http://slow.writerscafe.org/MonicaJean The original writings of author Monners en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775985437 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Shivering, I bend over in my desk, sweat dripping down the sides of my face. I wipe my forehead with my sleeve and take a deep breathe as stabbing pain worsens and my world becomes a static gray. I stumble to the door and down the stairs to the bathroom and lock myself in the farthest stall. Th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MonicaJean/381471/ The room is dim and chairs clutter the floor around tables that were once occupied. I sit quietly in the corner, undetected except for gentle notes on my acoustic guitar. The ceiling fans make my almost naked body shiver as the breeze kisses my skin. You enter suspiciously, the key trembling in your.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MonicaJean/295891/ Drum beatsKick, SkipMelody in your headTakes you back to summer daysWhere cherries were 24-7And the sprinkler could occupy you for hoursAnd the playground down the streetwas better than any theme park...And the ball in the front yardwas better than any video game could be.I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MonicaJean/292856/ I'd like to read the mind of a childOne who is swimming the day awayOr running on the hillside with a kiteGripped in her little handDoes she worry for the economy?Or her mothers chemo sessions?Does she understand the complexities of life ever-changing?Does she know the truths of the wi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MonicaJean/283328/ There are two to which my heart belongsYet which I can't decideTo choose just oneI'd surely loseMuch of what comforts my life.The first of which I did inviteInto my heartIs still thereBut there are faults in which I findIt's difficult to see a lifetime.Too demanding of my ti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MonicaJean/283322/ wrote this in 2002. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MonicaJean/271456/ before it's too late, my darlings. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MonicaJean/255184/ F**k you and your black heartand your red neckand your a*****e friends.F**k you and your high school s***sand your stupid liesand your ugly car.F**k you and your f*****g laughand your ignorant mindand your fake words.F**k you and your fucked up familyand your movie quotesand yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MonicaJean/245685/ I'm not brave enough to know that it'll all be fineI need constant reassurance that tomorrow I'll still be okayAnd sometimes I ask too much of youAnd want you around all the timeBut it's only because you are the only one that can make it all betterYou pick me up when I fall and hold me clo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MonicaJean/230224/ The Greatest Pain http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MonicaJean/230220/ it's a Coldplay song. And it's so much how I feel right now. 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