http://slow.writerscafe.org/vhans143 The original writings of author Vanessa P en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775996193 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Three, no we'd been already passed thatYet this unwanted misery is where I'm atThe sun shouldn't have risen up so highI wanted to stay in darkness til the end is nighSadly it took no effort to reach out for your handWhen I felt helpless, slowly sinking in the sandWhat had made me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/2785009/ The blackness and stillnessFuels my sick twisted mindEmbracing the thrill of madnessLeaving all caution behindElated by this strange sensation Like an adrenaline rushing out One must use all imagination On what may come about I could picture a violence Or perhaps a soft lovingA.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/2106576/ My happy placeIs there next to youIt's a small space Made for just us twoBut the world is thereWe can't simply ignore We grin and we bearNothing less, nothing moreSo though influences existDo what is right Do not resistDo not put up a fightWe're in this together .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1944506/ He never "waits" I enter the room, eyes to the groundHis demeanor indicatesI am not to make a soundHands tied, skin bareOn my knees, waiting for the signAll it takes is his stareTo want to claim him as mineBut it's not my placeHe's my master, I'm his slave He makes my heart.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1908116/ You'd like to keep me at a distance   Never close enough to hurt or damage   The fragile heart that's left in youI wanted to change it just this instance   Grab a handful of what I can salvage   From the pieces of you I wanna hold ontoMy intentions are always .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1873742/ Somedays I want you to acknowledge me thereSomedays I like you’re without a care It’snot that my heart is pitty-pattering for youYou’remy fun that’s still brand new Thisshouldn’t be too complicatedFromthe start you kne.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1868135/ There’s a slow achingDeep inside my veinsThe visions my head is makingLost between pleasure and pain A tingling sensationAs you touch places unseenAn open invitationTo show you what I mean http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1667642/ A new version http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1648054/ I plan to misbehave todayYou know I’ll have my way Instant thoughts in my headAching til you take me to bed I’ll wrap my red lips around youWe already know you want me to Let me have you in me all dayYou don’t even have to say.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1381639/ Lay you down on white marble Let the crimson liquid flow out A lesson showing how I'm capable It will leave you to no doubtNo one knows the scars I hold Emblazoned deep inside my skin The reason my heart's beating cold And why I hide my sin You shall be my sacrifice Offer them .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1320064/ How can a simple touch Possibly mean so much? Is it normal to feel something From the look you were showing?Does it make sense at all That I'm waiting for your call?Was this just a delusion Caused by a state of confusion?I can't get rid of the wanting desire Burning inside me like .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1317353/ listen to Troublemaker Now http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1316874/ Flower field abandoned by the rainFeeling empty and dryRail tracks with no trainStill and quiet like the blue skyA disappointment you can't eraseA secret life that left a traceThis mixed up jar of emotionsWaiting to explode at any momentEnough to cause a commotionJust to fuel y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1307998/ How many times have I told you About my sappy story?It wasn't for the attentionSure wasn't for the glory I play the scenesOver and over in my headI'm not that strongDespite what I may have saidThe scars, still freshWounds that would not healThey hurt deepI don't know how to dealI'm tired o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1264866/ Life brings me down When I experience unfairness It causes me to frown People's outright carelessness Too many instances I've thought of the end Yet I fear the consequences So I'll make ammend I struggle each day Fighting the inside of my mind My attitude isn't “come .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1264555/ Sever I took the knife And cut right through I let the blade be the judge Of what I must do to youYour misguided ways Were your own undoing Who did you think it was You were fooling I gave you a chance To do something right But the task was too great It was a losing fight .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1263520/ I took you completely With no regard Feasted on your flesh lavishly Like my sweet reward Muted your cries and pleas As I covered your mouth with mine Fingers all over your double D's I'm keeping you in line Your soft mounds a delight And your nectar I've yet to taste More excite.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1261485/ Hello me Have we been well?Let's see About that magic spell Is it Abracadabra Or Alakazam? Be fierce like a Sandra Perhaps a graceful madame Which should we be When we wake in the morning? Someone exuding beauty And pleasantly inviting Courage heart Find the obedience It's an easy part We just need .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1258695/ In these dreams I'm haunted By a beautiful familiar face Left me dazed and daunted Wandering a dark ominous place What is this weird feeling?  It's like excitement mixed with fear Even though I'm dreaming The feelings seem real and crystal clear http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1258694/ I'm sorry I got lost along the way I had wandered To a place I can not stay My heart Confined to this trepidation Misguided Thinking you were salvation But how can it be You're so uncaring....indifferent Yet the mere cause Of my merriment Your callous ways Should've discouraged me B.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1166366/ That one dayWhen you whispered In my earFelt my heart changeThe content Of the whisperShould've discouragedAnd enraged meBut oh no,It built longingAnd wantingThat I shouldn't craveNow I'm tornHere at the seams'Cause in truth I can't touch youYou refused I saw it clearYet I waitLike a darn .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1161059/ It only took a moment's weaknessTo change what should beI wanted you to cure my boredomAnd no more than thatBut somehow you got me hooked on youLike a damn addictNow my waking hours are wastedThinking useless thoughtsTaking all my will not to succumbThis is my mistake http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1158707/ Jaded Everything's not what I expect it to beRandom emotions are getting out of controlWaiting for this all to make senseHow can I explain this to youYou'll probably think I'm crazyYesterday was just a flukeOrdinarily we wouldn't even chatUnless it's about work or youGave it too much thought I guess.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1158076/ Work in progress....just started it today.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1157301/ Title is still being worked on http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1154750/ When I stick the needle throughWith the toxins I got from youAnd then I'm hookedOne shot is all it took Do you know this feeling?The devil's happily dealing A trap disguised as an escapeTruthful lies forming into shape http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1056101/ Work in progress...... DARE ME to show you The true darkness of my mind DARE ME to continue You'll regret what you might find DARE ME to shed my skin And display my rotting flesh DARE ME to commit your sin My insanity, your indifference mesh DARE ME to murder Deep inside I'm aching to do so DA.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1056088/ I watch As the roses blossom I grip onto the thorns To admire their true beauty Sweet scents Wafting through the air Deceiving my heart To no fault of their own http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1055869/ There came a time When I can no longer see Darkness black and sublime Surrounding everything around me I was left empty and cold Trapped within my guarded walls With nothing to hold I stumble and fall The bitterness I tasted Reminded.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1050241/ You are nothing to me That much is a fact Yet my words are contradictory To the way I act I allowed your words To mean more than they should You struck a chord And it did me no good So infuriating all this is Off with my wounded pride Really nothing is amiss Don't know why .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1045404/ My intention Innocent, honest, true Rejection Is what I got from you Friendship with me Isn't what you're seeking Opposite actually My heart is breaking You probably think I'm crazy and a total weirdo Or the weakest link My intellect a little slow Yet I judge you not Because you're enti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1045019/ In hopelessness I thought of my end All the pretentious nonsense Seem to be the trend I've come to realize Even if I do become skinny More vanity will materialize Towards outer beauty I'll never be enough To someone I aspire to conquer Judgement is tough For any potential l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1043273/ I stood there silentlyAs my mind switched to a subjectI didn't intend to exist To that relating you and meMy logic wishing to object To this unexpected twistI entertained your smile too longNow as a punishmentI am chastising my brainThis is definitely wrong My new found amu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1040180/ heywho would've thought a simple "hey"could be so complicated i know this doesn't sound okayand you'll think i should be committed but i just find you interesting nothing physical or emotional based maybe cause we're always laughing and you tell it with a straight facei kinda li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/1034555/ The gifts in life that were set for youWere not destined for someone like meEach day passed I see red and greenUnable to mask my deep feeling envy Drowning in my own pool of miseryI cower my demented soul in the cornerLosing concept of sanity by the second I forget the values I upheld once long.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/987409/ How do i put on a smilein place of a frownWhen so many challengesare tearing me downHow do i tell me heartto be strongWhen i've been strugglingfor so longHow do i make lifeunderstand it has to get betterWhen all is said and donei have to do it for my daughterHow can iHow will iI'm not strongI'm not .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/785596/ this is a work in progress http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/352177/ 010026008 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/334159/ 100208 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/324499/ 009026008 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/321926/ Character from "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/312459/   You're not fairYou hardly wereAnd yet here I amStill right here In a day I will departThen what?What will be of us? Will I just be a memory?Lost in the manyYou'd wish to forgetYou end up to regret Why does it matter?I have no clueGuilt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/302916/ This is conjured while currently reading "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/299607/   Drown me in my sorrowImmerse me in shallow griefAnd let me die in vain As frustrations leave me wearyMy will has weakenedAnd I draw last breath Let idle mind pay no attentionTo the cries of manyWho dare pretend to care Mourn me upon my passingHo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/299399/ wrote it for my dear Sean when he was feeling a bit glum... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/297103/  Trying to find the inspiration To write a song in your name But the words aren’t coming Thoughts of mine betraying Can’t even seem to start With a simple melody Intention is to express How I hate being lonely Oh how frustrating The music keeps on playing B.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/297019/  Red drops of Heaven fallingWhat have we done?Now our end is drawing nearIt's only a matter of a fewWill you now repent?Will you grovel at His feet?Should we say a little prayer?In hopes it'll save our soulAre we finally reflecting?On the things we could have avoidedDid we.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/296988/ 007/029/008 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/296047/  August 9, 2007 11:02 am I stand over the grave Of a long forgotten soul I couldn’t make me weep Even though I wanted to mourn Not a trace of sadness Or a shred of remorse I could only watch in silence As they put on the stone Laid to rest Is this poor lon.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/294279/ 072408 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/vhans143/294020/