http://slow.writerscafe.org/AhmadCox The original writings of author Ahmad Cox en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776024882 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15       After Rebecca had her conversation with Alice it seemed as if her weekend just flew by. She felt as if Saturday came and  left without much happening and Sunday seemed to do the same. It wasn't until she was heading for her first class that she ran into  Ashl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1698914/      After Rebecca left the cafe she was still on a high after running into Mrs Carrington ealier. She was truly counting her blessings as she began  to  see the twist of fate and circumstances  that had brought them together that morning and she was still feeling .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1696843/    One of the benefits of Rebecca's schedule was that she didn't have to worry about classes on Friday. When she woke up in the morning she had her pajamas on and she decided to head off early in the morning to see if she could grab the first bit of the breakfast they served in the school .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1284400/    When Rebecca finally woke up the next morning she actually found herself looking forward to the opportunity to share her first assignment and paper with the class. 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She wa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1284391/    Unlike Ashley, Alice just had on a simple pair of jeans and a simple red t-shirt that was a couple sizes too big and glasses that were a little crooked. Somehow Rebecca knew that Alice and her would probably become friends. Glad to be done with her awkward first encounter with her roomm.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1284387/     When Rebecca first made it to Stanford University she thought it must have been out of a dream. She had seen the brochures but never did she imagine that she could actually live and learn and grow in a place so beautiful. She fell in love with the campus the moment that she arrive.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1284385/    It was about 18 years since her father died when she first met her husband. She had gone through a lot of healing since her father had last passed away. She had started to actually take control of her life and really find her center and who she was. She had managed to meet some amazing .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1284383/    When she got home that day she was just about to show her mom the award she had gotten and the first thing her mom said was, “Why are you showing me that? Can't you see I am washing the dishes? You know how mad your father gets if he comes home and the dishes aren't done? I don't .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1284382/     As dark as her father's thoughts were and as emotionally withdrawn as her mother was, she had never experienced abuse from either one of them up till that point. She was already two at that point and old enough to know that something was seriously wrong with her father. &nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1284379/      Richard felt like a piece of his soul died when his father returned. It was like his well laid pack of cards and defenses he had built over the years to deal with the trauma and the abuse came crashing down in one swoop. He had no idea how to cope with the emotions and the f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1284375/ ThoughtsThese thoughts Keep drummingThrough my headThere are truthsYou learn that Stick with youAnd these are theTruths that keep Running throughMy head that keepsMe grounded to meAnd keeps me saneThere are so manyPeople who are Lost and who Can't see the Beauty and theSimplicity of theLife that is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1281760/ There are some peopleWho think very logicallyThey have a hard time Seeing anything thatDoesn't make sense inTheir minds and thatDoesn't fit into theirIdeas of what is Logical and right andWhat they can see rightIn front of their eyes There are also thePeople who understandAnd comprehend the World ar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1281759/ We seek we climbWe grow we sowWe die we cryYet we live toFind ourselvesIn the midst ofThe turmoil thatOften life can bringAnd even death isA part of life that Must be acceptedAs we move everQuicker towardsOur ultimate goalAnd our ultimate Destiny we grow And we changeAs we sow ourActions and as We u.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1274294/ Interlacing storiesInterlacing fatesRunning togetherThrough spaceAnd throughTime as we Weave ourStories and Thoughts We find thatWe are moreConnectedBy fate and By time thanWe can imagine http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1274291/    Before she had married him her official name was Lizzy Olson. Her parents were against her getting married to him from the start. When her mom first heard they were getting engaged she had said, "What do you really know about this man Lizzy? You have only known him for a couple of month.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1274138/     It was soon after their first date that she began planning for their wedding. Looking back she knows she should have seen the warning signs coming but she was so blinded by the physical passion and deep physical attraction she had for him that she let certain things slip. More imp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1274135/    On their very first date he met her at one of the local bars in Tyler. She was struck by how handsome he looked. When she had first seen him at the yard he was wearing a dirty overalls jacket and jean pants and a thick pair of work jeans and work helmet to keep his head protected from a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1274128/    Whereas before, he used to be somewhat quiet and reserved at school and around other people; he began to act out and started to pick fights with the other kids and break things in class. By the time the teachers started to see the switch it was too late. Richard was already gone. I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1274123/      He had worked for one of the local stockyards in the area and did small construction work here and there wherever he could find it. He was a drunk and had an extremely bad temper. She literally saw him as a monster growing up and even though her mother cried when her father .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1274110/     Rebecca Thompson began her life into a lower middle class family in Texas. Even though they never really grew up rich she could already see the prejudice and the dysfunction not only  in her family but in the community as well. At a young age she became very aware of the soci.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1274104/     Things hadn’t always been so bad. She could actually remember a time when she actually loved her husband. Looking back she knew she should have seen the signs from the beginning. She was so busy trying to prove to herself that he was different and he wasn't the same man as h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1274101/      She came into the room and she took off her coat. It had been a long day and all she needed was a little rest and relaxation to ease her mind. Unfortunately, today just wasn’t going to be the day. It had been 2 years since she had left her abusive husband, and life had.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1274097/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1274091/ It is easy to get Distracted withSo many thingsThat are going On today in This quickeningPace that we setOurselves onSometimes ourOwn minds canBecome deafening In the silence as We try to controlOur to understandThe very thoughtsThat keep flowingInto our headsIt can be hard .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1235069/ I feel God in my heartI know that God is realI know that God is theCreator of all thingsI know that we areAll the children ofGod and I know That his love andGrace and mercyLies in everythingWe tend to have This view of God As being this angryPatriarch spitting outCommandments andRules.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1232012/ I am light. We are all light floating through space. We all embody God in our own ways. We are not the mistakes we have made in the past. We are not the broken and brittle people the world tried to convince us of. We are all light in our own ways. We are light with substance. I am light. We are ligh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1216806/ To see the world in a different way. We have to be willing to open our hearts to the unknown and the unseen. We have to put ourselves past the wisdom and the trials of the world and of men and start to see the bigger picture in front of us. We have to be willing to see with new eyes and a new way. S.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1216804/ The lord is with us always. Even when we fall we are only a prayer and a whisper away from Gods great grace and mercy. We are all loved. We just have to accept that. God wants us to be in his presence. He wants to give us that joy and healing and love. We just have to ask and we shall receive. The p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1216800/ There are angels all around us. We are surrounded by Gods healing love. Angels are everywhere and they are waiting to heed the call of the father to show his live and mercy. We can all be angels in our own ways and we can all reflect Gods love and light. We can be those beacons of hope for those tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1215245/ Our Mother is a site to behold. A beautiful blue pearl shining in the vastness of space. She is filled with life as she gives forth from her bounty and riches to all of the creatures and the creations on the Earth, The tree of life is written in everyone of her creations. We all came from the same m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1215239/ God is the creator of all things. He is the creator of the universe and everything within. We are all created by God, We all have his healing power and glory in our hearts. God manifests himself through the holy ghost and Jesus Christ and the angels as God spreads his healing love and truth to the c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1215235/ Revelation # 10Behold the father and the king of all the earth and the king of heaven shall very soon shine forth among all of his children of men. We are all shining examples of God's love. God shines his love and grace and mercy on all of his children. We are all mirror images and reflections of G.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1207158/ 9th RevelationAbundance overflowing is our father's for his children. We all have a piece of God in our hearts and souls as we return to the earth to rest our final slumber our father is always with us as we return back to him and return back to his universal love and healing and joy comes from God .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1202030/ 8th RevelationComplete and whole we are all complete and whole. We are all born with everything we evert need as we move forward in life. Learning to navigate life as we continue to add to ourself as we go along. Sometimes these things we add will only weigh us down as we try to make it through anot.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1202027/ I am the sky and the moon and everything in between. I am the great creator. I am the spirit inside your soul. I am in you. We are altogether one in me. More parts making up one whole. Even part of I and we have worth. Nothing works without the one but nothing works without us and we and everything .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1202021/ 6th RevelationPeople want to be free. We all long for that freedom of our souls,minds, and bodies. As we strive in this world. Even though we might think we are free we are captive in a strange land and that we are struggling desperately to get out of. In this struggle to be free we can sometimes hu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1202016/ 5th RevelationTrue peace and calm comes from understanding that there is nothing to fear. That is usually easier said than done. We are conditioned to fear certain things or even certain people. We live with uncertainty and fear all around. The world is a dangerous place as we are told and taught at.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1201367/ 4th RevelationI feel God's love and energy and presence in my heart. I know that whenever I call his name in prayer or when I am reading his word I can feel his purifying spirit in me as I share it with others. God's love purifies everything and everybody that calls his name. Darkness can not live w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1201362/ 3rd RevelationThere is a new love on the horizon. God's love and angels and his healing truth and spirit is closer than ever. Even though there might be some people that in the dark the people of the light know and feel the time is at hand. The veil has been lifted and God's great love and truth has.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1201357/ 2nd RevelationPeople are like stories or books. We all have our own histories and lessons that we take with us as we continue to live and build our stories as we go along in life. We carry our stories  with us as we move along in life we return to those old stories that have made us here t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1201353/ 1st RevelationTherefore he sent his angels to converse with them who caused men to behold of his glory. We must be willing to give up our old selves and old ways in order to truly progress. If we continue to let our past ways rule us we can never move forward completely with God. If we truly forsake.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1201349/     One of the benefits of Rebecca's schedule was that she didn'thave to worry about classes on Friday. When she woke up in the morning she hadher pajamas on and she decided to head off early in the morning to see if shecould grab the first bit of the breakfast they.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1200267/          When Rebecca first opened her eyes she was woken up by Ashley going through her drawers frantically looking for something and throwing around everything in her drawers on the floor in an effort to find whatever she had obviously misplaced. Rebecca alm.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1194319/ AccelerateWe are allAcceleratingAcceleratiogInto the futureAcceleratingInto a new dawnAnd a new dayTime is movingEver quicker andSwifter towardsIts destinationThat we are allOn the brink of Time as time is Expanding andMoving everQuicker with The flow of timeAs we move aloneGetting closer toLove and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1194310/ It can be easy to lose hopeSometimes in life whenThings get there heaviestIt can weigh you down And you begin to loseHope inside of your Heart but if you allowYourself to raise your Hope and raising yourFaith and allowing yourselfTo soar and raise above anyChallenges that might comeYo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1194055/          When Rebecca finally woke up the next morning she actually found herself looking forward to the opportunity to share her first assigngment and paper with the class. Even though it had been a crazy first day and she had to go through a lot to get .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1193124/      When Rebecca woke up the next morning it was a bright and sunny day. There dorm room faced the inner quad so she would always be facing the rising sun as it came into the window. She noticed two things right away. One was that all of the alcohol bottles had been removed from the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1190208/ God healsGod is loveGod healsHearts andMinds andSouls withHis loveEverySIngleThing FlowsIntoGods EverLastingLoveFor All HisChildrenEven if We mightNot see SometimesGod is alwaysThere waitingAnd watchingAnd shining hisLove wherever heGoes spreadingThat life givingUnivers.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/AhmadCox/1190160/