http://slow.writerscafe.org/mondayparker The original writings of author Monday Parker en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775976106 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 My privacy violated Years of my past At your fingertipsFor what reason did you even search?Do you not trust me?Do you have questions about us?My emotions are churning So many jarring uncomfortable vibrations at onceAnger HurtEmbarrassmentRegretful for thin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/mondayparker/2865997/ I saw the most beautiful woman yesterdayShe was in front of me in line at the 711 Tall and leggyHoney silk skin.Rounded almond eyes with a piercing green stare High cheekbones with button nose. 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