http://slow.writerscafe.org/midnitefyrfly The original writings of author Midnitefyrfly en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776037637 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15  I know where all my thoughts are- I think. I just can't seem to find my words. I was so tired and was sure today would be a total wash. I found my way into the computer chair a few short hours after proclaiming my disgust with the day and just started to read. I read sad things, and h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/midnitefyrfly/468172/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/midnitefyrfly/206851/  Wanting what I couldn't have developed into idolizing what I didn't know. Everything my mother was intrigued me. I was so little, but I knew too much. The truth is at seven years old, I really knew very little, but I already had seen so much. Every moment with my mother was li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/midnitefyrfly/171060/ So many things come to mindwhenever we hear your nameIt seems without you in our livesnothing will ever be the sameWhat happened to those days?It seems like its only been awhile since our days were filled withyour sweet love, and your smileWhat happened to all those timeswhen w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/midnitefyrfly/167613/ Urges so overwhelmingSelf control the main factorGet through the painor regret my judgment after  Discouraged about the futureGuilt over past choicesDesperate to quietmy fighting inner voices  Determined on life’s pathFeelings I didn’t ask fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/midnitefyrfly/167566/ Trying to overcome the fear that I feel from sharing the things that I have done and that have happened to me.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/midnitefyrfly/165020/ This is probably one of the hardest things I will ever share... It is the suicide note I wrote to my children 3 years ago... miracles do happen http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/midnitefyrfly/164941/ Written as a tribute on the one year anniversary of the death of my husband and children's father... almost 5 years ago.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/midnitefyrfly/164196/ On the day that Thomas died, it felt like my world had ended. I had spent almost 11 years as a part of his life. I didn’t know how to look at my own life without him in it. Everyday for several months, I woke up feeling like I didn’t know what to do with myself. I didn’t know how t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/midnitefyrfly/164185/ This is a true story... one I had nearly forgotten. ~inspired by Amor-de Angel (thank you) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/midnitefyrfly/164091/  November 23, 2001            This is the day that I was finally convinced I could not take a moment more of my life. It was Thanksgiving Day. My grandpa, and the woman who I’ve come to know as my grandma since the death of my rea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/midnitefyrfly/161090/ You gave so much to us before you leftYour smile, your laugh, and your love,Come through the children you left behindReminding us you’re somewhere up above And even when we miss you mostAnd wish that you were hereWe keep you in our thoughts so closeAnd know that you are ne.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/midnitefyrfly/160737/  I'm finding my way back to sanity again,though I don't really know what I’m gonna do when I get there.I take a breath and hold on tight, spin around one more timeand gracefully fall back to the arms of grace – Lifehouse  The memory that dates farthest back.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/midnitefyrfly/160502/