http://slow.writerscafe.org/Poetic_Drug The original writings of author Tendencies en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776033633 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 i dont really write stories but i wrote this a while back to take some stuff off my chest. some of the storyline is true but mark was the actual suicide victim though nick did attempt with a gun. Not giving all the details on what is true and what is made http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/314289/ Its an anxiety problem,i cant make it go away.never diagnosed,but its something i know.you called me suicidal.and i was.then you said i was looking for attention.and i was.help me,don't label me.took me away from the only person,i could talk to,then wont take me anywhere.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/312920/ you pulled me out of a dreami felt like this life was mineand you showed me the truthmy dreams ran drybut you gave me the drink  you took care of meran your hands along the seams of my heartholding them togetherforever i fell for youand never let it gowhile w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/292704/ i felt your tearsfalling to mefor mei wantednothing morethen the world for youand the sky for me i know youll always be therei know you love mebut its hard tobelieve in dreams i wanted nothing morethen the universebut you know memore then i do my ar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/292701/ you pull me close,then let me go.i cant decideif i want you,but i knowi need you.the repetition of your wordsis drowning out everything around mei need a signal from my lordif i should run to your open armsor sulk away forever and a day http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/277986/  im not with you anymoreyet you still control mei dont want to deal with this anymorei left youso i could be myselfso i could do what i wantnow you are forcing me to dowhat you wanti will keep my promise for nowbuti wont know you foreveri wont always be with in your grasp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273119/  slowly fallingfalling in lovewith the one i was happyto fall out of love withwill everyone be upsetif i bring him back into my lifei dont know what to dohe ruined my lifemade it hard to bring myselfback to normal againbut when i think backin more ways than onehe .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273118/  you said goodbyeyou left me aloneyou left me brokenbroken and emptyyou came crawling backtried to fix the emptiness and painbut now its my turnto saygoodbye http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273116/  your feelings of pure joyevaporate my sadnessi can see the pain,across your facebut yet you deny why deny the truthwhen it is so plainly seenthat it truly isnt deniable your words jumble togetherlike a drunk man's liesyour feet stumblingtrying to match my aw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273115/  i waitedso long that so long that i missed so muchwhen he camei let down my gaurdand gave myself awaybut i never felt the passionthe lovethe wonderful feelingsthey said it would bring.they never camehe pushed all i gave awayback into my facenow he expects it back.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273113/  a catastophea disasterthis relationshipbecame a nightmarea sudden stallmy life went upin flame http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273112/  it is calleda relationship of deathit hides in the darkened cornersof an elder's mindit floats through timeeverything that needs to knowknowsits standings are far beyondthe fine line of right and wronguntil the day when it all falls apartwe will never be the same http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273111/  i will let my heart flowalong the sea of timeyour flamboyant laughterwill push it farther awayyou can throw me outand run me offbut nor the seanor the the desertsof this desolate planetwill keep mefrom coming backto you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273108/  fear,such a self absorbed feelingit holds you back from what you wantloveneedpushing you back inside yourself i hate this fearive never felt it beforeive always felt invisiblealwaysi am so scaredi want to cry so muchbut i canti want to be what i use to beinvi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273107/  why prolong my storywhy keep the dialogue goinglet the essay endthe ending is nearlet it somedont read one chapterover and overdont skip a chapteror go back one eitherdont change the endingto your likingjust read my storyas though its a book http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273105/  i have nothing leftmy heart is tornand my feeling broken i have nothing leftmy whole soul has beenpoured out on paper i have nothing left my life storyis now yours to tell i have nothing leftto write http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273104/  pain is my sacraficeit holds me togetherkeeps me from falling apartbrings me back into reality            confused beyond reasonlost in transactionhappy to be...in a life of lonlinessi miss you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273102/ just a random story starter my teacher had us do a while back. very short http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273100/  the fear rising inside of methreatening the life insideit said to run away from the painnever to look back at what was behind me i pushed it away sayingit would be okbuti knew it would neverbe the same when i walked though the doori saw your facethe fear beg.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273099/  how do i get myself out of a holethat i dug myself intomy only companionis my shoveland my bare feeti dig at he wallstrying to climb my way outthe dirt and rocksfall to my facecausing me to fall back downi cant do this on my owni need a helping handto pull me out .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273098/  lost in a train of thoughnever endingnever slowing ive waited long for happinessand now i feel itwithout you i cant tell if i should stay the way i amor risk it with you what do i doi want...you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273095/  will i ever feel the way i did for youfor someone elseyou were all i hadyou were my lifei changed for youturned my life upside downbut yetyou still criticized mefor what i was....a screw upi wish i could run awayfrom the painnever to see.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273094/  i dont feel anymorei dont know whycan i be released from this dazereleased from my painwill they ever understand? mindless mumblesfill my lined paperrandom scribbles cover the margins my life is falling apartfalling everywhereat my friends feetive tried to p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273092/  the tears of joyglowing on your faceevaporate the tearsof sorrowupon mine though the sorrowfultears have gonethe sadness in my heartstays i cannot seeyour tears of joyanymorealong with the knowing of accomplishmentthat was on your.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273091/ definitely a change in perspective over time http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273088/  the passion is gonemy thoughts erased...my hand now holds steadywhile my body relaxesi still feel the same painhear the same voicesyet i can not find words to write on white paper http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273084/  ive drowned myself outin my musici can only feel the rattlingof my speakersand the melancholy beats music is my souli hope to make my ownone day my music is what helpsme get awayaway from this crazy world music is my soul http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/273083/  being alonenot what i plannedi never wanted to be this waymaybe someday it will changemaybe noti can always hope thoughits just about the only thing i have lefteverything else turned against menow when an emotion f***s you overlike happinessor joyyou know your screwed&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272746/ i feel chainedi feel as if im being held backby the monsters inside of melike a fairy talewith outthe happy ending     a rainbow of problemsa colorful paina rainy daya black holemy heart is my ownhold it closeand never let go  .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272742/  a dancing orchestra of numbersa galliant dash of integersall running towards meas i try to escapei am pushed forwardbeing forced to followbut i cant keep upi fall behindthey laugh and ridicule mefor being slower than the restmy last attempt at winningput me farther back.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272741/  oh such a cliche of wordsi love youused more then neededmostdont even mean itbut how am i to show my affectionwithout this wonderful cliche http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272739/ you left me when i was youngonly to haunt my thoughts and dreamsi missed youwished you would come backthen i found youmany many years latereightto be exactnowi believeim falling in love with youi dread the day i see youif only to findim not what you expected.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272738/  i feel i only have one more chirstmas to make it all worthwhilei will try my bestbutwill i try in vainoh help me lordwhat am i to doi want happinessloveand familybut yesi knowi cant have them alloh lordwhat do i need to do this christmasto make my lifeat le.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272737/  you love her dont youyou were never going to tell mewere youi know your love was realbut was she a liei see it nownow that im out of the pictureyou were glued to her sidedid you really think i wouldnt get the cluein all honestytell me all your liesat least give me thaty.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272736/ i feel brokenusedno one seems to see what is really going onthe ones i really want to seedont even lookdo i need to wave it in front of their facesfor them to seeor is it truly not even worthmy time http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272733/  i dont feel it anymorehow much pain do i have to endurefor me to feel the bloodrunning down my arm http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272731/  the pain feels so goodthe blood so cleani will show you what you do to meby putting the pain i have on the insideback on the outsidefor all to seei bleed and bleed http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272729/  im sick and tired of this worldyou make on mistake and it messes you up for the rest of your lifei asked for happiness,i got you,i asked for love,i got himthenhe takes it all awayi see no point in living this lifewhen im invisible in her eyesshe asked if i was oki was nev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272728/  always on my mindalway in my heartstill holding onto that last unforgivable threadyou will always bethe one you opened doors for mestaring into a dark abissfloating slowly downwardi can never move onbut ill fake it for you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272725/  no more tearsno more fightsno more hardshipno more strife i opened my hearti opened up my soul no more hurtno more loveno more painno more you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272723/  stop the blood lettingjust end it allyouve broken my heartfor the last timeill move onbut itll be hardi might not make itbut ill pushthrough and through you were my everythingyou were my allive run out of tearsout of wordstheres a tear in the middleof my slow.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272722/  my heart pulls toward your sorry wordsbut my mind wants to watch you wanderyou speak the words that cause me painbut i open my ears to listen tears flow ever gentlyas my voice begins to cracki cant find the words to saydont even hear my hearts desire i wont to fol.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272720/  you love me then you dontyou hold methen you wont i am a fallback girlwhen you have no one elseyou come to mewhen you have a girl by your sidei take on invisibility i am no moreif it takes crying in bedi will do so i want to rid the nameof yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272718/  a lost soula broken road"follow the straight and narrow"where does it liewhy cant i flyto find ittake me thereto find my waresand the family that loves mei need some helpi need a handto point me there and backi want to runi want some funto fix my life of s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272717/  im tearing apartyour breaking my hearti lied for myselftried to hide my hearton the highest shelfi want you morethan i can standi want you morethan i really canwhere do i hidewhere do i runthis crazy feelinguse to be funi want to love youi want to hold youi want y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272716/  i woke up this morningfeeling greatwhen i looked in the mirror tears ran down my facecan i not be greatcan i not be noticedmy own family doesnt even compliment memy friends keep stabbing me in the backi am so sick and tired of cryingall i wantis for everything to go ba.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272714/  i changed everything about mei changed my hairmy clothesmy makeupbut they still dont notice meim trying to be myselftrying to be uniquestill nothingthen i tried to be like everyone elseand i still fell to the shadowsam i invisiblewhy does not one like meall my friends a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272713/ the rush of the blowthe high of it alldont lose it nowor it wont come backthe running fallbackthe racing moshpitmy life is crazyand for youi am http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Poetic_Drug/272712/