http://slow.writerscafe.org/gurlnlifemagazin The original writings of author Lisa McDougal en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776178077 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 If I say these words then I’m wrong. But what is truth if it’s a lie?? White boys, right boys for meI love themLong hairs, curly hairs, black hairs, red hairs, their hairsWhite boys are what I like, boysTall, thin, chubby, clumsy, lame, cornySay what you want about my white.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/548706/ I guess I'm over my first love. Finally http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/534285/ I'm a little drunk now so take this poem as you will http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/490428/ A short love story about two people, Frank and Len Li http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/477245/ This is an updated version of the poem "Loves Traveler" http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/460129/  I put on my shocks to put on my shoes to walk on the sidewalk to get to my car to drive on the road that lead me to you  I took the hill that lead to the road that lead to the town that lead to the mile that I had to walk to reach you I caught the bus to the city where.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/459042/  Remember our wordsRemember, remember, and remember them Call on them when you forget your proposeWhen you forget your dreams Remember our storyRemember our faith Remember, remember, and remember We are on a journey togetherThough we are going on it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/448703/ It's about a broken heart, but I'm trying to come up with a better title http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/448324/ A broken heart poem http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/447067/ A poem about how I learned to read http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/446610/  My tongue...is long and thick, wide and strong, wet and sticky My tongue... wiggles everywhere, from your lips, to your neck My tongue... can lick you, up your inner thigh, down your spine My tongue... loves to supple your n*****s, taste the tip c**k, roll over you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/436551/ Two old friends having a conversation after "fishing." Still trying to get this story right http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/436550/ A strange fetish story http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/436429/  Sanford put on his cherry chap stickand wore his Levi jeans The guys at the pool hall liked thatIt makes him smell like a girl Jesse was his favorite at the pool hallProbably because he was so rugged and smeltlike sweat and beer Wednesday night was choir pr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/436426/  I had awoke that morning early so I could go to the gym as I was determined to change my life this day, so as I got my water bottle ready for a long workout the phone rang, it was for Greg, Greg is my dad, we called him Greg, not dad because he didn’t want to be called dad so we called.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/436424/ A poem for my niece D'Yana http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/436420/ It's a fantasy, prose poem http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/436418/ A poem about the day I learned my mother had died. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/434754/ It has taken me many years to put myself together I am a project that has stopped and started over several times before I have been torn apart and rip into pieces, almost to the point where I didn’t feel a need to build myself back up again Then my best friend remind.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/314376/ LoveQuietWordsSecret pleasuresInsecuritiesMy sex is inadequateMy life is unstableBoredUselessForgottenLustBreastTouchFeelMeWant youMarriageChildrenHusbandHouseMoneyMoneyMoneyEverythingIWantEverythingLove http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/305362/ A short story from a father and daughters point view of a long lost daughter returning home. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/299746/ You wanna know what suiciders think?We think about the methodFirst we figure out how we're going to do itThen we invision ourselves doing itWe could see the train hitting us We feel the impact of 4 tons of a man mademachine blasting our bodies with a force sopowerful it cracks every .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/297180/ Once a mighty quilt, is now a welthering sheet I can't fly with these wings anymoreThis broken soul is too much to carryWhat a shameI haven't even flown very farI've yet to see the gates of hellAnd the bridges of deathI still have a drug addictionAnd abortion to get throughM.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295329/ Miss Misery followed me home today She said she wanted to talk to me I wasn't in the mood, but I listened away She reminded me of all the failures I had in my life And that I'd be a lonely maid forever And I'd never find a man who'll love me Because I was getting too old and too fat and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295324/ There is no yesterday to remember about you We don't have any before's to think aboutAll of my after's are without youAnd my last ending begin with youOnce the misbegotten's have goneAll of the forgotten's will comeI will stand first in line for the takingNow that all of my yest.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295322/  The first time I saw the ballerina dance I wondered what she meantWas the dance speaking to someone, or was she telling a story?Is the dance a trance or a language?Maybe the ballerina was trying to tell me something.Does the body move when the lips can't?Does the feet say the thi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295320/ Minutes go by like hours on days like this Nothing but clear thoughts and loose dreams filling my head Until I'm burned out Someone says something to me but it takes a few seconds to bring me back down to Earth. My mind flies all day. Around the past, through the future, and on to my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295318/ smile on my face/ tears in thoattell a joke for laughs/ screaming with repulsionmy life is great/ another suicidal thoughthelp my friends/ stuggle through this alonebrave and strong/ afraid and angryugly/beautifullove/ hatestable/ unsturdyin love/ needs lovei'm okay/ i'm noti mak.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295316/ With my head wrapped in a white vailI see all that His Majesty won't give me.I'm a warm heart with a sour soul.Nothing left to do but beg for happiness at my will.I waited to be loved, but no one has shown.The day I decide to fall off the cliff, will be the day before His .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295314/ Standing in the eye of a circle as the world continues to revolve around me I feel the pressures of life hitting me in my faceWith each striking blow, I fight harder not to lose groundThe people around me aren't helpingIt's their staring eyes that keep me off balanceI try to keep on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295312/ Something made me cry today It wasn't a thing or a problem, but an emotionA tear trickled down my creek and I stopWhy am I crying?What was this tear for?My emotions are mysteriousI can smile without being happy And cry without being sadI can dance without musicI can walk without go.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295310/ Nevermind the mess up thereMy brain has not been clear for yearsI still have some unfinished thoughts to unpackSo don't bother trying to figure me outI think so much I often forget who I amOr what I'm doingMy mind is so messy that I forget to rememberI've lost secrets, stories, memorie.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295309/ How to make Me  Pile love, longing and lonely on topSpead fear, guilt, shame and fate in it's placePlace hate, cries and tears on the sideA touch of dirt and what do you call this recipe?Me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295308/ This is unnatural Laying here in my bed next to youYour skin against mineMy eyes looking into yoursUs breathing the airCatching the same windThis is the most unnatural feeling I've ever feltSmiling for a reasonSpeaking to someone who's thereWanting someone who wants meAre .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295305/ Lets rewind the tape againPlay the same song all over And review the footage like it's the first time we've seen itWe'll all watch it over and over and learn nothing each timeOur eyes and brains aren't seeing the same thingSo we make the same mistakes over and overThe audio is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295303/ Searching for….a message from…..who is this? …is this someone….Hello!.....<<seaching>>…..the air waves are busy tonight…. Sorry, I didn't catch that….who do you want to speak too?.....Hello, dear. Whoare you&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295301/ The dark night creepsYour bed he sleepsNext to you, who are not His wife, he forgot She hurts becauseIt's you he lovesYour fault, it's notBut her heart is shot You're wrong, not rightStill you sleep at nightNo pain at allYou feel no fault At .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295300/ I'm not running to be caughtI have fought the for the right to be aloneTo overcome my own unbalanceAnd to bring myself homeLove is finding my heartI am finding myselfI need not a person to bring me joyI need to teach myself how to perform that trickThat's why I'm not running awayI'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295299/ With words you saidI know where I stand with youNot a moment too late, or second too soonI know where I stand with youNot beside you or behind youNot in front or at your backI now know where my place lies with youAnd it's knowing that which has made me strongAgainIt is inside .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295298/ I know where I went wrongI do it every timeSame old lineSame old crimeI do it every timeThis girls gonna get hersBecause she refuses to ever learnThat thing won't change until she doesI play that same roleCast that same manResults still show how I never learn from the pastFool,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295297/ Baby can't love me because mama never taught him howHoney don't want me, because I won't make papa proudSweetie got sister angry because baby keeps coming back to meSugar ain't having this, because baby ain't good enough for meBaby, mama, papa, sweetie, honey, sugar, love me crazyCrazy?P.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295296/ If I catch your eyes looking at mine I just might fall apartNever before have I melted at the very thought of another human beingForgive me if I seem unkind, but the words you speak surprise meI'm inhaling every moment we've ever shared Taking in every memory of you walking by meSayin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295286/ Oh, how can this night get any darkerWithout the light that you shine on me I am lost hereMemories keep me alive, but it's your touch that kept me warmI wish I could have read those warning signs a little betterI could have loved you moreThese bridges we built out of love, pain, loneiness,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295250/ Like waiting to feel the Earth turnI'm waiting for us to happenFor something other than a 'hello' to say to youHow long is this going to take?Patience?What is that again?It's been so long since I lost it that I can't recall itBut if that's what I need before I can have you, I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295225/ Might I suggest a little of my lipstick on your faceI think it fits you Might I insist on putting my finger prints on your bodySo everyone know where you've been Please don't hate me for my many thoughts of us, but I can't help it.I'm sure you understand. I just .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295220/   Men have called it first loveWomen have called it true loveI call it insanityFor everything that it is doing to me but killing meEveryday I dream of it and having it againDamn love and lost than not at allI'd rather had loved and died than live with lostEnough tears hav.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/295215/ A short rhyming poem about the perils of drinking. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/gurlnlifemagazin/223014/