http://slow.writerscafe.org/Winddancer The original writings of author Amy Whetzell en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776091089 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 This is the struggle I feel my soul endures with each life I live http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/2144593/ It's what I see and feel when I look into my own eyes; I was attempting an objective opinion of myself (as if that makes sense). http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/2140762/ Written in August 2015 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/2130130/ Have you ANY idea what its like to feel completely & utterly useless?!Everyday! Everyday, I want to get up and move. But I cant.I'm paralyzed, and I don't know how to fix me anymore.I keep looking for jobs and applyingbut the thought of being around peopleAll it takes is one moment in time,where.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/1055595/ the beginning of something http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/1055594/ As I lie here in bed,With constant thoughts swirling in my head,I try to slow it down a bitI try to go backAs I lay here in my bed,with a traffic jam in my headI see me happyI see me regretOh how I'd love to go backto the simpler times in lifeThey were never very easy for mebut there were momentsMom.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/1055592/ Depression is a fkd up diseaseits always there when i'm alonefor when aloneits always thereits there even stillwhen others are aboutSuppose I show my strengthby not letting them see.`Tis not lying if I dont open upbecause I cant open up.the ppl in my life, tho I love them dearly,they are the talkers.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/1055583/ Its about loss http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/754345/ written 06/03/2010 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/754339/ My writer's block is lifted. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/702075/ written 08-28-2007 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/608215/ written 08-2-2007 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/608206/ A poem I wrote for my aunt, the sweetest lady you could ever hope to meet. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/608203/ I wrote this 9/1/07 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/606636/ I wrote this 1 month or so after my miscarriage http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/606632/ You sang by Evanescence inspired me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/599309/ written 2//13/08 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/424076/ As I said I wouldI hate meFor sending you awayFor leaving you be I miss your blue eyesand I miss your smileI miss your hugsand I will for a long while I didn't do this aloneThis heart which is broke in twoI had much helpBut I still love you I miss your bl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/423444/ Involuntary, but it happens to us all http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/423443/ just questions from my head & heart http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/409722/ (I wrote this some time ago, and just found it again. I like it; its how I really speak inside my head. Enjoy) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/409720/ lessons learned http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/383589/ (This is what happens when you're depressed, you've had a few drinks and you have pen & paper in hand) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/378811/ I wrote this for one of my soulmates; its a shame we couldn't hang on http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/378779/ relationships, love... its all confusing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/353995/ I don't knowyour intentions with meI feel like a yo-yowhich is not a good thing to be You hurt me sometimeswith what you sayother times you make me smileand happy that I stay You've read my poetrybut you don't really careYou let me read yoursI guess it was suppose.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/281788/ It certainly should count for somethingI break the bank every monthbut still I payhaven't been there to sleep or eat or loungefor over three monthsHow can I be home for Christmaswhen I don't know where home isLiving out of my carcrashing at my mom's, or a friend's houseit may have .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/281070/ All I want for Christmas is my boys' happinessmaterial gifts and possessions matter notI'm falling into a really dark holesoon nothing will remain of mebut an empty shellthat see nothing and hears nothing All I want for Christmas is to go backto how it was before I got my life b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/281069/ You inch a little closerI almost feel your fingersThe aquafresh of your breathStays, and lingers The song was melloThe words were clearI close my eyesWishing you were here As the band played onA melody so sweetI long for the momentOur lips shall meet Ther.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/280830/ Visualize your hand up my shirtpinching my n*****ssqueezing my breasts Visualize your hand down my pantsthrough my pantiesstraight to my c**t Visualize your nails clawing my fleshfive slits in a rowblood streams down Visualize .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/280819/ Pt 2 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/280817/ Pt 1 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/280814/ part 1 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/280584/ short sweet & to the point http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/280580/ its one of my best, I think http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/280576/ Can you guess what I was writing about? Because there are two ways I've seen that this particular poem can be taken. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/280571/ this is me writing thoughts trying to break free of my writer's block; it may suck, but its mine, & I give it permission to suck http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213962/ its a bit emo if you ask me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213959/ Long ago, I wrote about rejection. I pondered on it a few years, and realized it was wrong http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213957/ Here's my interpretation of life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213955/ Seriously, I thought something was wrong with me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213953/ This here's a big chapter in my life; it changed everything! It took some time to remember all the details, and now they never leave. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213952/ self-explanatory http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213943/ The most intimate part, in my opinion http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213937/ Men... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213934/ I finished this 9 days before I was fired in Feb '07 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213931/ Just one more love that wasn't meant to be http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213924/ Do you know what its actually about? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213921/ So, while we're on the topic, what is love? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213914/ random thoughts that come when I'm unable to think straight http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Winddancer/213913/