http://slow.writerscafe.org/PasDeChat The original writings of author PasDeChat en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776066048 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Not anymore http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/1397924/ Knot in my throat burn of my eyesAll that's inside me must run and hide Away you go. Our time has endedThe fake smile upon my face has returned I hide away feelings and pretends all is rightIn secret I hide away and cry through the nightTomorrow my charade must returnTonight my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/1388459/ today starts the first day of the rest of your life... so they say ... so they saysomeone who cries isnt weak but has held it in too long..so they say,.. but they lieholding it all in and not letting go makes you numb and unfeelingnot showing when you want to scream for years and years makes you shu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/1387127/ There are no answersOnly unresolved reasons Why to go on your heart is shattered by the one you lovedWhy keep smashing my head into walls until the dents in the wall only mock my shattered love http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/1370003/ Proclamation of loveSoft words of lustWe talk of a futureFilled with passion and trustA taboo spoken a truth too muchWords fateful and full of disgustNo strength for the harshnessWeakness buckle my knees Bliss and love replaced with leave me the f**k aloneI'll hide away, no m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/1364988/ Glimpses of a future where I am meVisions of a happiness to beFearful of what's to come Mindful of our profound loveCaution mixed with raw emotionThe smile on your face put me in motionWhy do you love me sight unseen I don't see why you won't run from me Never a harsh or visc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/1363253/ Those three words are spoken so softlyI listen as my mind wanders. Actions speak much louder than wordsA can't imagine a world where I am heardLifeless eyes, smile erasedWon't my slumber take me awayPlease don't tell me what I've missedAll I need is one long kids http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/1363235/ Gonna type and not look at screen Going to let spell fixer have its way http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/1236483/ Just cause http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/1234818/ Poem http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/1230837/ bad day.. trying to deal.. but so done http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/1025452/ Reality falls all around tired.. so tired I feel myself drowningWhat I want is no longer viableOnly my dreams take me to my utopiaA numbness sets in brought by years of callous livingA spark comes in my dreams.. to be squashed by the sunDreams take me away and hold me so tightProtect me from tomorro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/716204/ There IS hope..I can see it.. although it hides...beneath a moonless still winters nightA faint light at first, as the wind bitterly blowsI wrap my arms about my self looking for warmthThe light grows a bit brighter almost every daySome days.. beneath newly fallen snow.. it hidessome days I am just .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/671103/ ur family is right.. i am trouble for surethreats of harm to us both just for a harmless postmy life is screwed up more than anyone knowsit would be easy to fall back and go with the flowi scroll through my phone for someone to call... at the W I know.. no one alive cares .. not at all u have taken .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/665228/ You took my heart and my breath awayI admitted my addiction for you and you sayYou cant be here you must go away..I can't breath or love anything else.. you took and took.. there is nothing left. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/664417/ picture is mine.. drew it during a dark time... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/664349/ With the death of a loved one.. this poem found in his .. "papers" deserves to be heard.. IMHO http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/656068/ Run for your lifeDon't look backOn your heals realityCRASHING all aroundNo time to thinkAs you fall on your faceThe world laughs OUT LOUDand picks up the pace..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/653076/ LOVE is a Four Letter WordLeaves You Feeling Numb and STUPIDStrong Yet Weak at the KNEESUnforgiving with your CARESMost Likely to be CRUSHEDanyhow.. no one cares....LOVE IS a FOUR LETTER WORD http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/644545/ "run out of gas, get lost and never come home"these words from the my supposed love of my life..buckle my knees and take my breath away an innocent phone call for assistance and now I feel I can call you for nothing...I can count on you for nothing..   and I feel like I am nothing... .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/609544/ ..sigh http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/600365/ Out rolls the long black ribbonEighteen wheels spin in harmonized unisonTime to think, unknown lives to meetBringing the "things" that everyone needsDay to Night, East to WestCrawl in the Cabin when you need to restSomeone waiting for you to come "home"Too bad your 10-20 is on the road http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/595917/ I can not look into your deep green eyesI know they will intoxicate meSteal away my sanity and reasonYet the pull to lookHold your eyes with minescared of what I might findI will not touch your strong worn handsThe electricity I can feel from here Makes the hair on my neck stand on endThe magnetic p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/595860/ started with one word.... mantle... hello muse.. .. not sure where you are taking me but thanks.. .I like! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/583783/ to the tempo of "Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep" etc.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/576445/ Don't you hate it when you do what you feel you must.. You get what you "ask" for, but lose yourself along the wayDo we always get what we deserve, or just what happens, happens?If I deserve "this", I must have royally screwed up a former life....Why must I do what I must, and not what I want?With t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/566518/ Yesterday  was spent trying to be normalBed recalled me into my nocturnalDreams filled with nothing yet all my forebodingAll my desires buried and giving up in mourningYou are missing from my worldI give up wanting and tryingLong ago I gave up crying(chorus)Sleep take me away, to a land of my d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/552426/ My mom was the most caring and giving person in the world.  Even when life was a bit tough, her spirits were always high and her energy and vivaciousness would spill over to effect anyone within the room.  I lost count over the years the number of "extended family" members she took into he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/536737/ If I should slip quietly below the still near frozen waters, would you remember me?If time were to stop and let me be here alone with the beauty of gods paint box, would he find me, waiting only for him?If love were perfect and would make things "all right", would do I cry and sob all night?If only .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/517050/    You yell at me for beingYou tell me how much you do for me I look at my life and don't want itI curl up in a ball and stop trying You rip my heart out and s**t upon itYou spit out my name with such venom I am out of tearsI fee.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/484577/ is there really such thing as "true love"or only the dream and illusion? An ideal like prince charmingshoved down our throats as babesand kept into adulthoodas an distorted memory of what could have been? True Love?  is it real or only a childish dream? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/484199/    Away I float aloft and carefreeDreamland take me away and keep me Gentle nibbles upon my beingDrive me sensless and pulls me in deeply I cease the struggle, falling head over heelsdeeper into my subcontious, there I find him The scent of .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/474035/    here again i sitjust how pathetic can i get? waiting for just a wordto know I am not just a nerd Inbox empty eyes so fulla stake to the heart  KILL THE WORDS love never mine to haveI just feel, so very sad http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/467278/ This started innocently, but somehow took a turn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/466426/ I am needy, it scares you awayFU is all I can say http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/466346/    Here I am yet again, a fool in my skinI begged you to understand, to be akin I wait yet again ....I know you will not showbut the hope in my heart glimmers and make me wait on The hours creep by and turn into days and weeksI am crushed.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/466343/ "You are the biggest mistake of my lifeI should have never married you,  f my life"... these words dig into me and grow into a festering hole..no matter how hard I try or  what I doI keep hear them ringing  in my ears until I find them true   a moment for me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/465557/   From my life again you are absentI grow numb and remember the historyI seal away my disappointmentthinking that you have changed that is NONSENSE With resolve I stumble forwardNo one knows how  my soul is tormentedLife seams such a worthless endeavor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/464879/    Eyes deep and burning, my sins not atonedI fall into the emerald glow, my last true abode A green so deep to pull my soul into it's seductive spellMy life for but a few coins I would gladly sell Crimson and Jade circumference my visionThe sparkle&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/463391/ I am here and there you are waitingMy heart says do it, my mind is frightenedyou say you will be there, your words I am devouringI close my eyes and take a deep breath and it empowers me Full force I am running, trusting yet againI jump with all my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/461385/ Reverse perspective after another fight http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/460704/ I have never understood the giftThey are dead or dyingWhy are they given as a sign of love? Is love dying or dead?  or is it only in my head?as they are cut life is gone, and then given as a sign of loves strength?...?I do not understand the connection, I want somethi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/460014/ I see you staring at meyou look through me and I can not moveyou know my secrets and my deepest fears My heart stops and all you do is stareyou know I am faking ityou know I am not real You hiss and show me your jagged teethI am frozen in fearCe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/460000/  I don't know how much longer this can go on,Sanity at bay only a feather pillow in my arms I don't have the strength to plan an escape, Will you realize I am gone? not to return to this race You tell me I owe you, as you spit in my faceA ro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/459645/ started with rain.. evolved into something else.. thoughts? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/455758/   life is a waiting game for those who don't play all I do is swim against the current and pray what is next is not known but turmoil is avoidedis happiness averted at the sake of the unknown? i don't know what to do, all my life is a lie i wait for.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/451447/ Cold and forgotten, alone in the darkMemories faded and tear at their mark Merciful sleep abates as I stareI find myself trapped again in your lair Dreams of the past, nightmares to comeI can only fight it in the light of the sun The sun finds me strong in my decisio.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/448688/ Here she stands, head held highHer focus directed to the sky Heart not knowing what it's worthFeet not planted on solid earth Rain runs down her to the floorTears ran dry years before Eyes focused on whats not thereThe shell left here just stands and stares&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/446724/ Sometimes life is a ridelike a rollercoster in the downward spiralyou take them momentum and let it carry youEnjoy the ride and treat each  challenge as an adventure and RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN and ENJOY!!! Sometimes life is a carouseleach day passes and nothing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/443861/ bed callsaway I go where it takes meI don't know to gentle blissor my abyss time will tellif i fell into the nightwithout a fight dreamless sleepi pray to keep a motionless heapwithout the sheep if i die before i .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/PasDeChat/441446/