http://slow.writerscafe.org/jadedrose_07 The original writings of author ~*a beautiful disaster*~ en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775991443 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15  As I walk down this empty streetI am surrounded by fliesMust be the gods signifyingThe death happening in meAnd as it troubles meIt makes me laugh because I knowThat such a death can only be causedBy youThe person that I shatteredAnd the one who shatters me nowHow vicious.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/458396/  In the wake of my darkest hourI long to see the lightWith my arms chained up behind meThe only thing left for me to doIs pray into the sparse light shownUpon my sobbing faceOh please God have mercy on my soulBecause this road that I walk is sinfulBreak my chains and set me fr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/458395/  How many hearts must I breakTo fulfill your life’s work      And how many souls must I destroyBefore a decision is finally madeGoing into this I thought thatI would only be the only sacrificeBut in the end I will find thatOnce again that that.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/458394/ made up of dresses and broken heartsthey will make your dreams come truefor a pricefrom school girl's who are barely legalto the commanding dominatrixthey will cast a spell of lust upon youmade of flesh and bone just like you and Ibut something that only exists in your imaginationthe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/340944/ About having AIDS or HIV http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/330331/  With a heart of coal and no soul in sightThis angel isn't quite what you had in mindAnd as she flies through hellish skiesThere’s one motto she learned to live byEvery angel has a little devil in herBecause if they didn’t she wouldn’t have fallenFor not only is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/311402/ a poem derived from what i find interesting about the myth of the phoneix http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/247671/  Is it really wrong that I changedDid you honestly expect me to stay the same foreverWell if that’s the caseAfter all I let you put me throughI’m Glad I took your advice for onceGlad I finally did something for myselfIt’s just your shire dumb luck that your advic.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/237366/ If you're going to love me...Love me for who I am not who I wasLove me for the person you see not the person everyone tells you aboutLove me for what I give you not for what I didn't give away to othersLove me as a person not a prizeLove me for what's inside that you can't see not what eve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/222637/ I am hated by manyAnd loved by noneI realize that nowMy hearts been broken many timesAnd I've broken the hearts of manyI have loved my enemiesAnd hated those who showed me loveI've built up walls that were impossible to breakEven by me…the builderI claim nothing and tell no .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/222636/ There was a point in timeWhereI thought that I wouldn't be able to breathe without you by my side.There was a point in timeWhenYou were all I knewWhenYou were all I could think about But I turned around one dayAnd I found my heart face down on the groundShattered and brokenBy t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/222634/ Jealousy kills dear sisterAnd The eyes never lieHell may be the hottest place on earthBut that's only because of the fireBreathes life to creatures unheard ofI've never yearned for thatWhich was yoursBut in this caseThere is no lieJealousy is the unseen greenThat you see rising i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/219477/ She will stalk you in the night, with herinsatiable hunger destined to fed. She will tempt and lure you into her dark world,an unsuspecting victim only seeing her mystery and beauty. And just when she entices you into her enchantment,you will wish you had never encountered he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/219471/ Why am I so afraid to talk to youTo spill feelings that have beenDying to bust out of me for yearsHave they become used to being held captiveJust like my soulNo one saw my pain thenAnd I won’t allow you To see it nowWhy can’t I speakWhat’s so hard for me to let ou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/219462/ Kill me nowKnow me foreverMy beauty never captivated herBut she never seized to captivate meOr to shut me downBeyond compare to any other human beingAlthough, I never gave her the reactionThat she truly deservedShe was like a sweet parasiteA beautiful disasterSlowly eating me awa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/219461/ The end has come and even in deathI still crave youYour scent haunts me beyond compareFor not having you in deathIs worseThan not having you in lifeMy jealousy has turned to rageRage of seeing you move onYet I still remain stuck in limboTied down to emotions that cameAnd have sta.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/219460/ The end has come and even in deathI still crave youYour scent haunts me beyond compareFor not having you in deathIs worseThan not having you in lifeMy jealousy has turned to rageRage of seeing you move onYet I still remain stuck in limboTied down to emotions that cameAnd have sta.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/219457/ Your love for me died down as the storm rolled inBut my love for you will never endYou helped me see who I really wasA love stricken heartWho somehow managed to killThe connection I had to the one personI ever truly lovedI loved you enough to watch you leaveAs I lay here slowly dying.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/219454/ She loved me for a time but I will love her foreverThe ringing in my ears is her voice echoing in my mindIt never fails to cause me painNever fails to make me cryAs if suffering isn't great enough without her by my sideI got a tattoo in dedication to herAnd will soon get anothe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/219441/ Wow! It's Sunday, but for some reason this one doesn't feel the same. It's not like the ones I remember experiencing as a child. Oh…I know what it is. Mom's not here. There's no one to stress to me how important it is to go to church. Or to make me breakfast. Not the way I want it made anyway.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/219435/ "Where were you last night?" Mom asked me. Slamming the front door behind me. I throw my bags down and the floor shakes. Why do you even care, I say to her with my eyes. I did come home last night. It was a Friday. Friday nights are Game Nights. But not last night. I got home from Jul.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/219430/ "Why didn't you tell me?" I asked. I asked because she never taught me to fear danger. She never taught me to defend myself. She never taught me to be strong. All that I ever knew was what she wanted me to. All that I ever knew was what was acceptable by her standards. "Why didn't you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/219427/ What you don't know is that like most renewableresources I can be translucent one day and broken-downthe next, sharp and then dull. I replenish myself, shed my skinlike the rattlesnake, learn to use new limbs like the starfish,devour insects and enemies&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/219406/ Give me love, life and all that I don’t possessTake away the shadows that I want to progressHide From me the evils that I seeThe evils that try to mold me into something I cannot beReveal to me the light withinTo shoulder away the dark I keep buried insideProtect me from those that.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/219361/ Living with ink is a beautiful thingIf you can take the painIt costs a lotAnd you may have to sit for hoursBut it will be yours all the sameEveryone is getting inked now daysIt’s a way to set yourself apartBut who really cares what’s on your bodyAs long as you know y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/205844/ "I've been waiting all my lifeTo finally find youJust so I can push you awayAnd when you're crawling over broken glass to get to meThat's when I'll let you stay" Ashlee Simpson-Autobiography-Love Me For Me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/181958/  Maria, MariaDon’t you know that you’re my downfallYou’ll be the death of meBut I love to be loved by youYou hold my heart in your handsAnd you always haveYou’re the only past lover of minesThat made me want to just drop everythingAnd run away with you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/169276/  i don't know what it is that i wantall i know is that i want to be understoodand i want to be exceptedand i understand that my sexuality makes things difficultbut at the same time so do my emotionsand those are two things that i refuse to apologize fori have no sympathy for anyone .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/169274/  I gave blood today. Wouldn't you be proud of me??? A torn soul with a enternally bruised heart giving away blood. Something that will carry all the pain I possess inside of me...into another individual. Another broken heart who's wounds will never mend. All because they still have a burning in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/149875/ “Three Fates”   It was a dreary night in November in the hollow, and the night was as quite and peaceful as can be.  I could hear my inspiration cursing at me, from within. It made me remember the song that I had loved in my high school years. Future Leaders of the Fre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/149864/ Where should I start with youYou’re soullessYou never cared how I’d be affected by your selfish actsCold You’re so incredibly coldYou took advantage of me because you felt it your rightYou and your low life roommateAnd to think I could ever like someoneWho would tur.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jadedrose_07/146117/