http://slow.writerscafe.org/Kellee The original writings of author Kellee en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776042392 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 warm....your skinsoft....your touchblue....your eyesi miss....so muchfaith....i'm tryingmy soul....was dyingfear....paralyzed meanger.....becoming historyhope....is all i dosmiles....are coming throughlight....is seeping into my daysmy love....is yours forever and always http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523151/ quiet reflectionit's not so quietmy thoughts are loudmy soul is screamingas my heart is breakingquestions run over and overin my mind as i search foranswers i cannot findwhy? that's the biggest onesomebody help me becausei've come undoneeach day i wakewishing i had notsleep comes in fitspain.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523148/ every timeyou've evertouched meis imprinted on my heartevery momentyou've ever loved meis etched upon my soul http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523147/ twisted soul, broken and bleedingyou are at fault, my mind keeps repeatingscattered thoughts, shattered dreamssilent echoes of a heart that screamsbruised and batteredleft here to dietears running down my faceas my heart screams, "why?"the sun no longer shinesthe clouds are here to staythe r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523144/ cut the bruises from the fruitmaybe then it will be easier to swallowtake the razor to the skinmaybe then i won't feel so hollowthis silent afflictionfrom the depths of hellrises and falls as every wave swellsslow and steady wins the racewhat will become of my heartif i continue at the curre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523142/ picking up the piecesthe puzzles on the floorthe writing's on the wallsyou thought you wanted moreplace the flowers in the broken vaseyou side-stepped my warm embracecan you know the depth of my pain?in doing this, what did you stand to gain?an ounce of freedom?a moment of pleasure?it cannot.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523141/ echoes of my soulcalling out to yousending out a messagecan you see this through?fearsome loathingtwisted minddeceptions run rampanti know your kindwhat you saw as a gamewas once my lifenow it's filled with tearsand pain and striferewind the clockto turn back timeto never know youto steady m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523139/ my dear heart, when will you stop bleeding?can't you see this life you're leading?it's filled with sorrow, pain, and strifebut you know, my dear, it's still your lifeyou can numb the pain a bit, and help to calm your soulbut if you can't even get out of bed, the sorrow will surely swallow yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523138/ getting tiredher mind is slippingheart beats fastersometimes skippingtoo many pills they'll tell you todayher heart was brokenshe wanted the pain to go awaycould no longer handlethe loneliness and sorrowher life was snuffed out like a candlethere was no strength that she could borrowshe love.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523137/ crimson windowvelvet smilebroken heartsthe sad denialhope's eternal sparkthe sadness in your eyesyour soul has left its markmy soul continually criesour souls are intertwinedi feel you feel this tooif you look deeper you will findour love is still there too http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523136/ i say goodbyeeven though it makes me cryi had so much to givenow i don't even want to livesomeday you'll seethe beauty in mesomeday you'll cryand ask yourself why?it will be too lateyou've sealed our fatethe time we've lostit's at the greatest costi'm empty insidethat's why i try to hideagai.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523134/ a smilea kissa winka laughall things i treasureyour scentyour touchyour warmthyour eyesall things i can lose myself in http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523133/ treasure each momentthere's no second to sparein the blink of an eyethey could no longer be heretell them how you feelmake sure they know it's realwhat i wouldn't give for a second chance to sayi love you my darling, please won't you just stay?life sometimes throws you things you don't expec.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523131/ the journey starts with a broken heartone that cannot be mendedbecause your love for me has endedi try my hardest to have faith and hopebut this is a day where i cannot copewhen i used to think of me and youall i saw was a love so trueone that would never ever endnow all you do is hide and p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523130/ forgive me for being wrongforgive me for the things i've saidforgive me for the pain i've causedforgive me for not being good enoughforgive me for my constant doubtsforgive me for my negative thoughtsforgive me for loving youforgive me for wanting nothing but youforgive me for not being able.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523129/ bleeding wristsblinded eyesmy heart sees throughyour constant liesyou try to disguisebut i can see it in your eyestroubled hearts and troubled mindif you choose to, you will findthe love that you've chosen to hide awaybut you are not trying so i cannot staymy soul cries harder than it has ev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523128/ God sent me an angel in the form of youFor He could see what I was about to doYou saved me from a certain fateYou arrived before it was too lateI poured my heart out while you sat and listenedYou didn't run as the tears fell and glistenedYou helped restore my faith and hopeDuring a time when.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523127/ your words came through loud and clearbut the meaning behind them remains a mysterythe words reverberate through my brainbeating like a steel drum they seep into my heart and souli feel like i've been played a foolbut i guess that is my own fault as welli do not know where to go from .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523126/ I'm hurtTo think that you lied to meI'm hurtWay down deep inside of meYou saidOur love was trueAnd we'd never partAnd nowYou want someone newAnd it breaks my heartI'm hurtMuch more than you'll ever knowI'm hurtBecause i still love you soBut even though you hurt meLike nobody else could doI w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523125/ mesmerize mebluest eyeshypnotize mewith your smiletreasured momentsthat we sharetucked awaybecause you're not hereyou helped me realizei'll be okayeven though you'renot here to stayi'm going to do all that you've askedalthough i admit it's not an easy taski've been inspiredto follow my dreamnot kn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523120/ time will telleveryone saysit remains to be seenthat is said tooi guess time is all i havelearning to be patient is sometimes hardlearning to live with me is even harderchanges to be made..happiness to findi am opening pandoras boxa bit uneasy at what i shall discoverwith hope and faith .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523119/ freezing rainfalling on mywindow panecoldest chillscreeping up mycrooked spinefeet are numbmind is racingno bad thoughtsjust decisions to be madechanges thatare imminentimportant changesto make a differenceto find myselfto find my waygetting strongererasing painfinding happinessa love i'll gainlearn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523116/ moonless skyvelvet snowfrozen rainnowhere to goconfused mindfailing bodybruises on my soulbruises on my heartbruises cover most of medo i care? not really..should i care?i suppose..playing gamesthat's what you docan you tell me..what do i really mean to you?conflicted feelingscontradictory actio.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523114/ your hand slipssoftly into mineour eyes meetthe love we sharereflecting in each othersslowly our lips meeta soft, inviting touchthe feeling makes mybreath quickenas my heart begins to raceyou reach up to gentlycaress my faceour lips meet againour kiss deepensyou touch my breastas i stroke your h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523113/ moments like thislost and alonenot knowing where to turnor the road to takeweeping softlymy heart in your handswhat am i doing?does anyone know the plan?this life is too muchfor me to take right nowtoo afraid to trytoo afraid not toliving in limbowhich path am i on?the road that i choosewill i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523112/ my wish for youis that your dreams come truethat happiness you'll findand if i ever cross your mindremember how much i love youand that once upon a timeyou loved me tooremember the smile thatyou brought to my faceremember my kiss and my warm embraceremember the momentsi'll always treasur.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523109/ velvet kissessecret smiletouch me babyit's been a whilebluest moondarkest skyunsure of the reasonsbut i know you lieto yourselfand to me as wellto give me strengthyou're living in helldo i have what it takesto become someone?to break these chainsand learn to live in the sun?i feel the strength .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523108/ For Anna Danáe http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523106/ I wrote this poem several years ago in memory of my nephew. We lost him on March 29, 1996 at the age of three months to SIDS. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523104/ frightened isthe child withincrying and dyingthe thunder beginscrashing and rumblingunder her skinnot knowing whenthe storm will passshe crawls to the windowputs her hands on the glassshe sees her reflectionthe fear in her eyesthe lightning it flashesshe looks to the skiesshe cries out to the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523099/ translucent eyestransparent skini can see inside youthe feelings withini just can't explainthey pull at my heartand dive into my brainwhy have these feelings come into me?there are so many thoughtsand so many needsi'm fighting them offcuz they're hurting us sobut it takes so much timethe battl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523097/ sleep evades mewhy won't it come?i feel like i could sleep foreverand yet...i cannotstaring blankly at the nothingnessmy heart skipped a beati touch my hairit is dirty and disgusts mewhy can't i sleep?i am tiredand yet...i am wide-eyedthere is emptiness all around metrying to enter mei fee.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523095/ i wish i had the powerto take your pain awayto make you feel my loveto help you find your wayi wasn't trying to hurt youwhen i said i was saying goodbyei only want to do what's best for youyou know the reasons whyi don't know what to sayi don't know what to doi want you to be okayi only .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523094/ my first stepsinto a new lifeone no longer filled withsorrow nor pain nor strifeuneasy feelingin my soulmy minds still reelingwill i ever feel whole?i fear there will always bean emptiness insidea vacancy in my heartbut i can no longer hidei'm learning what it's liketo be on my ownto make my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523092/ my heart is brokenbruised and bleedingit amazes me that it is still beatingi have to saygoodbye even thoit makes me cryi feel like i could dietime is what you needtime i'm not sure i can givetime is what is killing mei have nothing left to givethe sun was shining on methe storm clouds chas.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523087/ light...light...shining in my faceblinding me with it's beautyseeking...seeking...always seekingfor that which i shall never havemissing...missing so much nowrethinking my life and its directionhurting...hurting...always hurtingself destruction has been my mottotrying...trying...gotta keep.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523086/ hello...i'm the one you losthello...was it really worth the cost?hello...i'm doing what you askedhello...i'm moving on from the pasthello...i'll think of you now and thenhello...sometimes i'll even remember when..hello...the frown has been replaced with a smilehello...with all the hurt a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523082/ It doesnt seem fairthat things are this wayI love you so muchand I want to stayI'll miss you soand think of you every dayI do not want to gobut you do not want to stayI'm trying to do what's bestfor you and me and everyoneLife has put our love to the testand now I'm going to turn and run.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523080/ tears falling down my faceas i think of what's been lostoh lord give me gracetell me was it worth the cost?hidden painpainted on smileyou're tucked awayat least for a whilethe path i'm onnot sure where it's goingi guess that's the trick with lifethere's just no way of knowinglove never end.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523079/ blooming flowerwilting by the hourneeding sunlightyet too tired to fightwater her so she can growthe road is longtime is moving too slowthis flower needs loveand a sign from aboveshe wants to bloomto not face the doomlove gives her hopea means and a way to copethe roots are strongthe feelings .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523077/ passion engulfs mewithout the love i'm no longer wholeweeping willow, as my heart fallsif you had listened to your heartand spoken the feelings insidethen we wouldnt have to be apartour deep love we would not have to hidethe blame does not fall all .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523076/ i have a yearning..a deep passion..i am filled with love..my soul aches..as does my heart..there is an emptiness..that no one else can fill..i am not whole..the most important piece is missing..i live each day..in a constant void..trying to get through each moment..as they come..dreaming.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523075/ the emptiness never fadesmy soul is crying for its matehow long will it be before they are rejoined?my heart cries out for the love of my lifei hide the sorrow well, though there are days its hard to do soeach day i have to paint on a smilewhen all i really want to do is weepweep for all.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523069/ wake me when its overonce the pain endsi'm dying insidewill the pain ever end?i feel like a foola fool for your loveespecially since i dont even know if you love me anymorewhere did my faith go?it is still herejust having a crisisi wish i knew how you feelbut then again maybe i donti d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523067/ i sit here alonethinking of youyou're always on my mindthere's nothing i can doi miss you so muchwith each breath i takei messed up everythingi made a mistakewill i ever be forgiven?will i ever see you again?my heart aches so muchit seems the pain never endsi cant sleep at nighti can't.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523063/ forget memove onbe happyand stronglive lifeall i wantis for youto be happyreach for your goalsachieve all your dreamslive the life that you wanthave faith in yourself never give upi'll tell you i love youone last timebefore i'm erasedfrom your heartand your mindstay beautiful sta.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523047/ i sit here in solitudelistening to songs of the pastsearching my mind for answersto why our love didnt lastanswers that i seekwhich i shall never findi need some resolutionbefore i lose my mindmy mind is like a vcrreplaying certain moments over and over againtoo bad mine came without an .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523023/ time moves too slowi sit here not knowing which way to gomy heart points me in one directionmy head tells me to go another wayi'm so lost without youthough i know you had your reasonswhy you couldn't staylife doesn't seem fair to mebut i guess love doesn't come with a guaranteeeverything.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523022/ A very long poem. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kellee/523019/ coldest shoulder...heart that's colder...you read me wrong...and i am more than strong...in your world of delusions...your eyes echo the illusions...have you figured me out?is your mind filled with doubt?give your mind a rest...you're not graded for this test...there is no need to pret.. 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