http://slow.writerscafe.org/ErisRavyn The original writings of author ~Wandering Soul~ en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776043669 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 How I describe the darkness of the depression that lives in me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/1273013/ Barely feel realTake another breathTake another stepJust don’t look backThere is enough peopleTo show it to youWithout you forcing it upon yourself! I’m just not quite good enoughNot quite whole enough,healed and unbroken enoughNot deserving, barely breathingI’ll take anot.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/960908/ Battling to fight the darkness off, the emptiness and lifelessness. Begging for just one cut to feel enough to know which is the dream... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/844334/ I wish I could be like the man on the benchthrowing scraps of bread to the pigeonsA mask of calmness and peace and serenitySo at ease in his trousers and green buttoned shirtBut maybe he is just like meHe could just be putting on a show for us allWishing that the scraps were something elseWishing th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/828840/ Tell meTell me what it’s likeDo you believe these lies you breathe?Is that how you sleep in peace each night?What do you whisper in your mindSo you can sleep in peace each nightIt’s so heavy in the airSuffocating when you breatheEnough to bring you to your kneesEven now you fail to seeWh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/738751/ Chapter Five          When I woke I decided to just laythere for a while, thinking about what had happened yesterday. This week hadbeen so strange. First the weirdo grabbing me at work, Seth moving in next doorand happening to come over with.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/657515/ Chapter Four          Lisa came over later that afternoon.Quickly I recapped to her what had happened with Seth coming over, omitting thereligious deep and meaningful. No need for her to freak out over me again.Since the ex had left me royal.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/657115/ Chapter Three                Iwoke late the next day. Both George and Lisa had left. Walking into the kitchenI noticed a note on the kitchen table explaining it had been Lisa’s idea to letme sleep in and r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/656620/ who is this new boy in town? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/652726/ Chapter One Work sucks. No that wasputting it much too nicely. Guess you can only complain so much when youdesperately need the cash though. Being raised in a single parent environmentdefinitely made me appreciate the value of things, and working to pay your ownway. That def.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/651498/ The children of the angels. Never meant to exist. Sera battles not only to find out who she is, but to stay alive. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/651497/ to a close friend of mine, who never gave up on me when everyone else already had, gave me strength to keep trying when I had nothing left in me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/651488/ Thoughts screamingall the timeI can't believe that I will be fineWanting so bad to feel aliveBut all i know is this knifeI crave the moment of painFor just one moment I feel saneBreathing only so I can bleedYou cannot understand my need http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/581346/ i just need to vent some stuff... I have been working on a few things and this one just came to me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/566214/ I just want to vent it all out, just scream everything that I can't seem to get out of me...scream it out into the open http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/562219/ I told you because I thought I could trust you...so no not quite what I expected from you... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/562214/ just me venting some of how I was feeling the other day... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/544222/ Did you notice me trip, did you see me falllaying cold and alone, on this dirty floorNo comfort from you, Not a tear of despairShould have known better, than to think you would careFor meJust to dreama peaceful dreamNot full of anger or the hurtyou inspire inside of meA t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/544158/ In dedication to the organisation – To write love on her arms (TWLOHA) always remembering and supporting those experiencing depression and self harming coping mechanisms http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/541714/ Tell me what you think this is about. I'm just curious if people can see it haha http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/487734/ note: this is a first draft every notice how no one, not even the people we choose to lead us, can keep the story straight for more then one week at a time? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/481452/ New friendswe have to make.Some promiseshave to break.There is only so muchthat you can take.Before you break.Until the freedom can let me seeall of my misguided misgivings.That’s when I’ll finally seethat this is me Until the freedom can wash me cleanof all.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/481450/ When no amount of sunshineCan brighten up my dayWhen tears are heavy in my eyesYou know just what to say  You help me in the hardest timesTo keep my head up highYou taught me to believe in meYou showed me how to fly  There are so many memoriesof smiles a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/425026/ sometimes all thats needed is to let someone help you. Not everything can be done alone..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/399509/ You know that feelingWhen your just so tiredBut you just can't seem sleepYou watch as the ceiling gets darkerBut even when the sun risesEverything seems to remain in shadowPlease dont think thatCause there is nothing wrongWith meI'm waking up before I've sleptI need to let .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/380754/ this is about the fires in australia, in victoria. I pray that when the person/people responsible for this are caught, they are tried for the murder of every child, every mother, father, neighbor, man and woman, left to burn for the sake of their addicti http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/374876/ In the midst of all these horrific news headlines of people who murdered someone else in gruesome violent ways, purely because they felt like it, we tend to overlook the people who risk more to save them. Once again I was just sitting, watching the TV, when this show came on called triple z.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/374619/ just why i like to read http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/373422/ So in the night timethe stars flicker and fadeIts cold out hereWhere have you goneIt's black out hereWhere have you gone Cause I want you to understandWhat it is inside of meDo you understandIt's not me giving inI am fighting with myselfI fight better on my ownin the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/372603/ sometimes we want to trust people SO much, that we let ourselves open up too much, we trust too soon, because all we want to know, is that there are people out there, who deserve it.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/371646/ How is it that you see meWhen I can't see myselfHow is it that you careWhen I don't care at allHow is it that you help meWhen I feel I'm too far gone What is it?What do you see?When you look at me? Why is it that you talk to meWhen other's talk me downWhy is it th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/370999/ memories fade, scars fade, but they never disappear. Don't try to forget your mistakes. Remember them so you don't make the same ones twice http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/370972/ I have never moved and i just feel like i need to get started I just need to GET OUT there http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/369609/ I see it happen all the time. Things fall apart because someone is too new to it, or they just don't know what to say, or how to act, they are too scared they will wreck everything....and in the end they hold back, and the other person thinks that maybe t http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/369362/ everyone always tries to be "better", the only thing they really end up achieving, is becoming another clone to society, and becoming someone they aren't. They lose who they are, while trying so desperately to be someone else..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/369355/ in this Tv series called Frasier, one of the characters is in hopsital about to have heart surgery.One of the characters in the waiting room says waiting is the hardest part. This is inspired by those few words. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/369349/ through the hardest times in your life you just have to smile......this isnt nessacarily about me....but also people I know. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/364271/ just someting I wrote http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/364072/ I was listening to the song from Jack's Mannequinn The Resolution and afterwards this just sort of came to me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/363265/ life for me has been a little...different...it just doesnt seem right....it almost feels like I am drowning in a lack life, a lack of purpose, and a lack of worth.......If not for my friends I love you guys XX http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/355868/ I got my marks back for my HSC and my parents thought I could have done better, they even told me it was a kick in the guts and i had disappointed them http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/354735/ Wake up to find everything you thought was real and true.....never happened http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/353335/ you wake up and live your life everything is normal.......but then something happens and your eyes are opened to reality http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/351580/ read and you shall see lol also any ideas for a title let me know thanks :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/351535/ i wrote this this afternoon but i still intend to extend on it this is just the start of it..........i was thinking maybe lyrcs perhaps lol http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/346852/ In Your Arms The constriction of your armsSets me freeLets me dreamBlacknessPushed awayNightmares forced to fadeThis securityThe safety createdContentment spreadsYour loveAn antivenomFor the poison of my pastThe movement of your lipsBreathe my soul toLifeWhispe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/337579/ ...again about someone special to me....... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/334541/ about someone special to me..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/334536/ how he makes me feel, how he saved me..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/334532/ I am going to give this to my boyfriend for our 5months.....he enjoys it when i write things that are happy and he loves it more when i write things about how we feel for each other.this one is how hard it is to be away from each other for a while. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ErisRavyn/332137/