http://slow.writerscafe.org/coughingupcolors The original writings of author brianna vega en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776065921 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 How do I get out this boxFingers curling veins hurtingEyes glaring white light blue light light eyes your eyes anything but mineConsume consume consumeWith each moment I feel myself eating awayWith each moment I realize I’m not okWith each moment I can’t seem to keep the hung.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2964718/ Sometimes I think I’ve moved onI wont hear your voice echoing off my thoughtsAnother day another moment The silence becomes longerUntil I see my self In beauty in a momentI wonder what you would think of meIn this .In a second I’m backListening for your .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2962227/ You used to say I wouldn’t let you inBut I watched you pace Before my doorComing back for moreYou never were farYou used to talk about yourself Now that I’m older I see I left my selfA new life’s taken hold and it’s not getting oldI promise you it’s all .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2946963/ Something always felt off. Like he never truly understood who I was or what I was trying to say. It was almost like he was content with not feeling alive. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2946945/ I used to be afraid of being aloneI tied my self to every person I called homeAnd with a quick dream they were all pulled awayAnother set another stageAnd as the night becomes brighter the more I understand timeAnd the creaks in the nightNo longer call for your side http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2946558/ You don’t miss meOr my ghostThe girl who haunts your mind is a shadowI needed someone strongInstead you brought me to the dark Introduced me to a chaosA chilling feeling of being cold and lostI remember staring into the graveyard from your backyard Abandoned stones Mourning s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2946094/ I don’t want to write about youI don’t want to ache for youIf I never break from youI can never break by youI wait for the moment you will leaveThe last kiss of a fever dream http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2944792/ I guess I fell in love with you because I saw something in u that I recognized in myselfA want a desireA need to feel alive to see beauty in raw formI really should have just fallen in love with myself I guess in a way I wasI wanted you to see in meSomething only a person like me can see http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2940934/ Getting off the bus was hard. Early morning half asleep in a town she’s only dreamed of. No one expecting her. That was a loneliness she never felt before. No one to look for as shetook her steps down http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2934323/ I love you but do you love yourself I stand hereExposed Am I it am I enoughAre we another ritual you’ve no faith inI know you’ll beg me to stayBut in your mind do you wish me away http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2934322/ Truth is you never gave me the chanceIt was always about youI wonder what you saw under the streetlights at nightWe're you blinded by my smoke?Choking on your own words I wonder if you remember anything If you even heard The sound of my breath cold hanging in the airThe sound of my foo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2923479/ I've been fighting for my lifeCreativity couldn't streamMy mouth was locked no pen could bleedThe ink filled my heartFlowing up and choking so I couldn't singBlack covered my eyesMelancholy almost took my lifeEverything so grayUntil I heard the whisperIt's god You might not hav.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2909576/ I've never felt so calmThe dread of what came next always plagued my mindEach time worse than the nextI acted strong but I shut off in fearI was closedClosed to my thoughts frozenI forgot to growYou came inAnd slowly watered Gently tenderedSat back and watched me growI stil.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2909572/ The curse of mankind is not knowing whether one belongs in the pack or aloneWe crave the companionshipWe hustle through herds Twice a day different pathsLike wolves we howl snarl some time http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2152675/ I'm flying in a demension II never thought I'd reachI'm sick and I'm pivoting at every single breachI run to the endBut it seems I never reachI hear all these people they sing but never preachI see it all before me A horizon at the beach http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2145573/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2069262/ F**k.That's the only word I wanna yellRamble scream destroy some thingsI'll intensions leave me weakI just wanna hold you baby while you sleepSink in to meBleed through meTell me that you will not leaveTell me that I can believe Cause honey I knowWe've both seen some thingsFell.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2069177/ Sometimes I wonder Is it consistency I missOr is it your kissIs it the way we layExploring our minds in drug induced blissI dont miss the sicknessThe way you couldnt stopThe way you made me feel like a messI remind myself oftenIts not you who would softenI took myself down Each.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2063821/ The blinding angerPiercing painThe only thing that smile I thought would keep me saneA single nightA jarring wordAnger spoken to never be unheardI ran I ran I called I shoutAnd in this madness the devil got outInto wonderland we slipped and fellSome how landing in a different hel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2039706/ Tearing upI sink into my bedI've lost every battle of the heartAlone as I should beAnother failed dreamSink sink sinkingI wish to love fullyYet cannot give my self awayAnother dreamAnother hopless dayYou say you loved me the minute you saw meYou zsay you looked into my eyes and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2038929/ What is it to believe in foreverIn my wildest dreams I believed in promises like theseAnd where I stand it seems so greenYet I feel this grass and it's itching my feetAlong in the wind I hear her singSirens calling Another lovely dream http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2031052/ And in your eyes I fellSwimming in the muddy brownI felt your wonder surrounding meQuestioningUnderstandingGrasping hungrilyWe have never been in love like this though I knew it could existI believed my self unworthyAnd here you are serving my heart at it's brightest to the stars.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2025039/ I wish there was an easy way to say itWith no griefI want to be in loveI want to hold on to what's aboveI heard heaven can be found in eyesThat whispers can be transfered through a kissThat when the energy exist it creates a blissThat sends shivers through the spineThat sends waves t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/2007999/ Three blackberry's sit on a plate.Bleeding sadlyDeep pools of purple soak into the styrofoamAnd me a pool of wine resting in my hand...The other bleedingsmears of red ink soaking into my skin. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1999202/ I used to find home in your smellThe touch of your hair Your hands grasped in mineAlways pulling me in Pushing awaySo many days you with held your self from meLeft me sinking softly in the deepUntil I swam awayAnd here I am in this choppy oceanWatching you rock on top the current.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1998785/ I was always a fast onefirst to bitefirst to fleei kept all the madness in my mindonly let it howl at nightsurrounded by streetpunks and candle lightbeer and the smell of smoke  i sang out my soulnow in bars with others wordsis where i find hope  oh karaoke queens all sing out to meas.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1996655/ gray overtakes the skiesas i watch water spray from tirescreating tiny rainbows in the passing lightI wonder where these people gowhat homes they return tohow many lovers sit side by sidefighting crying kissinghow many lonely soulsdriving through the nightsinging alone to songs that touch thier soul.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1996355/ Ive missed your kissthe way it sends shivers through my lipsa chill that exist somewhere between my chesti missed the way you smelledand the crazy antics that gave me blisshowever now when we embrace i start to feel sicki miss youso deeply ive become frightened of youthat heart break that left me at.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1996353/ the daemons been let outand now im ragingfeeling the cries from all who love meim battling my way out of helleach level i climb highereach floor stranger than beforebut im rising upclimbing outshakin the ashes from my face and rising from the dirti've been through the depths lived in the coldes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1973108/ there's a quiet nowtaking over my mind and life the monster has somehow changedthe stars have drawn the lines and as i move into the higher  vibrations i let lose all on my mindall i need is the quiet nowthe fire has driven everything outup in smoke here's the settling of the ashes of all .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1973101/ Nothing could calm this cravingThis hungerAs I lift my chin again to hush these lipsI hear the sirens singing at the depths so much to do so much to loseThis slumber over takes me in the sunAs I turn into a zombie robotically living with just the simple task to surviveI hold my thoughts .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1966776/ Lately I've been feeling the world's against meEach turn each move just seems to deplete meAs I struggle struggle to stay afloat I feel the wind blow against meShaking and shivering in the rainThese cold sweats awake me Bringing me near to death I feel my mind slip awayFever sweats I sle.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1953824/ As I dive deeper into my selfI feel the pull of the wavesI didn't want to exist with you this wayI miss the crashing against sandBut you leave me with silence and day breakI am the moonDark and smallWatching the animals of the night as they blow thier smoke And deliver the dance of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1952596/ I miss you in my stomachThat aching feeling that slowly rises to my throat through my heartThese thoughts rain down pounding against my eyes as I miss your embraceYour caressesEven the never ending picking and prodding you produce upon my nervesI miss you in my mindI miss you in my words.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1952401/ My mind holds me backAs an invasion off confidenceI bite my tongue until it bleedsI put my mouth again the gunThen torture my self with nights on the run a run from all abilities http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1951963/ I know I should be strong but I'm scared as s**tAnd through all that's gone onI'm just so exhausted Nothing is satisfying and I'm struggling just to stay afloatShould I hide all the little notesThe binds I. My mind seem to be breaking me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1913825/ If to love you is to hurt then tell me how much is this worthI'm laying on the floor hoping you'll want to make this workBut those words all workedIn anger they irkedAll ghost that wander the walls and my mirthThese things they grieve meAnd my mind is decievingI lay in bed believeThe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1913501/ theres too much dark then i wish to seeand as i lift my eyes to the nighti know i need to believefor once you were a candlea shining lighthelping illuminate when i was flickeringand now youve exstinguishedand all i can do is rememberand hope to relightthe wax youve left me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1861205/ I watch you sleep and i wonder how such a being can existI taste love in every kissYet so much more existIn glances and laugh sThat hold usBinding neverending blissNo wavering minutesIn your eyes i swimIn arms i take chargeHolding on listening to every breathAnd with my charm i hope to alarmEvery ne.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1855128/ i hardlly know youthis is truebut your presence males me reminencei love youfor no other reason than the fact you exist http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1853384/ i remember the day i turned to goldinside my mind i chose to changewith wind and rain singing my nameto stand still would be death so i chose to dance insteadspinning in the tune of naturei felt the rivers of my blood heat upthoughts blossomingrolling waves reacting to the stormi chose to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1849251/ sometimes the best things to do is let gobe strong like wateryet able to move with the flowwater always finds its wayit soaks between places we had no idea were openit carves through rocks it fuels our bodiesit nurtures the earthand liferemember that you are waterwater and stardust the finest f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1825041/ theres something sweeterabout the sweet surpass of young lovesomething calmer in the eyes of onewhich you know you can losesomething stranger in the passing of daysof years ofcentenials of simple momentslike the times ive watched you wakelaughblinkeach timestaring closely to the kisses of lashes on .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1817917/ i wanna say that it doesnt matterthat you don't haunt my mind at nightbut soft spells have fallen across my heartand i hear you in my dreamsas sweet sleep whispers into my eari become chilledshivering with the memory of when your lips rested therei can pretend i never loved  youi can pretend yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1817496/ times like this are hard butwere gonna break through thiscause now is all there isand when you get trapped in your headill reel you back incause time wont stop and dreams can dropmoments are never lastingbut theres magic in the airand change blows through my hairand were gonna break through thiscaus.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1817492/ There's something about the simple moments in the nightWhen I'm running from my mind and all I crave is a drink and to dineI ignore the craving of the penI ignore the craving of menThe human experienceThe passing of secondsThe half breaths and gulpsAnd rememberence of what's been left .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1755616/ Sometimes i wonderif all this time i was running from myselfreflections can be hardand the light bouncing back was delayedbut as it arrived it illumintedand exposed life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1743922/ as this hole begins to fill my heartyour body lifeless in my armsi died with you todayand in a moment my soul was goneand in a moment i became aloneand this heavy heart cant take no moreand this lips quiver at your namethe unconditional love you gave filled me in ways unimaginableand the fact that y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1736241/ this hunger is unstoppableand my eyes are wild while my lips stay silentthere's a burning in my heart that wont quietand i feel as if i might com-busti want to be your perfectionthe girl you think i ambut i'm noti'm a lost soula shadow of the nighta midnight philosopher a lone ranger in life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1734505/  Do you rember what it was like to love you?Because I don’tIve lain in these sheets for a thousand yearsAnd although you touched me yesterdayAll my heart can remember is todayIt wont be easyBut this stranger has captivated meThis person in the mirrorShe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/coughingupcolors/1732031/