http://slow.writerscafe.org/haze4000 The original writings of author J. Viands en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775987343 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 You know when you dump someone and you think to yourself I’m not going to think about that person anymore but you do that’s what this one is about http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1054978/ This is the endthere is no more After this there won’tbe another wordLet me break thisdown for you If you can take apiece of what you have red with youI own that littlepiece of you   It’s only a matterof timeBefore you fall likethe dove.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1046210/ Did you find yourself?Missing in nowhere U.S.A.?No longer feeling safe?Is it the price you pay, Perhaps do to the games you play?Games you play with your wealth.Maybe you should have stayed where you stay, Or at least kept some stealth. If it’s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1046209/ It starts with a singlegrain,                                            &nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1046207/ Hate too cold for the flame to freeze,Lustfully gleaming,Inevitably bound to become anything.Much like a formidable murmuring, All knowing anything,Speechlessly retreating,Hopelessly repeating everything,Becoming anything it wants to be. Sorrow most .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1046206/ Dear Daytona,Where did you go?My Daytona away from the racetrack and beach home’s,A place it seems not to many haveseen. With summer time rain showers,On a tin roof older than me.A sweet smell that fills the airalways,The south has left its mark onm.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1046205/ For every brick that lies in place, It blocks the way to better things.With all its restrictions,Lifeless mortar is bound to be laid to waste. Before than I urge you to climb over it,Run for your life and never look back at it.Respect free wills rebellion.Keep in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1046204/ Dust stirs as he sprints down the midnight autumn roadHe cries out why me not againAs the raggedy mongrel nips at his heelsScreaming what was done the night before has escaped meWhy have you forsaken me would you save me just one moretime for the road?     .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1046197/ Dedicated to John Milton http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1046195/ Dedicated to C.J. Cherryh and The Threads of Time http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1046194/ Darling sing me a sweet song The sweetest song you can My day has been longWe find our self’s alone again As my aggression remains I know you can feel my painSo hold that noteKeep me close in your embrace We will sing together Until the nig.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1046192/ Well I can’t hold anything back nowNot a damn thing back nowLook at me dying here I can’t help hiding here  There’s something in the stratosphereSomething in a word like fear Something’s really hiding now Someone’s really dy.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1046191/ Last but not least is the miscellaneous stuff http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1046189/ Run and scream!For the worth you have become to him,Bear witness to the end of the end.Repent only when we see the storm approaching. Only when,Steel giants fall,Fire consumes us all,Blood rains over the world. Only then,Will we see why we deserv.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1045185/ For every snowflake that fell,It’s time for the summer again.First the seas must swell,All the ground must drown. Then the sun can come and dry it out.Just so it can overwhelm,Dehydrate the ground, Turn all the leafs brown.Homes will not be as .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1045184/ It’s hard to see anything,When you’re not looking,I’m not looking,So I see nothing. So much for observation,When you’re not observing,Rather creating,What could this be based on? Maybe quickening,A beckoning,To see eve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1045183/ You’re going through hell.Well you better keepmoving.It doesn’t seem to be ending.Bless you for still pushing. As one we are week.Many we are strong.Just think,Keep pursuing,Continue to seek The many in hell!Now I see you marchi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1045181/ Remain in your old ways.Trade a habit for a new one.Isolation and restlessness will befall you.God speed to the next twelve months! Obsession and habit is all you are.Your identity is no more.It was your choice to make it your fathers fault.Don’t forget to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1045179/ Love toy with them.They gave you everything and you spit on it.Now they hesitate to find you again.Love what is this s**t? What is this hurt, bitterness, and insolences?Other than dishonesty and hormonal fits,If you find the mouth to explain,Would you say you&rsq.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1045177/ Shut off your words and numerous worlds alikeWhat do you hear beyond silence?Beyond the heart break and empty tears which have been lostfor yearsWhat is it you hear? Is it pathological fears?Or the greatness of your dreamsSit under the winter stars feel the warmth .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1045174/ I have sold my soulfor less than this If you’re with me lets go againIn this perfectly broken circle of anguishBlack, white, Latino, or Iraqi Equality has comeWe find it both a curse and a blessingI don’t think it can make a difference who you areWh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1045171/  I watch the peoplefeedAs the corporate ladder is forever growingMorphing in to something we never wanted to see So feed on the new shiny thingsComfortably thinking that will never be meConstantly denying the anarchy If you think there is order in the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1045167/ Third one is observation as always no need to read the whole thing but it’s short so it would be cool if you did http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1045166/ Would you rise with me? Up to the roof tops and above?Would you give the testimony of a shadow?Put an end to the leash on you? For every one from the streets and alleys, Jump for the sky.But this time only you say how high.Shake away the bondage, run away from th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1044931/ What became of men?Where did the separation began?You see it more than me. Still I find it sad to think,Someone forgot we are all your children.We dispute the son rather than the infallible above.We said we cannot go home if we spoke wrong. Why is it I c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1044930/ Your demise is inevitableI can see what lies beyond your eyes and broken smile Only I could create a monster like youOh how I manipulated you in your mothers’ wombI didn’t know you would grow in too such a beautiful womenYet so horribly scorned by this horrible world .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1044928/ Well I don’t know you from a hole in the groundYou don’t know me Isn’t it all the same some howTake my words for what they’re worth You’re fooling yourself againSo let yourself waste awayYou’re lying to yourself friend .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1044926/ Now as your remains lay in their final resting placeI reflect back on our shared painYou ignored your own to take care of mineYou held me in your heart alwaysEven as I ran ashamed of such things With conflicting thoughts All I wanted was a comfortable place for your .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1044923/  If I could I wouldtell you I felt your pain.I wonder if you felt the same.When she spoke the words that made my whole body burnWe were young and scared Just baby’s our self’s Your grand mama would have had my a*s for bringing you here I wish I did.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1044920/ So you think you’re aloneYou think you have reason to throw away this worldIt’s a shame I can’t say f**k you to your face Your thoughts make you worthless you knowMaybe you deserve your fateFor the lame excuses you made Now lay there cold and more a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1044918/ I would like to ask you what is it your hiding?Behind those beautiful eye’s of yours I see you feel a lack of acceptanceA black sheep I suppose Your pain and suffering is clear But that is all I knowAs for something you don’t I would prefer to watch y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1044916/ I saw you fall some time ago The world was younger then So who really knows? If I had fallenThen death is my only hopeFor I have seen this world after and before How it fell apart and was destroyed So fallow me my lost girl Life is something you have.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1044913/ She is just another lost soul in a crowd of people More they ignore her, the addiction spirals deeper If only they could see her How the silver sliver pierces her If only they could see her She has so much heart So far from home Could you watch the infection grow.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1044911/ do I write too much? as always no need to read the whole thing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1044908/ Well I have never really slept that soundlyBut now I run from the dreams approachingI can’t help but think how much inebriation helped meStill I would awake to the same damn thingIt all leaves me questioning what is best for me Crashing and burning in the insane wreckage le.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1043531/ Engulf me sweet insomniaCradle me in the bigdipper It’s two in themorning againEach cigarette puffis a declaration Tomorrow night willsurely be another nightSame with the one toprecede it A particulartranquility fills the air at three AM With ev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1043519/ Fumbling and stumbling Over every line and word I writeIt’s like pulling teeth lately          No anesthesia ornarcotics in sight What became of me?All my mind once hadis quickly slipping away from meLike sand in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1043514/ She grabs a hold of meI’m begging her to leave me beI’m blind to see I’ve known her all alongIn my nightmares I’m fondly remembering A passion that ran through meHow it left me shiveringJust a masked heroine then with the purpose to save me fr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1043513/  Swing at me I’ll stand tall turn around and roarJust like a little boyWatch you pout in the corner like a little girlMeanwhile recalling promises from just a few days before We called an end to this warHonestly wishing we could go back to years before.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1043512/ See my shadow fill this room I know a memory of me is haunting youI’ll watch the tears stream down your faceWith a shameful grin in the place of what you can’t take I will chew up your pain and spit it out againAll in the name of the agony I placed in your li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1043508/ Fumbling and stumbling Over every line and word I writeIt’s like pulling teeth latelyNo anesthesia ornarcotics in sight What became of me?All my mind once hadis quickly slipping away from meLike sand in betweenmy fingers An old man on hislast leg is.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1041730/ I’m suffocating yet againThe crowd is fadingSuddenly the room is emptyI’m dying and you’re ignoring me So much for your self-pityIf you grabbed my hand you would have saved me and I youBut now you’re drowning in your ignoranceLooking at th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1041729/ I know you won’t suffer with me tonight But I want you all the sameMaybe if I had you I would understandWhat darkness is inside of me I long to be a apart of youYou without me is a possessive thingYou don’t know me but I see youYour screaming is causi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1041727/ Do you see what lies at your feet?A creature by the same name as meYou wonder why I don’t speakWhen I approached you broken and bleeding All this is my own deceit Big fish in a little pond I must repeatedly thinkWhen I see a weak points in your sanctuaryIt .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1041722/ Where is function in this?In a world of material gain and greed I try not to forsake theeBut I know you see the monster you made in me A fanatic extremist who you gave an ability to lead So frown upon me But this is what the challenge made me beSo very displeased.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1041721/ Do I need your assistance?In order to see I’m a selfish egotistical a*****e Today I understand nice guys finish lastSo I’ll use it as a tool Then throw it away when I’m done with you Meet every expectation you hadFor a broken little boyOne who l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1041717/ I advise you If you’re not ready for thisGet out of the pitBecause when this s**t hitsIt will only be the sound of skulls getting split Circle and circle againUnto the quake coming from this concrete basement  Aw what a gorgeous thing Leave it here.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1039414/ God I beg you take me from these fears withinLet the blind lead the blind Whether or not you call it a sin Let me give this curse back to themThe children that come back to life as they hear thisUncertain insanity, insecure calamity That spills from my lipsSomeho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1039368/ Well if I fall Then I got to And I canSo let me start again  I’ll break this down for youTake this out for youBut nothing has to change  Would it have been the same?If I had never left Could you hear me?If emptiness didn’t linger .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1039362/ I’m a graffiti artist my first word was free http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/haze4000/1039356/