''You know why.''Please. It's ridiculous.''How can you say that? After everything that's happened?''You can get through it. It's no reason to leave.''Yes it is. I can't forget it. Not while he's still around. You think people will forget? Trust me, they won't. And seeing as no o..

Goodbye Darling

I try to keep the smile off my face,You think you're so special. I watch you begging,For me to take you back.But after all this time,And so many mistakes,I just wonder,Why should I put myself through it again?I can feel it creeping over me,The feeling of a right decision being..

Should Be Proud

You laughAt meThinkingYou're soF*****gClever.But no,Do youEverThink howThat makesMe Feel?BecauseEverythingIn life,Is alwaysAboutYou.But theseTears ICry,They areNot forYou.They areForMe,For thisPain IPut MyselfThrough,Because IK..

Never Break This Bond

The bond of siblings,Can never be broken.From youngest to oldest,The baby to teenager,The love is mutual.When I hold you,I can feel how much I love you,How much you mean to me.The feel of your skin,The sound of your voice,The smell that belongs to you,Is what makes you so uniqu..

Ever Grateful

I saw you lying there,So emancipated,So tired,And I felt the tears,Welling up in my eyes.I saw you in such pain,It hurt me to watch.I knew I could do nothing,But I wanted so bad to help.I could feel the lump in my throat,Growing with the pain,Of watching you suffer.I could fe..

This F-ing Blanket Of Silence

The scratching of pen on paper,Like the scratching of my silent skin,As I scream to escape from this world.No one ever f*****g listens,To my tortured screams,But why should you care,When one more b***h suffers?I know I can do this,Yet it seems so f*****g difficult,And this wall aro..

Scars

I can feel the pain,And I start to panic.I claw at my skin,Trying desperately,To release it within.These bright red marks,They hurt me so much,They leave the scars,Burning bright in my mind.When they drip down my skin,I sigh with relief.I have released this pain,So I let..

No Forgiveness

What makes you think that,You own the right to my life?Why in the name of God,Did you try to f**k with my rights?'Cause you know how bad I was hurting,How lonely and lost I was,And you know I was looking for comfort,And you used that vulnerablity to hurt me.So when I say 'leave me al..

Dreams

I can feelMy eyesClosing slowlyShutI cannot bearThe painI need to forgetIt nowSo let meSleepInside my dreamsAnd let my mindProtestIt's innocenceYou cannot knowEverythingI have doneAll I want nowIs to wipeMy memoryCleanStart again inThis lifeAnd live myLife anew.

Closed

This despair in my mind,When I look at the face,I see staring back at me,In this broken glass mirror,Is black, and cold,I cannot be fixed.This heart of mind,Is shattered and cold.I wish I could yell,And scream these words out loud.Why can't you see,How much I hurt inside?I want to cry out loud,Inste..

Lies

I am so tiredOf all these lies of lifeI cannot cope anymore with this angstThat I hold heavy in my heart.Why can't you see,How much I want to love you?Why can't you just listen,When I say I want to talk?This darkness in our lives,Will never leave us truly,But you know that if we try,We can lock it d..

Violent Kindness

I see you,Laughing,Smiling,So happy.You look over,Smile and wave,Calling out my name,Wanting me to go over.I refuse.Why would I want that?To see you,So happy,While I'm burning on the inside.Burning so deeply, Hurting me so much.It scorches me,And you do your best,To..

Memories

Why would you go,Because now I can't tell you,How much ILove youMiss youRemember you.I remember how it felt when you hugged me,Secure,Safe,I took it for granted.Looking back on the photosOf when you held me,The miniature me,That I can't remember,But you used to look so fo..

A Broken Glass Heart Of Chains

What is thisI hold in myArms?This heavyChainedObject whichWeighs down myArms. ItHurts me soMuch to seeThe littleBoy on theOutside,Struggling,Crying,Why would youDo that?You know thatIt's wrong,And you're hurtingYourselfAnd no-oneElse.This heartOf yours..

Love the Pain

Someone close to me died recently, and I never knew how to express it. I will always miss you, I will love you forever and I remember something new all the time xxx

Secrets

This darknessThat envelops me,Will it ever go?Will I break free,Of these chainsThat bind meTo this world?Can I say theWordsOut loud,Can I tellYouThis secret of mine.This secret,So secret,It's locked deep insideMy heart.Because thisThunderstormLightningWindRa..

Finding myself

Be yourselfThat's what you always sayYou, so confident of yourself, Then there's me, So unsure,Scared,Confused.Please help me,I don't know what to say.How do I phrase this?I don't know what I am anymore.But somehow, I know,I will find myself.I must have confidence,Other..

Me

The colours ofLifeDeathMerge as oneThe emotions ofLifeDeathUnite in peaceThe senses ofLifeDeathAre as oneTogetherForeverNo one will knowThe differenceI am oneWithLifeDeathThey are meI am themI am the lineThat stops theBoundariesBetweenLifeDeath..

Whirlwind

Some difficulties I've been having in my life, putting it down in words here.

Life Of Life

Hmm... what could I possibly be doing while I'm writing this?

Black Cat

I think it speaks for itself...