http://slow.writerscafe.org/ShannonChelle The original writings of author Twisted Angel en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776026610 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Take the dagger and dig it deeperI want to feel painI want you to feel the sameYour words cut me like a knifeI would rather have marksThen you could see them on my heartThis seems to always happen to meWhy is it that I live this life?Is it so I can go through all of this strife?I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409539/ Give me a reason to liveGive me a reason to breatheI know these things should come naturallyBut for me they are too far awayI think about all I have and I smileI know that there are others far worse offIt doesn't help my heart to have to worry about youI am only doing this because I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409538/  Its unbearable and I cant dealWith the pain you put me throughThe constant sorrow that fills my soulWalking on egg shells has become a way of life for meNever knowing your true feelings for meI bend over backwards and do cartwheels and flipsJust to try and feel the words I know y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409536/  I hate myself for being sucked in yet againfor allowing myself to believe in you and I once againfor creating this hell that Im living infor still caring even after you rip my soul from with-in I wonder when I will begin to hate youYou should ponder that tooI wont.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409534/ I was really hurting when I wrote this a couple of years ago. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409532/  Loneliness creeping up and choking my soulA feeling of helplessness assures me that Im on my ownNo one to comfort me in my hour of needSobbing and stuttering beneath the sheetsBegging God for some type of reliefRegaining my composure I stop to thinkIs anyone really there for me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409531/  Everything is not okBehind my smile I mask the painA lifetime of self-inflicted woundsStemming from abuse that was out of my controlI laugh and joke like nothings wrongBut deep inside I really know whats going onThe ones who said they loved me and were supposed to careJust va.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409530/  The minutes pass by so slowIm on a very windy roadI dont know which way to goI want to run back to you But I just dont knowI know that you dont want me any moreA feeling which makes my heart soreMy body is in constant painMy heart is in sheer turmoilCan you hear me when I s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409528/  I wonder every single dayHow your love could just go awayThe pain of losing you is killing meI'm drowning in deep blue seaThe only one who can save my heartIs the very one who tore it apart http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409527/  To take the fall feels so scaryIt's a descent into the unknownKnowing you leave everything behindSever all ties, untie all bindsBut is it really unknown?I know I've been here beforeThe scariest thing is never looking backKnowing from now on the past is forever black http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409526/  Climbing to the topI see you thereCrawling and fighting back the tearsI see you thereStruggling to hold onI see you thereEvery inch I get closer to youI see you thereI finally reach the top but….You’re not thereWhere did you go?How could you be so cold?Yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409504/  Guarded I should lay it downThis armor that guards my heartI should let it goThis bitterness that inhabits my soulWithout laying it down, I can never be freeWithout letting it go, I can never be meYet, I hold it with all of my mightI keep it some where out of sight.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409500/ Perfect Love   A day at the beach With sandy feet The sun on my face Such a lovely place The waves rush onto shore My only thought is give me more The warmth of the heat on my skin This feels like no place I've eve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409499/ feelings about my current relationship status http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ShannonChelle/409498/