http://slow.writerscafe.org/GitanaLotus The original writings of author Yemaya Theresa en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776158950 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 So far from your reality, From the lives you all live. Non existent from thought.A ripple of air whirling by. A mere curiosity.A void in the atmosphere. An enigmatic Illusion.Holding no time, No space.Simply oblivion.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/1240264/ A wombmyn in mid life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/1240260/ Because I am Brown. Because I am a Wombmyn.Because I am not Formally Educated.Because I am Fat. Because I am Disabled, Because I am Poor. What I say has No merit, No worth. I talk too much.I am too opinionated.I am too Manic.I am too Emotional.I am Being a B***h.I don't know.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/1215676/ A blog I wrote about my frustration about a Chronic Illness http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/419061/ This WorldWhat is life without Chaos?It is nothing.I see no order in life.Infinite tries for systematization but life is irrational.Life is an absurd Parody of a Abstract piece of Art.You never know what will happen next.No rhyme or reason to it.But yet the irony is it often feel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/303478/ Pass Lightly but never forget the trail you have left behind.Nor the faces you have met who've been so kind.Groovin forward into the light.Keeping trippin every day & on into the night http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/303476/ The winds blow the top soil of the brown earth.Its being prepared for the rebirth of the sage brush.Yellow & purple wild flowers waking from there winters sleep.The hill side a collage of color reds, browns, dotted with Juniper & Pine.The sky so blue you'd swear you were staring in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/244064/ Leaving behind the fossils of a childhood that never was.Tearing away at the soul of the unprotected.... unloved child.The husk of their unforfilled and empty minds.Too encumbered to see what is right in front of them.They are only empty bottles never to be filled.Walking away into the m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/241931/  What is it that makes us think that we are not worthy.Worthy of the Love that we all desire, yet cannot accept.How can we not feel the spinning of the Earth beneath our feet.Can't you hear her heart beating in rhythm to your own?Do you not know where you come from?Where you will .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/236201/ Blood pumping.... heart racing....Is this death or just Insomnia I'm facing?Why is it that life feels so strange by the Light of the Moon?As strange as it seems will we soon see the light.....through these hours of gloom?My mind running here or there trying to collect my thoughts.Way t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/231084/ Life can't be seen on a Moonless night.No light to glisten off the tears that you shed in the dark.Just dusty memories stored in the Archives of the mind.Just the stillness of the night to keep you company.Just the nothingness or so it seems.There are always things in the dark you cannot.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/229148/  Muse are you not there......?Have you left me all alone with no words to create the picture of my souls desire?Unable to express my inner thoughts.....No way to release the Demons within......No whisper of words to my minds ear.....No words flowing so effortlessly to the keyboa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/229019/ We rush around living all our happy little lies.You try not to brush against me as we pass by.I say "Hello" but you won't even look into my eyes.The color of my skin, the way I wear my hair,the roundness of my body, the piercings here & there.Seem to be blinding you.The she.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/223846/ Looking into your eyes is like looking into your soul.I know what you are thinking.Your kisses hold plans of the naughtiest kind.Sneaking time away from prying little eyes.Time we need to add spice & passion to our lives.You know all the right places on my willing body,yet you are .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/218382/ I've been dreaming so long.Is it time to wake up ?I see the Tower Card in every reading.The chaos of change.The kind that is coming whether you want it to or not.No place to hide.The rumbles of my mind trying to wrap itself around it all.I am changing as we speak.My world is turnin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/218365/ As I see my little girl playing in her Turquoise room with Pink & Lavender everywhere.She is so small, on the edge of 5yrs, so sweet & pure.She wants to give hugs & give kisses to anyone who shows her kindnessShe twirls around in her Princess dress unaware of the Dangers of the wor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/212451/  I am a Mestizawoman !A Wombmyn of many cultures.Indio, Aztec, Mexican, Hispanic, European.I walk a fine line between worlds.Grasping on to the Indigenous of my AncestorsTrying to fit into the modern Anglofied world of the US.This lines blur me into the Borderlands of the idealism.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/203670/ Emotion, Passion living in fascination.Of what this world has to offer.Adventurous souls on path to nowhere.Into the woods we go searching for something.What is it we see, in the beauty of ordinary things.Looking to the Moon for answers, & finding only light.Not seeing it all for w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/191421/ I would love to change my life forever.To make myself feel better.To humm a different tune.To turn the tide like the moon.I would love to, but is it real?All these feelings that I feel.Or are they figments of my imagination.Am I living in a world of hallucination?How can I know wha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/191180/ Intense, intense the word is bouncing around in my brain.Making itself the reflection of my pain.I just want to scream, & make it stop.It invades every fiber of my being, overflowing until I pop.Its taken away a life that I can't spare.Making you want to just rip out your hair.This.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/188386/ Mother of the Ocean, I am your humble child.Teach me, guide me, show me the way.I yearn to walk upon your shores once more.To lay in your gentle waves and have you cradle me.To purify my soul with your salty tears.The Beauty of your effervescent waters calms me.I hear the whispers of y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/187575/ You are so far away from yourself, I don't recognize you.Lost in the darkness of a soulless pursuit.I'm holding a candle for you, don't you see it ?But its madness consumes you.I miss the man I use to know.I feel Love slipping through my hands like fine sand.I try desperately to hold o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/187368/ Eleven years & a few months have passed since first our eyes met.As we started our journey, our dance of a thousand veils.Nothing could stand in the way of Love so sweet.Bursting with such emotion, so in loveNever trusting my heart to anyone as much as I have you.Your Love leaving a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/185153/ You the not so innocent.You may think you are, but you are not.You are as guilty as your precious Golden Boy.The favorite child who could do no wrong.Oh believe me when I say, he is a demon in disguise.There was no protection for this little girl.Day by day fighting for her innocence... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GitanaLotus/183556/