http://slow.writerscafe.org/Ryosei_Hime The original writings of author Ryosei Takashi Hime en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776021524 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 The clock islouder today than yesterday,Ticking my life away,won’t let me stay,But saddest of allis this, I know,I wish the tickingweren’t so slow. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/579411/ My mind wanders, it bends, it breaks.There’s so much that my mind can take.My mind is sharp, it’s like a trapBut it keeps drowning in this crap My mind is a nightmare, it’s a horror, it’s a scareMy mind isn’t, it isn’t, it isn&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/564866/ I wish August was tomorrowA month was long agoI’d have you here beside meNo one’d have to knowWith paper streamers blowinIn a somber windAs I held you, loved youOnce and once againI wish August was tomorrowAnd December’d never been. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/560929/ The sun moves away, leaving twilight in its wake. A poem I woke from the middle of a dream-filled sleep to jot down. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/518563/ Love lost left behind in a cheap clock. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/506867/ All the bitternesshas left meYet I hurt you allthe sameI’ve nothing leftto loseI’ve tired of thiswistful game Too much of who IamI’ve given it allto youI only wanted lovein returnIf it wassomething you could do .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/506181/ Who are you,little girl, hiding in my skin?Who are you? Whywon’t you let me in?I know your pain,I know your woe.I’ll dig into myskin, so you will know. I want for nothingbut your joy.I’ve tried everytrick, I’ve tried every ploy.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/504719/ Haunting now, I can’t find sleepI’ve dug this grave far too deepAnd “tick tock” the clock is singingInside my head, the bells are ringingInto the darkness, they lowered youTick tock tick tock, I’ll pay my duesMaddening, maddening, this ti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/499965/ A rather old one I found. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/498547/ A refuge and a tomb made from one girl's room. Random rhyme crapped out after a fight and kicking my door's a*s in rage. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/490606/ I'm so worried about someone I love right now and someone else I love told me to write to calm myself down. I wrote this. I can't think of anything else to write, so now I'm trying to occupy myself with posting it til I can. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/489273/ This poem should be rather strange to those who don't know my history or his. Ferret is a friend's internet name. I wrote this in a card that I sent him not long ago before he knew I loved him. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/486032/ A poem written at 6:00AM after a night of comforting an internet friend I love with all my heart. His favorite book is the Little Prince, thus the reference to him taming me. He's said it before, that he tamed me, because he knows I love him. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/485829/ This is very short but means a lot to me. Currently have someone I love going through stuff I can't help with because of distance. Since he's the only person on my MSN messenger, this is the away message I've written for him. It's not much. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/484638/ *shrug* Something my complex and contradictory belief system and outlook on life cooked up. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/480547/ A premature recovery song? I don't know. It wasn't meant to end happy, but chatting to someone who puts me in a good mood near the end changed it on me. I now know I've got Schizoid PD, and am in constant fear it will develop into full blown schizophrenia http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/468777/ I don't know. I went off the deep end again. Did that write without stopping thing, only typed it. I fished this out. I usually rhyme half of it when I do this kinda thing anyways. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/459328/ A poem based off the sudden remembrance of what it was like being a lesbian girl. Specifically from the time around late elementary and early middle school. Fifth or sixth grade. There's a specific girl I had in mind while writing, too. My first crush on http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/456014/ Another poem written when I was drunk. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/453943/ Well, I am a huge Cat Stevens fan, but I only just found out - lame, I know - that he's Muslim now. And still sings. So, I looked up his new name - Yusuf Islam - and got A is for Allah first. Then suddenly, I felt I had to write this, so I typed it up re http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/452734/ This was most likely inspired by the relationships I watched my mama partake in over the past 22 years. I was drunk when I wrote it, so I can't be sure. >___> I just got in this creative mood when everyone left me by myself. I also wrote half of my paper http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/451388/ This was for my World Literature II course last semester. The professor gave us a list of things he believed about Literature and told us to either agree or disagree with him. He thought the only things worth writing about were love or death. XP That's a http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/447942/ This one definitely had to be written after the brief return of my father in early 2000. Pretty old... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/447687/ Initially untitled in the notebook I found amidst my paper pack rat five year cleaning ritual, this snippet was most definitely inspired by writer's block. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/447672/ This is the best of the many poems I found while cleaning out my bookbags today. It's like someone else wrote it's so old, but that just makes it easier to love even though I wrote it. X3 Take that low self esteem! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/447660/ This is what has been going on in my mind over the past few days, sitting on a balcony for more than eight-ten hours a day. Summarized in poem form, of course. I'm worrying for my sanity... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/442001/ I'm starting to worry about my mind lately.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/441792/ I don't have Schizophrenia to the best of my knowledge, but I do see faces like a Schizophrenic is said to. I'm not sure. I've felt fairly insane today, and this is just segment of a song I sang in my head while sitting on the balcony for around eight hou http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/441425/ This is another poem from my vacation. Short verses keep coming spurts. The first two almost go together, but this one's a stand alone despite only being four lines. Just how I feel being trapped with my family for a week. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/441140/ Another shoddy poem. I'm being lazy because I'm on vacation. X3 But this one was born of a confrontation with the rest of my family. I don't know why they have to watch the news or bring up cutlure and religion when they know I never agree with them. I th http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/441138/ I'm on vacation in the TN mountains, and I'm sitting on the balcony of my hotel, staring at said mountains and the sky. I closed my eyes and typed this. I'm not going to bother editing it or trying to make it into something better. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/440806/ This is not very good. I had insomnia and was up for two days when I wrote this last night....this morning at 4:00. ^^; Anytime I get insomnia, I always end up with Alice in Wonderland on the brain. It's weird. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/440700/ I was a cutter as a teen and used it as an outlet for all kinds of emotional pain, because there was no one there to talk to about it. One scar still remains for me as well as its cause. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/440052/ I don't do haikus often, but they can be fun from time to time. This one was pretty ... releasing, I guess. Funny how a simply five, seven, five can make you feel better sometimes. o__O; http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/439769/ Um...I don't remember when I wrote this, but I'm sure it was years ago. A snippet of a poem I never continued, I guess. I still like it, though. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/438323/ I wrote this in Algebra a few days before dropping it for the second semester in a row. My literary oriented mind absolutely can not grasp the concept of numbers. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/438316/ A failed attempt at expressing my longing for what I feel is my homeland. I wrote this before The Irish in Me, but I didn't think it was any good. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/438305/ I found this by accident the other day. I don't even remember writing it. o__O; I probably jotted it down in a trance and forgot about it. I tend to do that. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/438304/ This was a possible entry into a contest. I found it randomly. It's a few years old. I would have entered it, but they required two poems and I couldn't come up with another one in time. The inspiration was supposed to be Spring. ^^; I don't think this fo http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/407829/ I don't even remember writing this, but at the end of the semester I always clean out my binder. I found this scribbled in a secret language I made up in middle school. I have no idea what it's based on. o__O;; http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/406663/ I am no longer in the closet. However, I've been in the closet for my whole life til more recent years, and now that I am out, I have no idea what to do. The closet is all I've ever known. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/405552/ Another oldish one I found while bored in Introduction to Computers. Another one spurred by some event that upset me. I can't remember now. It hasn't be edited or anything. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/405303/ This is a bit dated. I found it while bored in Introduction to Computers. Caused by an instance of overwhleming hatred for my grandfather who is the most racist person the face of the earth. XP I haven't edited it or anything. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/405301/ This isn't very good, but I was listening to too much Billy Holiday - Strange Fruit especially - and this popped out. Her voice brings me down - in a good way. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/404161/ I don't know. I guess this one was spurred by a conversation with my art teacher. She was shocked at some of the persecution my many differences in a conservative small town have caused me to endure. The crime of being me, I suppose. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/394370/ XD This is the second poem I've written in Introduction to Computers today. This one's a bit of a ramble, not really about me for the most part. Inspired by a German song. "Perfekt" by Die Arzte. Look 'em up. X3 Songs much happier than my poem. The word p http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/386983/ A classmate in English 102 asked me to write a love poem for her to give to her boyfriend and say it was hers. I warned her I don't do happy things http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/386979/ A poem about my father.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/386050/ This was written in math because I hate it and get bored there easily. You oughta see the original page. I cross-hatched virtually the whole thing aside from two math problems and the poem itself. X3 The preview picture isn't me, by the way. Found the pic http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/380939/ I am fairly enraged at the moment. This wasn't thought out, simply typed rapidly to relieve some tension before seeing the source of my anger again. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ryosei_Hime/377348/