http://slow.writerscafe.org/Scribble_Monster The original writings of author Miss Shea en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775985167 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 p { margin-bottom: 0.08in; }Sometimes I findthings I cannot describeTaste and touch unknowndistractions overwhelmingheart stopping as I get closersenses failing I wonderhow hard can it be? Reach overpull you closer to mesomehow I will discoverwhy the impulse.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/702876/ p { margin-bottom: 0.08in; }my dreamsalmost always fadeawayinto nothing lessthan missingmemorieswisheswhisperedto the sky just painted overwith a newsunrisecountless nightsspent sleeplessin my quest toanswersI'm never meant to findi wonder why i wonderhowit ended this w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/688239/ one of my many dark desires.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/361888/ It's funny when you come to this realization about something...or it is for me because I don't come to happy conclusions....I wait until things are beyond doubtful to assume anything...Which is bad. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/329005/  Dear Whoever May Get This First; Recently, I've found life overwhelming and completely unmanageable. Getting out of the bed is out of the question...so, you know what I've done? I gathered all the essentials [books, paper, pens, pencils, journal, sketch book, etc.] and put them eith.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/317470/  Dear Whoever May Get This First; I wonder... How many other people in this wretched universe are as pitiful as me...suddenly realizing that they must be the biggest fools on earth because they are still awake at 1:37 AM, desperately waiting for their boyfriend to call...and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/317460/  Dear Whoever May get This First; I like waking up early in the mornings, before anyone else, wrapping up in a blanket or my bathrobe, fixing a cup of coffee [with 1 teaspoon of sugar and a bit of milk] and sitting in front of my computer. I take a sip of coffee and go straight to it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/317458/  Dear Whoever May Get This First, Since my last, I’ve only received about a billion other questions; does it ever end?   I wonder, just how much darkness have I managed to let seep into my life? How did it happen? What triggered this era in my life? Did I use m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/317454/ And this is where it all began...insomniac depression and late night ranting.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/317446/ This started as a bullshit way to 'find the light in my life' and it ended up meaning something to me...and answering a lot of questions. I hope those who read it find it as helpful as I do and that they will understand me better as a person. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/317440/  They've taken our rightsour freedom and hopethey've cornered uscaptured our will to struggleto fight for what's rightthey've turned us into droneswith no hope for todayor tomorrowcovered our eyesblinded us from their wrongssilenced our criesleft us alone in our own dark.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/317104/ Farewell...I got distractedFell off courseThere were so many othersThat needed me firstSo, my dreams,I have given upLost sight of the futureThat once shined for melife became a nightmaresacrifice and strifemy dream became hopeless...I felt like I was reaching for the starsa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/317100/  Can I be your memoryFor a moment in timeRemembered only as a dream,Some non-existent musingBe a part of you that makes you wonderIf I was ever real...Or If I was only a dreamTo be forgotten the instant you open your eyesAnd let me fade as reality sets inBecoming only a tatt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/315436/  In chains they hold ustheir strings they pullTransparent prisons binds usrestrict usuntil we can't take it anymorewe fight backrebel and crush themstand up, one by onehelping each other upencouraging our new found crusadeto fightand winto gain the freedom we've never .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/315110/ I awoke from my dreamsWhen reality slipped insideI stepped out of yesterdayOnly to begin it againStanding in the shadowOf my tomorrowForever afraid of what it bringsNot ready to face itAnd given no choiceBut to trudge forwardOr stand stillFaking my way becauseI have no real p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/300978/ Part of it's a vivid dream...part of it's fantasy...And...I guess all of it is impossible... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/281039/ I am a poetAnd words are my lifeBut latelyThe words seem to fail meAlmost work against meThe right words are always wrongThe wrong words…They’re even worseThe few words left remain unspokenNot even to become whispers in my mindSilence has become dominateAnd has tak.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/281037/ The water Its poisonAnd will soon take my lifeDeep down underThe surface close, But, no I will not goWhere there is airBecause hereIs where I’m safeBut you will never understand…Not this…my voluntary surrenderTo the watery depthsAnd water will fill my lu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/260131/ Morning…At last,But, no sun rise will come Bursting forth over the horizonNo light heatTo warm the cheekI have absently turned In the sunrise directionBut rain shall fallCold and hardIn sheetsIt should fallOn my face Soaking my clothes And my soulWeighing me down.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/260130/ It beginsA dream far beyond my reachA fading starBlooming love, but dying hopeHow can I explainAll that once wasWhen now it can’t beLess than whispersMore than screamsRising up from withVocalizing, wordlesslyAnguishCrushing meDimming, fading…Suffering becomes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/250470/ Cut off from what is realEmotionally drainedAnd mentally sedatedReally, I’m awakeBut I can’t tell anymore…It’s like living a half lifeLiving only what’s insideLiving voiceless emotionsAnd lost trains of thoughtPhysically dragging Not caring todayT.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/250468/             She stood on the gate overlooking the edge of the hover pad when he walked into the garden.            “If I jump now, they wouldn’t be able to reverse the force of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/247428/ And so longI held onJust to let goOf something in my mindSomething I kept insideThat never was realNever would have brokenThough the imaginary surfaceOf the walls within my mindAnd taste reality’s air,Inhale a fatal breathAnd slowly wear downWhat I never could have had.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/247427/ I’m facing myselfAlone...Unarmed…Fighting to rightAll of my wrongsI see the truthHow pathetic I amBanging on Death’s doorwayWishing away hellI hear my cryThe whispered screamingBegging release…Relief…My own fearIs choking me nowI’m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/247426/ Behind the glass, who could seeAll that happens when they turn on me?There are no marks, no hidden woundsNo one to notice that I am doomedThey never heard my parents fightNor the sounds on the quiet nightsThey don't know of the games I playWhen the grown-up had their wayThey still ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/247425/ The last fix is running clearStraight into my mindDrowning out my thoughtsleaving me trailing behindBut while I am slowing up I am also speeding downCrashing harder and fasterHeading to a place insideOne that I can only findWith the guidance from each fixThrough intoxicated eyes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/243440/ And this time it seemsThat all else will failWhen nothing holds what it held beforeThis is when I throw it downTurn aroundLeave this placeForget the happinessThe laughter and loveMake it easier and rememberThat heart that brokeThat I lostTo the furyThe passionThe nights I o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/241787/ A tree I began, So small and lonelyNo forest around meNo protection to haveI dug my roots deepI held on to liveThrough all the winds Through all the snow I fought off all the crittersI inched up higherAnd higherAnd higherI reached toward the skyAnd the stars and the moonA.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/233406/ It’s cruel, it’s twistedIt’s sickly addictive.Join the table, roll the diceGet caught up in the gameThis insanity called Life.It’s not so bad, you’ll soon seeThe stakes are highAnd nothing is freeThere are different paths for you to takeBe careful, cho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/233405/ Is it wrong to fall in love? Do you think you can control who you fall in love with? I’m tired of having to ask these questions over and over and explain why it’s a natural part of life. You can’t very well tell some one who they can’t love, it doesn’t work that way. Wh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/233404/ inspired by the last words of a short conversation... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/233403/ A dream I had one night at my dad's... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/232867/ I feel so close…So close to giving inTo giving upTo going down.In my eyes,They say,There is still a darknessA shadow the sun can’t find.I’ve tried so hard,My very best,To be the girl I am.But the girl I am,She’s still confused.She doesn’t know.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/230985/ In this world of hopeless dreamsI happened to find youI’ve liked you from the beginning I felt it was something trueDay after day I wonder‘Does he notice or even care?’And day after day I noticedYou weren’t ever thereI tried to wait and bide the time Thinkin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/230984/ We are the deadbeatsWe are the dreamersWe are the once-upon-a-timersYou hear about all your lifeWe are the reason you never gave upAnd never backed downAnd never opted outFor something that wasn’t thereWe are the different dead-endsWhose dreams vanished in thin air We are t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/230982/ “Yo-ho, yo-ho, it’s a pirate’s life for me,”This is how it is always meant to beLiving free and open, no boundaries to be crossedNever a place to find that they’d be truly lostMaking their way through life, living day by bayAlways making jokes, always trying t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/230979/  Caught in the netherworld of my dreamsThe surreal virtual reality where I hideThe place where butterflies have turned against meAnd the venomous creatures I have befriendedIt’s a place like no other, you can’t imagineThe fear that haunts me in my mindMy sanity and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/230518/ Their eyes are so beautiful But always cast downTo avoid the stares of othersThey stick to the groundIt wasn’t always like thisThey once shown brightThey held the same promising glowAs the stars of the nightThey were the eyes of the innocentTheir youth still intactThey were.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/225465/ Drifting off deep within your touchSurrendering to my never-ending lustExploring all that was once unfamiliarWith near-satisfaction urging me onA fire rages inside body and mindAlighting the soul stirring insideSurging through my every beingAt every slight touch and every tasteAny an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/225463/ Everyday I hear her, she’s all alone and cryingI hear her voice screaming how she’s so sick of tryingShe’s a broken beauty; you can see it in her eyesEngraved deep within the pain, inside with all the liesShe stands so strong behind the stone wallsEven though through life.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/225460/ Who needs a bully when I have me?I am my own worst enemy…Can't you see? The contempt I feelIt's for only myself I close my eyes and I imagineLife without meThe tears that pour Would finally be driedThe knife that cuts Would finally ceaseTo leave the scarsAnd steal my p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/225459/ She’s a princess to her fatherSunshine for her motherAnd they both love herLike they could love no otherShe’s always so happyAnd smiles so brightBut no on understandsWhat happens at nightThey know nothing of the secretsOf the failure that she isThey don’t seem t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/225457/ So you think you know?You think you understand?What this world has come toYou can never comprehendStealing lives of the innocentA child now knows wrongSouls are lost and dyingThe love is forever goneLies are spun in tangled websPeople are trapped insideNo escape is providedTo l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Scribble_Monster/225454/