http://slow.writerscafe.org/kyosomaru101 The original writings of author Kiara Rose en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775249920 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I've never had someone fight to get to me, forget someone fighting to keep me. I've never had someone scared to lose me, so why am I trying so hard ?Still waiting for magic, to make something happen. Still waiting for that falling star. They say that fairy tale endings don't happen.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1848527/ If the sun never rose again, I would follow the street lamps to your door. If the city's lights went out all at once, i'd follow the moon to find you. If the moon should chose to not smile upon me, I'll use the stars to map my way. If the stars should fall from the very heavens, and the earth .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1393688/ When I saw you I gasped for you were a radiant spirit. Your energy and mine so alike. Yet as I watched I saw the darkness grow, as the things you touched withered and died. You grasped the delicate flowers and crushed them in your fists, and then stared like a bewildered child; pondering how the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1393687/ If you want me... Really want me... Then watch from far away...If you want me... Really want me... I must warn you it's not safe...But you can't really want me... If you did then i would break...If you need me... Really need me... Then promise me you'll stay...If you need me... Really need.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1358359/ For my friends - poems and other ghey things part 3 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1344225/ For my friends - poems and other ghey things part 2 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1344214/ For my friends - poems and other ghey things. (It will be a series of works posted over the next few days) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1344191/ There's pain... So much pain... My pain... Your pain... Your pain is my pain. I remember when I thought I was numb to pain. I remember when I thought my pain was so great that I'd break under the weight of it, that there was more than one straw I considered the last... I was so wrong, and I couldn't.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1341424/ If I could forget anyone, I think I'd forget you. Forget all of the memories of things we used to do.I knew it wouldn't last, but now it's come to this?I wish i would've known, it was a goodbye kiss. You lied and I forgave you, but in the end I'm wrong. I should've seen the hidden smile,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1340379/ I am a waif among strays, a broken doll; you tired of play. As a specter you dance in my mind, in dark corners, like a shade. My cries echo off the walls, to your bodies rise and fall. I hear you whisper in my dreams, "not everything is as it seems". The bitter sweet taste you leave in my mouth, as .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1334307/ You like to play this little game, I'd like to play it too. I take a step and stand my ground as I await your move. You smile at me, and in your eyes, I see the fire dance. The wicked things inside your mind, a poisonous romance. You take my hand and lead me on, I follow blind and daft. The webs of .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1325638/ S(he) stood over the abyss and looked into its depths, when the wise (wo)man appeared."Why are you here?" The wise woman asked. "Why do you care?" S(he) whispered."Why won't you answer? Are you afraid?""I've got no where else left to go," s(he) replied"That is not the answer you seek. Noth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1325123/ I saw her there, that summer day. She radiated warmer than the sun. When she smiled, I couldn't look. I was blinded and unnerved by her. She walked past, i caught her scent, and I could've sworn I died. She makes me, feel just like, I can do anything at allShe made me, feel unlike, anythin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1318677/ My heart is broken, and I know yours is too. You won't let me fix it, so what am I to do. You speak of love and I hang on your words. The way my heart pounds, I feel absurd. I'm lost and you found me, but you left me there. As you walk away all I can do is stare. I want someone who will come and tak.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1312923/ If I could rip this bleeding heart from is rusted cage, I would surely paint the skies with it's pain and rage. As I bleed out on the floor I'll write my final words. I hope they haunt you all your days, for how much this hurt. They'll stain the wood upon the floor, in the room where I lay, with an .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1312912/ I walk down a road that's empty and cold. I never wanted to be this alone. I have those who walk it with me, but my hand remains utterly empty. My heart is full, so full it might burst. My throat is dry, from fear and from thirst. I want to drink you in, the sweetest wine. Just one taste of your lip.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1312908/ I breathe in the air, unsure what is real. Can I trust what I see, if I don't trust what I feel? I'm lonely this time as I walk down a road, that's partially hidden, ominously unknown. The wind whips my hair, and the cold bite my cheeks. As my tears fall they glisten as they begin to freeze. I don't.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1304269/ The darkness creeps out of the corners, over takes the shadows as I slumber. When I wake I hope to find that they are in place, but the only thing I realize is that this darkness pervades. It makes me wish that I could say, that you're fucked up and I'm okay. Yet the truth of matter is that I'm lost.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1292797/ Two years have passed but it feels like forever. Forever is a really long time. Long after our bodies have gone and decayed, will your soul be searching for mine? I thought if I waited in our place that day, that I would have seen you, but you never came. Do you regret what this turned out to be? Th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1288600/ What is the reason for our twisted minds. We second guess each path that we find. It doesn't make sense, we can't help but to fall. As we tumble we realize, too late, it's our fault. We whisper to the darkness late at night, admit that we don't know which path is right. We gaze at the st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1288598/ Feeling? What are feelings? I don't feel a thing. Bleeding. Slowly bleeding. Will you tear apart my wings? Pleading. Silent pleading. I am begging for your sin. Hear me? Do you hear me? I want to reach within. Lonely? Are you lonely? I think that I might be. Slowly. Oh so slowly. You m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1279676/ Don't you know that I would climb a mountain. I'd stay afloat over entire oceans, just to get to you. So many nights we spent by the river, trading memories and dreams. Now it feels like I am under water, we can't hear each others screams. How did this fall apart. Im floating you are flying in t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1278201/ I burn for your touch, all I have are your words. They give me a rush, yes I know it's absurd. I want to feel your arms, around me late at night; I want you to whisper things, as you hold me tight.Even if it's empty, promise me one thing; say you won't resent me, when you see my blackened wings... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1278200/ I thought I could forget you, now I see that I thought wrong. I thought you didn't matter, I was happy with you gone. Look at where I am today, bending to you as I whisper your name. When we kissed it was like the earth melted away and I was left floating in the ether, the taste of you like .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1278199/ I lay awake as my memories torture me. I wish I could claw them from my minds eye, but they are burned into me. All the regrets, the mistakes, the things I've lost; it all comes together. At first a gentle but cold cascade of pain, now comes crashing down, as do the walls which hold my h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1278197/ There were shadows where none should've crept.Inside me boiled all the pain that I've kept. At time I wanted to reach out for help, cry for hours while being gently held. You smiled at me so sweet that day and my rebellious heart gave way. I never thought, or even guessed, that you'd.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1278195/ I want something that I cant have, even though I'm close. The shivers that you give me, haunt now like a ghost. i taste you, feel you there. Your fingers laced, lost in my hair. That sweet smoke curled 'round our tongues as they curled 'round each other. We'd take a break, breath.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1242891/ You are but a shadow of your former self. So much a stranger now that on a dark night I would likely pass by your haunt, and you would be so like a ghost that you would go un-noticed. I told you that I had to walk away if things got bad, but you walked away first. I watch you descend into your dark .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1221453/ With your stained glass eyes and kolidascope skin, you feed on the demon that evolved from within.With your mannequin heart made out of stone,you sink in a void you choose alone.Your stained glass soul is filled with sin. Poison vapors pour out of your cheshire cat grin.Molded in marbl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1180181/ this work is unfinished. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1170084/ I close my eyes and feel the rain cascading down my skin. If i die, i die complete because i tasted your kiss. You're name on my lips is the poison i'm breathing. Its burns through my veins, and yet my skin is freezing.I shattered your image of me, and now i'm left with the regret. Now i'll.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1148782/ There is nothing in this world quite like the bond between two friends.They are strung together, for all time, until the world ends.Some ties break, some bridges burn, recoil sends you reeling.Yet a thread always remains tied to you heart, as you tried to regain feel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1140475/ Have you ever hurt so bad you feel it in your chest? It's breaking apart and yet your heartbeat doesn't rest. Your breathing, labored, difficult, is shaky and slow. Despite your efforts to avoid the darkness, your mind goes. Its like your heart is tightening so you can hard.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1132814/ Can i ignore the pain i feel, when my thoughts turn to you.It's bizarre that I'm unsure of them when they do. I should know by now not to expect anything at all. Yet when you say those things to me, i loose my grip and fall. I know i have great love to give, but it's all misplaced. I spend.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1131127/ No more tears it's time to stop. You've tried to turn against the clock. It does no good because in the end, you loose all whom you called friend. You've tried your best, but now you're spent. There are few emotions left.You tried to love, but it turned to ash.You tried to smile, but it didn't last... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1128761/ I may just be here to fulfill your every desire. Ill do as you please to keep you my admirer. Just please don't use another doll, so long as you have me. You can be the piper and ill dance to your symphony.I feel nothing, i'm dead inside, as hollow as your heart. I mean nothing, i am worthless; .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1124930/ It will remain forever here emblazoned in my mind. The ever growing lingering fear, i try so hard to hide. I smile and fake a calm that's unmatched in my eyes. Your arms that held me were so warm, but your words were lies. I wanted you so badly that i failed to see. The madness we were swept up in l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1123160/ You kissed me on the cheek goodbye and i breathed out a question. Did it just past by your notice or grab your attention? Even as they enter, stage left, a distraction. It doesnt matter, because there at the center of it all is you. A tragic romeo to an even more tragic juliet. Except this stor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1123117/ The look in your eyes as I kissed my way downThe taste of your lips made me nearly drownYour heart sounded broken, its rhythm sad You said "yeah it happens", and shot me a glance We lay there for hours, doing nothing at allWe watched the sun rise, awake on and off My hand cups your face, and yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1114245/ I cant get you off of my mind, sick of the memories stuck on repeat, the thoughts that run through my head. I thought i'd be fine, since you'd gone away, but today when I saw you it all came back to me.I was calling out your name in my sleep, I didn't realize the mark you left was this deep.&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1114243/ They say not to worry, you're much too far gone. So why as I sit here, do you tightly hold on? The venom coursing through your veins, the stuff you've tried to make replace pain. You don't want to feel, it's easy to do, just flip off the switch with a wave of your hand. You cant see now, but the har.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1114242/ I'm good at hiding the cracks in my mask, that surely would reveal, my slowly slipping sanity, into a world less real. I convince the world I'm fine so that my dark thoughts can thrive. One day ill rule the world some day you see, all will obey my will,in the end your life is mine to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1114240/ Was it by chance that we met? That day was a blur. It and all the days since have suddenly merged. Forgotten my worries, replaced with question, are you neutral or my distraction? I think I see a sign, dead end or a highway ahead? I'm trying to move forward, on a road that I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1114239/ You let out your pain with steel to skin, the hurt you hold tightly within. The blood pours down, your heart's on your sleeve, but it's tucked away, so no one can see.The wounds heal and scar, the tremors have stopped, but there's still the threat of some aftershocks. I wish you could se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1114238/ Your voice is poison, your touch is sin, such pleasures that your hands give. You live to break as you are broken, and yet there is some warmth. A faint light pouring out from a fracture in your armor, too faint to really grasp. The gap cannot be pried wider with sweet nothings and pe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1114237/ The thoughts I keep inside my head, slip out at night inside my bed. Through tears and twisted nightmares the evil finds it's way. Corrupts 'till  it pervades my mind even in light of day. The phantoms that haunt my dreams, with evil eyes and teeth that gleam. They're all di.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1114236/ It's not that I don't love you, it's not that I don't care, it's just that pretty women, make my inner passion flare. They weave their web between my heart and my foolish head. My heart is yours but my head is greed, it gives free love, lives to be pleased. I cant stop the tiny voice, that warns me .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1114235/ Your hand holds another, and yet still my heart. Words we exchange have a underlying note, things that will never be spoken. You hold my hand for the briefest of moments, yet years manage to pass us by.At the end of all things only one remains, the bond between friends wont fade away.If I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1114233/ His eyes lure you in and you sink to your knees.Lord and master, enthralled you live to please.At a whisper you sigh and give him your wrist.He holds you firm, with a smile and a kiss.He sinks in his teeth and devours your soul, leaves your body on the floor less whole. You hide in the lig.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1114232/ It was perfect, we said we wanted it to last. We knew that soon the hours we had would come to pass. Free from the restraints we had all of those days. It was as if they were nothing, it was all a haze. I waited for the moment, when I would feel alone. Even with you next to me, I thought your heart .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kyosomaru101/1113630/