http://slow.writerscafe.org/jay-lyse The original writings of author jay-lyse en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776070400 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 had a dream led to this ... unfinished http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/2160507/ Trying my hardest to block out the sun but closing my eyes doesn't seem to helpl can feel the warmth reaching my coreTrying it's best to find its way into my soulAll l really want is to hide within these four wallsIgnore the pain inside Dream of yesterdays and forget the todays Forget the ignor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/1526048/ Isit here dazed and confusedAbright light shines down over headFora second I think I’m deadMaybethis is the beginning of the shining gatesButI hear an echoing voice in the backgroundShoutingand raging Iwanna yell “Shut Up”Iwanna tell him .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/1090700/ sometimes ignorance is bliss.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/1055921/ Salted tears falling slowlyA heavy burdenYears of heartache and struggleTrying to be strongBut can feel my body falling apart insideJoyful demons dancing inside my headWhispering wicked lies and secrets Peace is found only in solitary momentsWhen the voices are s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/1043941/ When I was hurt you laughedPointing and poking at my insecuritiesWhen I was scared you left me there in the darkRunning away singing about monsters and goblins When my heart achedAnd I needed you the mostYou unmercifully tortured me with cruel words When.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/1009820/ Yousay, "I'm sorry" Likethose two simple words can actually erase the pain I feelYouclaim that things just got out of handYoujust weren’t thinking clearly Youexclaim, “I didn’t intend to go to her, I would never purposely hurt y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/717799/ Sometimes pride just gets into the way ... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/700562/ Sometimes what we see in the mirror can hurt. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/696042/ ... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/695585/ for a past love... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/685629/ Iam an addictAvicious, unyielding soulAselfish, confused vessel Iam devoted to… An egotisticaland conceited enthusiastAnimpassive and cold romantic Mymind sometimes plays tricks on mePesteringme to love me for meButin my hea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/679018/ With every glance downI know I'm making a mistakeBut I can't stop myselfI can hardly believe it's really me          "I'm urging you not to judge me, don't look at me disapprovingly. Don't shake your head with disgrace. You left me with no other choice."T.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/585412/ Roses are redViolets are blue How dare you say I never loved youI given everything I have insideI've tried my very best to please you, satisfy you, love youI disconnected my heart from my pride Simply because you asked me toAll your lies, excuses, disappointmentsI've forgotten, ignored or pretended .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/584271/ If you saw all my faultsI wonder then how much you would want meIf you saw the dreams I've dreamtI wonder then if you would still think highly of meIf you judged me by all my fearsI wonder what then I might run away from Lifes teaches you lessons each & every dayEach season .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/420231/ My words don't always flow so freelySometimes I get stuckForcely my thoughts are sometimes put away for another day But from the first day you spoke to meMy imagination flowed creatively My words sent chills down your spineThe emotion behind each reached out to your soulY.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/411284/ He says I'm scaredScared of being hurtScared of feeling painScared to be inlove I tell him, "I have no fears."No longer am I a childI understand now that pain is a part of lifeI simply just live my life with a bit more caution He whispers in my ear, "You .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/411279/ ... my pride has always been the emotion that drive everyone away ... i'm trying to make it have the opposite effect ... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/384044/ I can't let this moment slip awayNever have I wanted someone as much as I want youBut we only have todayI start by stroking youYou love what my hands can doTeasing & biting, this is what you've been fantazing aboutI'll work your body give you exactly what you need In full vi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/374513/ ... Believe me I can handle whatever you got http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/367530/ In the begining ... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/367315/ ... It was as if he felt my presence ... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/367292/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/345647/ She whispers ... seduction ... reality falls back in http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/345636/ a room full of sliencea room full of tensionfour walls with no escape one door that leads no wheretwo people on either sides  she stares at him slientlyin her mind she's screaming at him with all her strength each has been down this road beforeboth of them know the poss.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/339547/ ... Out of the ashes I emerged .... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/338528/ ........the first and last time....... just a one nite thing ........... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/337276/ Invisible ... Scary ... simple ... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/336141/ With Me .... With Her ... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/336116/ I pride myself on my honestyI pride myself on my ability to be independentI pride myself on my strength I can't imagine myself weakI can't imagine myself dependent on someone elseI can't imagine myself lying just to get through another day But I just can't picture myse.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/330640/ ...it was only a matter of time... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jay-lyse/204028/