http://slow.writerscafe.org/KymberleyDawnG The original writings of author SouthernBelle en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775985508 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 This is a personal story. This story is true, it happened to me today. I cannot get it off my mind. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1870922/ Yes this is true.. I did relapse a couple of days ago. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1768211/ I lost you,when I was only four.You became my angel,to watch over me. I went years, longing for you, a grandfather.I felt safe,thinking of you.I spent many summers,just with you.I loved being near you, just feeling loved.You were very sick,but you still got to see me graduate. I started college,you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1752278/ Slept in my makeup,liquor on my mind and breath,a small town breakup,now that's death. Small town promises,turned into heartbreak,it was obvious,I never knew you'd be my heartache. Counting the days until I leave,this small town holds big memories,I'll be back,but I won't be the same.This place is b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1720358/ I lost my best friend in 2014 and I've never really been the same since. I thought this would help but this is the first poem I've been able to write since. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1400713/ Her best friend, Died in war, She has begged for his dog tags, But the army won't give them up. He kept her, From killing herself, Now he's gone, And she's all alone. She visits his grave every day, Just to be with him, She still talks to him, Lik.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1391141/ She sits alone in the corner,while everyone parties.She turns up her music,to drown out the laughter.She cries to herself,hoping nobody notices.She has no one to talk to, nobody likes her.She's bullied at school.On the edge of a cliff,thinking to herself,there's only one way down.She continues to wr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1391135/ It's hiding in my mind,tellin' me to go and hide.Sayin' they'll never find,what I leave behind.This knife that cuts my wrist.The blood that pours from it.Makes me have a fit, away I drift. I was never harmless,now I go into the darkness.I killed myself,I was never a success.As I lie in that bed,almo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1389430/ She's in love with someone,But he doesn't know it. She's dying of cancer, And he's fighting in the war. She doesn't look the same, He doesn't know that. She's afraid of telling him,Afraid he'll leave. He promises he'll be back for her graduation, But he might never make it back.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1308001/ She-Is laying in bed with the door locked.the curtains are drawn and the light's off.the Notebook is in the DVD player.there's an empty tub of ice cream is on the floor.next to a dozens of crumpled tissues. she's got her music blasting,no one can hear her sobs.her fingertips are smudged with black,w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1298805/ B***h.W***e.You slammed the door.C**t.S**t.You started to cut.Ugly.Fat.It was the cat.Pathetic. Lame.To them it was a game.Freak.Strange.You wanted to change. Lier.Fool.You were uncool.Idiot.Stupid.You don't know what you did.Beautiful.Amazing.They said at your burying. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1270802/ On the outside,looking in.standing in the cold, out in the rain. Tear soaked face,eyeliner covered face,bloodshot eyes,but not from being high. She cries day and night, she cries herself to sleep.dreams of a better life,dreams of being wanted. She wants to fit in,she wants to have fri.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1232490/ I know I'm not perfect but who can ever be.  I'm saying sorry first, I'm saying sorry last.I'm saying sorry for the future,but mainly for the past. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you and I'm sorry for not listening when you need it most,you were right to be mad. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1229153/ Summer...Hair gets lighterSkin get darkerWater gets warmerDrinks get colderMusic gets louderNights get longerLife gets better.You meet new loveforget the old ones.try new things and bring back some old.You make new friends, and regain some old ones.You life and love, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1194327/ Headphones,are her only retreat.music will soon,replace her heartbeat. She smiles,to hide the tears.she laughs,to hide the pain. She tells herself,everything will get better,but she worries,if it will get worse. It's gonna get harder,before it gets easi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1137680/ I absolutly LOVE this song!! It's the theme song for my life now!! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1125908/ The past is the past,no one can change it,but if I could,here is how. I would take back,the hurtful things,I've said,and done. I wouldn't have scars,on my arm.I would be the golden girl,that everyone loves. I would have said no,to save myself,from hea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1121153/ Flying through the night,trying to stop the fight. filling you with fright,nothing in sight. My wings are dark black.I'm letting you know now, that I'm a demon. so back away!  You can see my claws. you can see my fangs.I chase after you,you don't have a chance.&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1109149/ Walking through this life, as a nobody.no friends, no life. I want to die,tie a rope,around my neck,and die. There's nothing here, for me,no reason to live,nothing. I wish I was dead. as I slowly cut my arm,watching the blood, flow from my arm.&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1109140/ Growing up in a little town.knowin' everyone.that's what I'm about.that's what I grew up knowin'. You're big city.bright lights. you're fancy cars. and tons of money.  I'm boots and cut off jeans. baseball caps, mud holes,and Four-Wheel drive. Y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1104049/ Walking down the street. seeing familair faces. 'cause in the south everyone knows each other.  You want me to leave.this little town.this is all I know. not big city material. I love you to death.I'll move with you.but I'll be a stranger.I'll stand out like .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1104042/ H: Having A: Anger T: Towards E: EveryoneR: Reaching S: Success. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1104024/ I wake up in the middle of the night with tears in my eyes having dreams of your casket being buried  You stay out on them streets popping pills like their candy pushin' and hustlin'trying get some money  I lay in bed at night tired of the fight wishing you would st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1102764/ Walking down streets covered in snow watching all the animals run and play around  Watching the snow flakes hit the ground the boys and girls building snowmen  Sitting by the fire drinking hot cocoa snuggled up with your love wrapped close in a blanket  Having snowball fights and mess.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1092461/ Life's to short to live with regretsLive everyday as if it was your last  Looking in the mirror stareing at myselfholding a gun in one hand a knife in the other Deciding on which to use maybe both maybe none I just don't know Life is full of too many choices which way to go what road .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1089316/ I try and try all the timebut still I have nothing to show  I have no one to loveno grades to show I have nothingI am nothing  It's so cold when your alone it's a long life when you have nobody  I'm alone in the world no one to hold nobody that cares.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1087916/ She sits alone begging for helpshe's trying to stoppumping drugs into he system She's become a little hoe working the streets to get her dough wasting her life away She goes in and out of doctors to make sure she's clean but she's making her money either way &nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1086742/ I slowly close my eyes falling asleep at night wishing you were here but you're only in my dreams  I dream we're togetherhanging with your friends I'm smiling and laughing we're all just joking around You slip something on my hand so we're now engagedI'm so happy .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1082196/ As they watched their parents be buried dead they cried and cried  They were taken away to Andrew's house of Hopes for children  They wasted time day after daywaiting for someone to take them to a better home  They bounced from house to house no one wanted th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1079343/ I just wanted to write this story for my best friend/boyfriend.  Harry Miles Beaguez was my very best friend. I loved him to death and then some. He could always make me smile when I was having a bad day. I could talk with him for hours about stupid crap and he wouldn't care, He'd never han.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1079257/ Everyone says the good die youngbut why does it have to be true I never wanted to lose him I loved him beyond belief  If I told him how I felt he wouldn't be dead he'd be here with me not flying around in heaven  It's my fault he's gone I want him back I don't want him dead I want him here.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1078728/ They were kids growing up together in a little bitty town messing and joking around  They were bestfriends acting like a coupleeveryone thought it was just so cute  They got into high school became sweethearts on and off again always lovebirds  They plane.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1077970/ I'm gonna drink all my pain away forget the memory of you what hurt the most you leaving me  All the pain all the screaming nothing was worth it after losing you I'm drinking my life away but all the pain is gone along with the memory's  I threw your ring.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1075970/ God is our saviourHe picks us up when we're down and in need  No matter if there's nobody else who cares He does we are all His children to love and obey him  We should all believe for He is real He come's to us in time's of need He picks us up make's u.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1075138/ Just when I was ready to leave this world you came along and picked me up  I fell in love with you from the start hoping you would catch me not let me fall  You showed me what love really is your never gonna leave you promised me  You gave me a ring .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1075074/ I belong no where in this world always invisible better off dead  These scars on my arm slowly bleed I'm fading away  The skies are dark the ground is soaked in blood as I slowly die  I wake up it was just a dream but it felt real  I wish it was .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1075063/ When she was born you could tell she was an angel  When she was a todler she was still that same angel  She began to go older on into her teens everyone hope she was still that angel  She got into high school became a cheerleader and became a b***h  .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1071310/ Life's a journey I learn as I go I make mistakesbut hey who doesn't  I don't want to learn from other people I want to learn from my mistakes  I'm not a perfect child in fact I'd like to kill my parents they don't care about me no one in that family does .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1071303/ It's deep inside of me I feel it in my bones it's ready to escapeit's ready to be known  It's dying to be freethis feeling inside of me I can feel it deep withinit's just beneath my skin I lie awake at night just trying to stop the fight it's deep inside of me .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1069672/ Standing the cold feeling the rain hit my face it's so cold  I have nothing to do but cry I'm alone and sad no one to love no one to care  I need a snuggle buddy 'cause now my skin in cold it's pale white I have no heat  I've taken this knife to my arm .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1069118/ Like me or not it won't break me  Don't like what I look like don't look at me  I do the stuff I do because I want to  For all I careyou can jump off a cliff  You're a stupid retard that needs a brain  Opps! Sorry I forgot you can't handle hav.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1069103/ Listening to all the laughter I'm about to cry I've lost all happiness since I lost you  I watched you walk away I still love you but you don't care you never did  I gave you my all but you watched me burn I burn up in flames my heart turned black The sand has r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1068656/ Fri[END]Girlfri[END]Boyfri[END] All of these end execpt one.... Fam[ILY]  family ends in I LOVE YOU!!! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1068524/ People saypartying all the time is YOLO that's not YOLO that's living a care-free life  Army men and women fighting for their lives in the middle of Iraqis YOLO  They are risking their lifeto protect ours that's YOLO and I respect that  It makes me so mad.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1068065/ One month gone and over left in the dust to blow away in the wind  I loved the whole time and all you did was play me I tried to help you but you just pushed me away  You're pissed now because I said you treated me like s**t you built me up to knock me down &nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1068004/ I'm glad you were here in my life for a while  We made a wonderful chapterthat seemed like it went on forever But chapters end and the book closes  I wish I could keep it open make it last forever  But it's slowly closing everythings slipping away  I fought till the end to s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1066678/ I sit alone and watch the snow slowly hit the ground  It's so cold outside but warm in here I waiting Waiting for you to come home waiting for my baby to come and warm me up  I need my baby to snuggle with under a blanket  I need my head on your ch.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1065879/ We sit alonein complete slience  Vacant coughs fill the air There's nothing to say we just sit and stare It's been hours since we talked  We've fought for days and now it's over I've cried and criedI want to die We're slowly falling.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1064798/ My bed and I have an unique relationshipI love my bed and it loves me  I could sleep all day and all night but there's somethings that stop me  One is my alarm clock another is school the last is my parents  I'm sitting in school about to pass out want my b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1064297/ Twinkle Twinkle little w***e close your legs their not a door  I bet your sore I mean your legs stay up so much they must have a toll  He said all the right things to get in your pants and you let him now your pregnant  He's saying its not mineyour scre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/KymberleyDawnG/1064285/