http://slow.writerscafe.org/alsuhail The original writings of author Kelsey en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775996245 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 We spend so much of our lives believingwe must find happiness,we must track it down,grasp it,and never             let                  go. But what if hap.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1605675/ A smile that shines,brighter than any star.Eyes I get lost in,so luring and full of love.Soft lips that speak,the sweetest of sounds.I look at you,and all I see,is everything I want.Oh, man of my dreams,dear love of my life,won't you stay with me?It is only you, that I want to prove,myself to.Every .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1604325/ You reach for the doorand I reach out my hand,hoping like hell that my touchcould bring you back to me.I know better than thatfor our time to part has come.There will be no sweet rejoiningof what was once a whole.I take my last few steps in,what I would consider,the absolute wrong direction.This sur.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1174788/ I wave goodbye to my pastas if I expect it toactually stay behindI take a step back and stare into the eyesof my owndemonsIt's just too bad I don'texpect to ever trulyovercome thesetroublesInstead they overcome methey eat at me fromthe depths ofmy mindThere they will staythe memorieswill a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1131142/ If someday our soulscripple away intonothingIf our bodies restbut our minds do notIf we cease to livebut do not liveto ceaseIf you and I shouldmove on tosomething betterThen in your heartI wish to stayalways and forever No matter theconsequenceof lifeNo matter thegrand prizeof deathWith you I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1117913/ Simplicity,oh, what does it mean?What is this simpleness we seek,these simple solemn words we speak?We long for sweet simplicity,but whatever does it mean?To truly have simplicity,is this truly what we seek? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1117899/ I tire of the days,the days that once were ours.You said "forever, love,"as I glanced upon the flowers.You took your gentle hand,placed it upon my own.You gently kissed my lips,said to me, the world, you owed.I shyly wiped the tears,I tried to kiss you back.The love, it was still there,the passion, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1109484/ Ifall out of the chair and crawl to the other side of the room. Where’s thedoorknob? There is none. I start beating on the door, as if I expect him tocome running back in and ask me if I need anything. What does this guy wantwith us?  I try to recall how I ended uphere. I can&r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1091544/ Tell me all about the faces that you've seenTell me what you think about when you see meDo you hold me in your heart is that where I belong?And even when we part are the memories still strong?The day we said goodbye whatever did it mean?Did it truly mean to you what it's come to mean to me?Goodbye i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1090813/ So innocent, thewhispersAs the evening’s bidfarewellThe sun rests on theseaAs my morning selfshall dwell I step into the waterWet sand beneath mytoesI’m chasing off mydemonsAnd fighting off myfoes A little boy stepsfoot.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1090311/ These pictures by my bedside,remind me of the days,where things weren't always difficult,how was I lead astray?These pictures by my bedside,remind me of a time,where things, they took a turn,now memories of mine.These pictures by my bedside,I stare at them in shock.Look at where I've landed,with mem.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1072720/ Evening silhouettes    fade into the nightSilent, still darkness    not a cloud in sightGun to his side    not a care in the worldDeath on his mind    he's done this before An innocent cry    a plea for helpNo one can save you    .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1069376/ Tie the perfect knot,hang it from a tree.Head inside the loop,hanging from it, me.Feet no longer touch,blood pressure, sky high.In my head I scream,in my dreams I die.No time for goodbyes,this all was in good fun.I tried my best but failed you,I'm not the only one.No longer will I think,my life will.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1061383/ I wake up in a small, unfamiliarroom. I can’t remember anything. How did I get here? I crawl to the center ofthe room and try to stand up. I realize my ankles are chained together to thewall, but my hands are free. I try to remove the chains without any luck. I tryto stand up again, be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1060733/ The story of Rylan and Kale (from When We Collide)..just how did they fall in love? Probably not how you expected..read on to find out..x http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1060731/ The soft breeze whispers,wiping away any trace of harm.The leaves touch ever so gently,whispering only to each other,being cast wherever the wind takes them.The wind picks up, violently yet so gently.The whispers turn to screams,the hurt returns.Rage, rampage, a land of loss,sanity flees.Happin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1058614/ A hug, a kiss,gentle lipspressing against mine.Kiss my scars,as they are,still think I'm beautiful?You say you do,then continue,moving to my neck.A gentle touch,it isn't much,but it's more than enough.Caress my cheek,my knees go weak,please say you'll never leave.Into bed,I won't regret,no, we're ju.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1055381/ I sit and I stare,into my past years.Perfectly aware,that my own actions got me here.What will it take,to dig myself out?When will I see,what life is about?Into your eyes,I see a young me.Into your soul,are you happy?A smile is painted, on that lovely face of yours,but inside you're breaking,I'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1055049/ The cool breeze blows as the evening air whistles,I'm taken back by the sharp, frigid cold.It's mid-October but the weather deceives,outside holds a new kind of home.Soon flurries will fall and the leaves will be gone,winter will be on her way.I await my white wonderland, my warm winter gear,wi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1053644/ My heart aches for your missing body,in the most innocent of ways.Your soul is at rest but I am not.I'm reminded every day.There's an aching in my chest,where you are missing.There's a spot in my heart,that only you fit in.I share my words of you,in the kindest ways.For others to read,I sit and I pr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1053132/ A sweet bonfire and a beautiful breeze,all I can wish is that you were next to me.I'll capture the moment and pretend I'm okay,while telling myself that it's just another day.The moon shines bright and the fire crackles,I stare into the light while my thoughts are tackled-by the beautiful night, oh,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1051889/ Upset and confused,dazed and alone.What does it mean,to be one on your own? Your angry eyes,tear into my soul.Your hurtful wordsdo not console. My broken heart, my bruised lungs.You found my pain in all good fun.It's not enough,to beat me down.Instead you choose,to stick around.Y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1051881/ Fat, ugly,disgusting disgrace.I hurt everyone that steps in this place-This place called my mind,it's so full of hate.This place I live in,I beg to escape.Lonely nights,they get in the way.I try so hard,every day.I get nowhere,I've hit a deadend.I've come to find,I'm my only friend.And my own enemy... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1050947/ A deep breath, a beautiful lakeMy mind wanders to a safer placeA place of joy, no place for hateA place for love to compensate,For all that's lost, and all that's found,a place for all to gather 'round,and feel the breeze, and watch the leaves--as they rustle, I still grieve. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1048887/ Vacancy,a hollow place,loneliness,without your face.Misunderstood,I'll never show,missing you,is all I know.Suppression,my true colors hidden,I'll never share,the secrets you've given.Friendship,a bond only broken,by death itself,but death had spoken.Remembrance,for every day,I speak to you,and pret.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1048408/ This book contains two short stories. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1043767/ Take the wheel,don't drag me down.I need picked up,please stick around.Steer for me,my sleepy friend.I'm having trouble,pulling in-The driveway now,I'm falling down,oh, won't you help me up?I'm giving up,I'm letting go,I'll never be enough.But is that true?I'd ask you,But instead, I just assume.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1043369/ I wrote this while having trouble writing another poem, which makes little sense. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1043366/ So much to do,so little time.What can I do,to clear my mind?I'll write a poem,I'll read a book,I'll sing a song,to overlook--the horrid thoughts,the vacant spots,where you should be,but you are not. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1043261/ What is this so-called happiness?How can it be obtained?It's something I've never known.Pain and sorrow are friends to me,they bury me in their own.It's something I've always known.Depression has wrapped its arms around me.When I think I'm free, it tightens its grip on me.It drags me down relentless.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1041797/ I wish to take your hand, and guide you through the storm.I'll show you which turns to take, I'll ensure that you're okay.When the waves get rough and the thunder cracks,I'll be your sunshine, I'll clear your fears.I'll show you what's worth living for.I'll be your savior.When long nights become unb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1041331/ I watch in horror, the waves will crash.He'll lash out, she'll hit him back.He smells of booze, her nostrils bleed,I beg, I cry, I try, I plead."Please, Daddy, no, we're a family!We're supposed to live happily!Don't hurt the dog, she's my only friend.Don't hurt my mom, don't do this again."He grabs .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1040905/ Like captured grass that wilts and fades, the colors being drained.Like leafless trees, their branches dead and broken.Like falling snow that doesn't stick, it melts away and is forgotten.I am the changing weather, the sadness that you find.I am the grass that loses its life.I am a tree that's strip.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1039719/ A short story inspired by the song "Ronan" by Taylor Swift. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1038725/ The voices scream,I'm down on my knees,begging for mercy,I cry and I plead.Can I please be okay,can I have you back?Can I please stop thinking,can I forget my past?My own head tortures me,sleeping becomes foreign to me.My past, it haunts me,my own feelings taunt me.I'm nothing special,I deserve the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1037416/ My heart is heavy, my knees, unsteady,my mind crashes down on me.My feelings unstable,I don't think I'm able,to get through tonight alone.I'll find a blade,that'll make it okay.I'll forget yesterday,and every day before.It'll last but a minute,that's fine with me,I'll hurt physically instead of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1036634/ What's a friend?I'll never know.Watch them come,now watch them go.Blame them? Hell no.I'm fine on my own,whatever, go.Don't even say hello,you'll be gone in a day.I don't need you, anyway.Parents? Please.My mom was too busy on her knees.My dad drank himself into disease.The last thing they worried a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1036159/ I hope you're happy,you've taken my all,you had no problem,with watching me fall.You beat me down,pushed me around,you walked all over me.My feelings aside,you were perfectly fine,leaving me alone to be.Eyed all over,scars begging the question,what happened to her,what wrong person did she let in?My.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1036151/ You deserve so much more than you settle for,this much, I swear to you.I know you now, I knew you then,there's nothing you can't get through.You were dealt a poor hand, but you played your cards right.Maybe someday, time will make it alright.Until then, however, stay with me, for.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1036121/ “This is it,” she says to herself in the mirror. She stares at her reflection, taking in what’s staring back at her: a long, white dress - an intricate pattern of lace in the most flattering places, beautiful -yet simple- flats, her lengthy, dark brown hair, twisted and turned into.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1034990/ What do you call a birdthat never sings?What do you call a birdthat has lost its wings?A lost soul,A questioned purpose.What do you call a guitarwith broken strings?What is a guitarthat never sings its lovely tunefor all to hear?A lost melody,A questioned purpose.What do you call a poetthat never wr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1033947/ A poem for the person that showed me the meaning of life, a person I recently lost. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1033828/ Two friends find that friendship isn't all they've had in mind. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1033428/ What is this happiness?Where do I get my own?Even when I’m trying,nothing feels like home.I wake up every morning,I rub my sleepy eyes.I look into the mirror,and there, see my demise.Happiness is mine,and I can only hope,Someday I’ll find this happiness,and it’ll carry me home. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1033427/ Death takes us when we least expect it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/alsuhail/1033424/