http://slow.writerscafe.org/Lejdi The original writings of author Ina Waltz en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776018891 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Since I've been in a financial slump, I've decided to publish an e-book with my poetry. If you want to support my work, get yourself a copy and enjoy with a hot cup of tea :)I recommend the pdf version as I edited it myself: http://www.lulu.com/shop/ina-waltz/growth-pdf-version/ebook/product-22.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1852701/ Your warmsweat drips on my naked bodyIt feelslike the holy water is burning my skinAnd all ofmy demons start to shrink Abandoning the rooms I’ve kept filledWith black dirtand scribbled poetry books Behind the doors made of locksYou read my crooked lines Scars from .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1844609/ We laughed and I talkedtoo much like I always doYou pulled me in closerso I had to hold you tighterSmelled your past allover your skin but it didn't scare meI'd let go of my own fearsso easily In that moment I heldeternity and it had your name  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1291061/ I was naked in my bed while he was sleepingnext to me. For a split second I saw your face instead of his. For that splitsecond I felt like there was something beautiful still in me. The moment passed and Iturned away. You share a name and that puppy kind of look, but he is not you. Do you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1278395/ One pill for sadnessOne pill for painOne pill for imbalanceOne pill for hellOne pill for loveOne pill for fearOne pill for deathSeven pills to forget http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1271868/ This is dedicated to a friend that died of cancer when I was in high school. It happened just before winter and he always talked how he wanted to see the first snow again. It snowed on his funeral. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1267695/ I woke up as someone else in the middle ofthe night. My hands were slippery from all the guilt another man left on me, aman that wasn’t you. I wanted to wear your warm coat in my bed because nothingin the closet smells like you anymore and I can’t have your body to keep me fromfr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1264314/ I could talk for days and not say the words you need to hearAnd I am one of those people that never let ‘love’ slip through their lipsor through the cracks on my skin or pores you settled yourself in I could repeat every song that spoke of romance, quote the booksand still not say t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1261864/ You made me safe. It wasn't a feeling, more like a state of being.I spilled my evil guts into your ears and you didn't do anything. Everyone did something to make me be less than myself.I was in safe with you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1248241/ give me some air soI can breathe you are my morning wind in the winter timeburning my lungs tobring me to life while everyone leaves me covered with snow http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1237802/ this is for my grandpa that raised me and left this world too early http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1213116/ I've watched you die byyour own handlike a careless bird thatfell out of the nestYou smiled like something made you feel alivejust before you drew yourlast breathSleep well, winter of my summer. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1157727/ I had a hunger for your eyelasheson my stomach as you came closertasting me with no hesitation it took my whole tiny heartto pretend it was more than lust I had a hunger no food could suffocatesometimes I tried to drink until I feltfullbut it didn't make my ski.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1155697/ I loved myselfwith utter, profound hatred I carried myselfwhile tying stones to my ankles I sang the songsand swallowed acid poemsI flew above all of youand still remained in hell http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1155002/ Mighty may fallbut what made them mightyis the courage to stand up http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1153008/ I brushed my teeth withblood and paintspat on you like you werea canvasyou forced your fingersin my rainbow mouth pulled out my tongue to hold me hostagebut I splattered a storywith a single cough convincing you I can notlove http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1128589/ I grew up and noticedthat I waslike those apples on atreegrasping so closely tothe branchesin the middle of winter,afraid to let go andbe on their own. Also, I noticed how thoseapplesslowly rotted away with the snowbecoming wrinkly, ugly and olduntil no one wanted t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1120609/ For a second I had an extreme desire to slit my own throat with a kitchen knife. The next second I wanted tea. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1100047/ Men used to fight out of neednow they fight out of greed http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1099441/ I grasped my wrist and slid my hand towards my elbow.After the sensation of a sudden touchI felt the golden hair crashing on my skin as I passed themThat's how it felt when you left. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1098179/ As I broke down into the simplest fractions of my beingI saw clearly that I never loved anyone as much as I loved my insanity.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1097654/ Sloppy movement of my boneson your oh-so-fragile skinconducting wires through my fingerslike you've never done it beforechallenging organs to obey your willkissing a shivering freckle over my lipcreeping in as I curl up my limbslike we've never done it before http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1095492/ Trying to mix the act of suicide with the act of pouring cold tea down the drain; such a waste in both cases. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1065777/ I'm in a bad place right now. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1065371/ I'm tired and should probably go to sleep, but this came from my tiredness. I'll see how I feel about it in the morning. haha http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1063405/ I feel like this would be a nice nursery rhyme :') http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1056826/ Bodies surrounded by coloursFramed with wooden boardsWe became a masterpiece http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1053664/ I mumble her name You pretend it is yoursChoking on gasps of pleasureExtinguishing the flame I know that you feel How deep she is under my skinBy breaking my ribs with fingersShe is the one you’re trying to kill Frozen skin on my scrawny&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1052105/ Iclenched my fist while holdingmy tongue with dirty fingersI pressed too hard and turned itinto soft red dustI could not tell you aboutmy pain so I took my fist and touched your faceuntil there was only soft red dust and memoryof your image. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1032983/ old poem http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1028434/ I try not tothink about all the people I see around me, but somehow I always end up doingexactly that. Every person that passes me by, for a moment, becomes a part ofmy world. Maybe I forget about them when I lose sight of their body, but inthat one short breath.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1021452/ My bones werenever light,but you made them heavier.The way you talkedmade my skin fall apart.Oh, I never stood a chance. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1021451/ A short text I wrote few months ago. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1021450/ I heard a clicking noise last night in my bed. You always made that annoying sound with your tongue when you were sleeping.My phone fell on the floor. Or maybe I threw it. I guess I was too upset to think about what I was doing. Did you f**k that guy you met at the bar? Did you make that a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1020445/ Friends,laughter,camera.Frown,hide,delete.Body,hate,unhappy.Tears,food,tears.Support,acceptance,love.Friends,laughter,camera.Pose,show,tag.Smile,food,smile.Live. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1020438/ ‘Wake up.’ ‘Wake up’, it said.A tiny voice in my brain.‘There is a change in your body,but not a cancerous decay.’‘Wake up’, it said.‘The future is on its way.’  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1020437/ Body that suffocates under imagined weightholding its arms over hairless head,loathing in deep waters of insanity.That was she. That was you.That was me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1020436/ Hours we spent together were never quite right, all we tasted of was sweat and blood.We were always meant to beso together we crawled into the dark.Fog in my dry mouth made me fear the flood,you pulled me closer to end the fight. I never thought of death before that night.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1020434/ Don’t hold me so tightfoolish lovemy bones are breakable and my veins are so delicateDon’t hold me so tightfoolish lovetime moves swiftly in your armsand I can’t feel my skin anymore http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1020432/ a short text I wrote while I was dating my ex- girlfriend http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1020431/ Mixture of blood and rain made her body look like pink cotton candy, like the one she used to pluck with her pale fingers as a child.  She always got lost in things. Once she got a teddy from her dad and pretended it was alive. She named it Mousey. Mousey was her only friend. They shared secret.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1019528/ You.Closer than my skin,Closer than sadness I felt within.My mind wanders to a placewhere your body spreads on like lace.It's been years since your breath faded,tangled in your bones I'm still jaded.Fingers pulling out your spine,I swore you would be only mine. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lejdi/1019525/