http://slow.writerscafe.org/UnknownOperator The original writings of author Justin Flume en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776218670 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Hell, Hate and Everything Else Who am I supposed to thank?..I’d say everyone if I wasn’t so confused..It’s probably my own fault for not realizing..Realizing any of the s**t That I put myselfthrough..Not stopping when I knew it was too late..But t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1206362/ I never really thought i knew myself..The old mixed in well with the new..Still, it’s just misery..It’s the loss of thought at every turn..It’s the conflicting g-d complex that i’ve always felt..But i’ll get used to it..I’m reeling at every part..I’m feeling.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1166856/ So I wait..Yearning for the one time where I won't snap..But hey, it'll end in fire..It always does..The shouldn't grow..But it does..The pain should stop..But it doesn't..I have no recollection of how it feels to be completely happy anymore..It's always there..Biting at the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1155818/ Not really a poem... More of a letter... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1099662/ Thoughts just scribbled down.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1088664/ Grow up with me,Let's watch the leaves,Leaving the trees,As they wither,In this autumn state of mind.Grow up with me,Let's feel the bone chilling wind,Whilst we lie in the grass,Behind your houseIn this autumn state of mind.Grow up with me,Let's sit on a balcony,And drink a forty,When we're forty,In.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1079441/ Seperating the fleshJust to see blood that she spilled.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1076436/ Watch the desolate angelsPlummit to the pavement in utter despairCuz you broke my headAnd It'll never endLet the pen breakLet the ink explode http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1075342/    WelcomeI bid you dearestNow let me digest the last of the rotten corpse i was eatingLeave the disgust at the doorFor I am a man no moreI am something lesser than thatA demon of gluttony so evil and fatI'll take your heartThen I will sink it in the shark poolAnd now I'm afraid that .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1074642/ Backthroughout the flamesLet theblack ash fall Let theoverture rupture your headSmash yourbrain all over the wallShooting my.44 Nailingboth your hands to the cross Leave theconstantEnter thecurrent Let it f**kyour system up.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1071522/ ^^ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1070723/ Torn apartby the sudden apartheid in my mind..Giving into the mental rape that possesses me to write..Fallingface first into the people that are kind..Lettingthem slowly kill the small piece of me that’s left..Thissegregation is all that I can suddenly find.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1061643/ If that’swhat you wantThen splitme into atomsShow mydemons to the world How manyscars can one man’s soul take? Later onyou can point and laughYeah lateron you can kick and screamAt all the restof our dismembered world&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1061501/ Let thepoison explodeLet theblackness enter your systemEat you up From timeto time I wish that I Could believewhat I was toldSo long ago “Believe itkid. It’s kill or be killed. So let’s make you the killer.” .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1055071/ The lastindustrialized thought hits the floor..I’m aloneagain..Standingbeneath the surface of the façade.. Softlylooking at all the hopes and dreams..Smashed onthe pavements..Laughing atme.. A voice inthe back of my head scre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1045813/ I'm ready to screamCalling your name aloudYour bright eyes poisoning my dreamLeaving was never allowedReluctantly I now rest my eyes,I couldn't find it, couldn't fight itI'm lost in the abyssal killswitch that you failed to disarm,But hey, someone has got to pay for everything right?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1040363/ For I shan’tforsake theeFor I shan’tforget theePeopleArise! The worldhas died!  The end hascome and it willNot releasemeThe end hascome and it willNot deceivemePeopleArise! The worldhas died The worldhas .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1036229/ Rosesswaying in the windGone fromthe nothingness that must followBlossom Wither Repeat Silentlyrebelling against myselfScreamingwith no soundDying outlike the cigarette in my ashtray Gone forgod knows how longBlossom Wither Repeat Repen.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1035812/ I nevershould have looked at myselfAm I alive?A pretentiousb*****d is what I amMan hasnever been as deranged as IIn spite ofall I’ve tried to do rightLove hascut me so deeplyWith everyscar I’ve grown a tenfold strongerThe sunsets and I feel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1032621/ The paperbreaksRed stainsthe carpetThis painis a comfortCompared tomissing My sensesdull and incompleteThe scentyet lingers in my bones The gentletouch of the oceanAmazes me enormously The lightof the moonScrapes th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1030080/ The poison seems drawnfrom my woundsMy scars aren’t visibleAnd it’s all because youcould stand strongYou made me hold onMy rose You’re what’s in my heartand mind all of the timeNot a second flies where I’mnot thinking of yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1020543/ Kiss meThough I don’tdeserve itIt’s myonly wish For thishas never been what either of us expectedIt isfear reincarnated Fear of f*****g upFear ofgiving too much of myselfYet I trulydo love you I willnot forget the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1018567/ I live in asmall town in Wisconsin. And I’m not really popular. A couple of months ago afew young men took up the challenge of suicide prevention. They’ve been hiringpsychiatrists and almost every bright man they could find. It’s actually becomequite a good organizati.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1017540/ I give in..I give up..Whatever ittakes to make the pain stop.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1016005/ DysfunctionalThat’s allI dare to say about myselfI hold mybreath as I await the endNothingsleft but a silent I love youAnd a loud Ihate youSo tell medearAre we supposedto be near?Or do I haveto live in fear?Will I needthe heed the call of t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1015999/ Everythinghas turned usEverythinghas changed usEverything has fucked us up http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1014932/ And as the wolves go huntingThey'll bring back the pain And as I'm falling through your graceI'm caught up by lies and failureAnd as the wolves come homeI'm forced to love them In spite of what they've doneAnd as I'm walking though this streetI find myself hard to believeAnd as the wolves come homeI.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1014301/ Please justf*****g kill meI can’t seethe point in living anymoreBlow mybrains all over the f*****g wallSo not evena fading thought remains That’s all I’vegot running through my headThere’snothing but that heavy desire to dieClust.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1013950/ My eyesfeel heavy. I’m so tired. I can hear church bell in the distance. Everything aroundhere seems to get me down. I get out of bed and walk downstairs. “Nobody’s home”I say to myself. I grab a coke from the fridge and go back to my room. As I walkin I suddenly .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1013391/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1013364/ Just cutthe chordLet me go Who thef**k was I!!!Better yet..Who thef**k am I.. “You wannatalk about this?” Talk aboutwhat?..Yet anotherone of my many black holes?.. Nah..I don’twant to bother the former Heroine. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1013306/ The silentsigh reaches my earIt’sgetting harder and harder to hearYet I cansmell the tiniest ounce of my fearIt’s allfor losing the one I hold dear I’ve got toget it all out of my headI’d muchrather not dreadI’d muchrat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1012864/ Thisemptiness is fallingThisemptiness is thrillingThis emptinessis killing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1010726/ Lookingaround seeing nothing but hypocrisyHiddenbehind the lies in our so called democracyBut I heednothing but my own philosophyI guess Ihate everyone subconsciously  I’m slowlydrowning in my own tearsAs I realizeall my worst fearsJust hoping.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1009173/ I can hearthe church bells in the distanceAnotherdeath in this townFeels likethey’re dying off without resistanceAnd like aking falling without his crown But f**kthat I don’t See thepointOf giving af**k Sadly I want.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1008687/ So I’m justleft here withJust aboutnothing toTreasure “Cause everything will start again anewCause everything just goes away my friendAnd every king knows it to be trueThat every kingdom must one day come to an end” Seemseverything .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1008208/ Seering throughout this unspectacularworldIs nothing sacred? Isn't it all just the dream ofperfection in a sea of imperfection?So beat on my doorSilently I look out the windowAnd as you fall to the floorYou become my widowAnd silently I sigh as i hit thepave.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1005228/ And as we're soaring in the heavensA Silent angel comes to mindAn angel of lossAn angel that will never earn itself anameAn angel of sorrowAn angel that I once thought to be mysalvationIn despair I crawlback into the deep and darkcaverns of my non existent sanityAnd.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1004815/ Bones scraping the floorHe looks up but can't see the doorThe pain hits.I fall to the floor. What the f**k did i do?Nothing. Nothing yet.But knowing myself i'll f**k it all up.Timing is key.I never know when it'll happen.It just does.I look up at the door.”G.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/1003230/ Break me.That’s all Iask for.Please…Crush myhard shell babe.But how thehell could you ever be able to.Yeah it’snot exactly like I just open up! Give onef**k and you’ll probably get sucked in by all my s**t.I tend tohave that effect.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/999503/ Beat downthe door…Yeah.I’m neverthere. Enter intothe twisted complex.I’ll stareat you as you look for me.A silenttear falls to the ground.Finally younotice me.I’ll bewith you in the morning.But I don’tknow if.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/998800/ Desolation.It's all around. Lost in this frown.Falling down the stairs the crown.Nothingness leaves a subtle sound.All of it finally leads to oblivion.Forgetting kings.Leaving the lake shaking with rings. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/998795/ I swear to uphold the past.To piss on the future.And to be indifferent about the present.Is it all to f*****g inconvient for you my sweet? Yes, gather your strength and hate me for all that you hold dear.Finally i know that i was no small feat.I'll cry as you finally dare hold me near. Even in the s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/UnknownOperator/998537/