http://slow.writerscafe.org/confused1 The original writings of author AlanaLJay en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776042737 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Truth http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/2145454/ Why does the tide drag you away?You were…Are…Supposed to beForeverWhy does my love cast you further away?Away from what I want us to beYou and me…AlwaysSeeing you leaveWaves come crashing over meAs I emerge from the water…BaptismReb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/2122241/ This is it The finale We have come to thisInaudible screams pulled from my soulThis is itBellowing my final petitionsRemain present in our momentThis momentThis declining moment of who we are destined to beKeep this body as oneIgnore the rip trying to set us f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/2049667/ Incantations whisperedDrawing youto me unknowinglyWanting youto be mineI want tolove youYou need tolove meFeel the invocationof my chants Drawing themout of me with the lieSummoning yourtouch to embrace me Claim me asyour ownBranding mewith the t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1907177/ Anxiety, my dear old friend, you have come to visit metoday.You have shown me that you want to be acknowledged and thatyou won’t go away.It is okay.I won’t force you to leave but please know that it’s noteasy when you are around.You make me feel bad.You ma.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1858110/ It’s beenyears but the feeling is still hereMovingthrough me as you elevate this cravingSlowly youstarted appearing in visions of sadnessSaddeningvisions allowing you to drift from meAs I startreaching for you the vision drifts further from graspYou driftfurther.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1845647/ Growing up stained by bloodLearning to feel the beat of drums echoing through my veinsI feel your rhythm pumping from my heartMoving in stillness towards youFlowing slowly toward meDisconnection trying to force itself between usLies being told to imprison Truth Breaki.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1756596/ Shattered memories piercing broken feetWalking an unending goodbye Trudging through my pride Keep walking Keep movingNo tears or sadness as you said goodbyeA smile hopelessly tried to follow youLosing you has left me wanting Anticipating your return Yet walking toward.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1756594/ Shadows dance on paths not takenBeautifully drawing us inI can’t breatheBright light keeps me captiveI need to break free Moving towards the shadows I stopFeeling time move between usGracefully it swirls into the path not takenMoving towards its pull the sha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1677463/ Familiar feeling of pen to paperRemembering the sacred feelingThe connection that gives birth to meGives birth to we Our rebirth rises from my ashesWith trembling hands you reach Through the fear oflies that burn You grow within my reflectionTogether we asc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1641864/ Will you still…Be here When unspoken words find lifeThrough the ripping of a soulWill you still…Be called friend when friendship cannot beEnding as this hidden attraction slowly engulfs itWill you still…Look at me Staring through my darkne.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1406829/ Invisible mind that has the thought of you trappedWithin the chains that bind my eyesI lie here waiting for you to realizeThat every murmuring breath longs to reach your presenceAnd exhale life into an image too pure to seeSwiftly gliding breath brings shivers to your conscie.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1397025/ Destruction of friendshipDestruction of loveCherished moments lostLost to despair and heartacheStill alive though not feelingNot breathing You’re not a breathawayMissing you In the stillness your voice singsIn memories that watch over meMemori.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1327667/ I need you to know Suppressed secrets keep me captiveBound by your soulI could face the unending coldBut you need to knowThe wasted yearning beckons your attentionI could face the harsh heat of your anger But life with you notseeing my passion is not an option.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1325490/ In the silence of the streamYou shout insanities Windblown stillness rushes over meBreathing slowly into your beautyGiving life to ideas that don’t existEven if silence satisfies it’s cravingEven if I wanted to satisfy it for youThe insanity of it would be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1314886/ Falling stars gently dance towards my soulStrings join them in a pattern of sheer beautyBright dark colours swirl between themDarkness and beauty bring forth a smileThe closer this perception comes to my soulThe clearer the image becomesSlowly the veil of judgement is lif.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1271737/ Limitless love swirls within a soul bound by itLearning that tears that roll like waves of despair areneededNeeded for the betterBitter sweet beginnings leave these emotions unendingBut because of you, I will be set freeSet free from the deep pain that love bringsLove I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1250593/ Next to you my inside explodes into hours of yearningVelvet voice of endless dreams carries me to the wrongSecretly I want youSecretly I feel you wanting me tooThe intensity of the electricity portrays nights of shamefulthoughtsUnsung songs give rise to your exasperating be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1249067/ Elevation of sweet darkness brings forth brutal brandingBranded by the day and night of sweet prayersPrayers overtake me ruling the way I moveThis is your prayer Cherished days of going astray cease to existI am no longer afraidSpeak the words and I will show you how deep.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1232538/ Soft tongues of flame dance around the gracious paleness ofyour beautyThe rains of obsession fall all around you cleaning thedarkness of my desireDesire that combines my rain and your fire Your dance engulfs the innocence of this visionMy visionThe nakedness of truth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1226373/ Blended into infinity are hands of those that experimentwith lustful movementsImmaculate presence of beauty captures my soulBlue pools of imprisonment have me chained to youKeys of freedom I once held I gave willingly to the darknessof this lustMy infatuation is no secret to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1225426/ Silent happiness filled with the tiny endings of sadnessEuphoria of love and blessings of graceful life nowsurrounds the old rusted hinges of a bond grown oldThe smile you create illuminates the hidden beauty that isburied beneath the sadness of a former meThe hinges become reviv.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1222044/ Unable to understand this realitySince when has having people love you been foreign?It is to meThe moment of love passes by and leaves me unchangedParalysed by the enormity of the task at hand I remainstagnantNever changingI stand aside and see the complexity you call l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1183695/ The wrong of feelings being felt runs through veins ofsinful blissUnspoken words of lust determine the movement of a tremblingheart A heart so familiar yetunrecognisableMy heartYour imaginary heartOur conjoined heart that was never meant to be attachedForced to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1183033/ Once upon a forever You were the rhythm that kept my heart beatingThe simple beat that you produced with your loveLifted the cold covers of darkness from my entiretyAs forever expands the rhythm slows down into warmthThis warmth supplies the subtle obsession that has become m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1182539/ As you leave the cold of your absence sends shivers toplaces that never existedI don’t know where you are going but I know you will be okayYour strength is all powerfulI know this as its this beautiful strength that kept me goingfor so longThe thought of your beauty nev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1181868/ Time separates our soulsIt doesn’t care about how much the longing for your smile has changed meClosing my eyes I see your precious smile holding dark secrets of pain and unrestThose secrets we created together many tides agoSecrets of passion and lust for things forbidden but always t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1133432/ Drowning through oceans of happiness not a single lifeguard in the surroundingIt’s scary to be here, a place that only existed in my mind. This ocean has become my reality, my everyday, my entire existence, with nobody to save me from the ignorance of it.This ignorance is blissful and neve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1129463/ Through years of silence you were there watching me, myfragile mind becoming your drug. Together with emotions of bitterness and love is where you kept me.No, I was not your prisoner as you never held mecaptive.  My captive state was scars ofmemories and time long gone... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1125193/ A place between the beauty of the oak tree and the noise ofdifferent voices is where I find myself.This place holds captive the dreams of those that occupy itshalls. It nourishes moulds and breathes precious life into those dreams.It keeps those beautifully fragile dreams safe.When y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1029594/ My dear friendI miss you. I have been thinking about you a lot recentlyand I am starting to realize how much you have become part of who I am.My dear friend it’s been far too long since we have spoken,since we have opened up, since we have loved. I miss being able to love you.I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1022024/  If ever I wronged you I’m sorry. Forgiven is what Iwant to be. Needs start to fill places desires and dreams once owned. Selfless is what I’m trying to be, worthless is what you aremaking me.Unknown to the world and its beauty, you have kept me hiddenlik.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1019921/  The days ever changing stare at uswith different eyes, direction and futures.We try to deny it. It follows us andnever lets us free. You try to understand; you try to seek what we had and can’t understand whenthe picture you see is not the same as before.Letting g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1017450/ Thoughts of life being recycled fill the skies. Each Star representing a thought, feeling, a life being recycled.From me to you.I let go of this life and you get the recycled version. As insignificant as that rock in the sky is the life you receive. Pity isn't it. You look so disappointed .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1016152/ Tears fill eyes full of love, not knowing how to process it. Loneliness being the arms that held me for so long. Struggling to let love in, not having truly experienced it but always dreaming of it. You have showed me glimpses of it and fearfully I approach but with this transparent glass keeping me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1015935/ Beauty is swirling around me tryingits best to mess with this image I have created for myself. This image hasbecome my description; it has become who I am. Beauty now tries to steal awaythe little I have by coming with lies, lies that Beauty has implanted inyou. Staring at me yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/confused1/1015927/