http://slow.writerscafe.org/lipslykmorphine The original writings of author ♥ Courtney ♥ en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775984190 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15  I look at you with stars in my eyes But you're already galaxies away.A body of carbon but a soul made of stardustHow could I ever expect you to stay?With harsh words, gnawing and slashingArms outstretched I pushed you from me.Because i knew in the end you were more than I deservedI had no.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lipslykmorphine/1911759/ If we could trade places and I could be Apathetic while you were empathetic Maybe I'd feel less like I'm drowning You'd care more.I'd care less. The bitter bits of me which I could be coldCallous.Clinical. But we both know I'm not built that way.How are you so casual anyway?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lipslykmorphine/1911756/ Rest in peace John Arlen Stussy II. It's strange to think that this is my first piece of writing you'll never get the chance to see. 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"Yeahmy head just hurts." I said 
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