http://slow.writerscafe.org/speaklife2 The original writings of author Sarah en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776046019 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I feel like im standing the edge of the universe watching it burn.Watching the earth slowly stop turning.I eyes sting from crying for strangers.My heart shatters.My blood is cold.Staring at the end of the worldI feel peace.Knowing she will be protected.She innocent in all o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/speaklife2/3131345/ Im sad again.The feeling that I am As a person is a failure.I should have much more going for myself.But I never had anyone really seeing me.Always had advice...But no real world exampleNo real danger for this path.Now I can see all those roads led me here. Im thankful But I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/speaklife2/3121882/ Im too sad to sleep Im too sad to stay awake.Im too sad to feel a smile Im too sad to fake a laughI didnt think id feel this way. We knew it was time... 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I just wanted to move on from the trama i had recieve months before. I was hurting in a new way now, i wanted to speak my mind, more than anything. but logic kept it sealed tight. I had im.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/speaklife2/842952/ i suppose i started the argument.i signed the death warrant.not a physical deathbut a emotionaldestroying to wholepeople into one with a crash landing.neither knew what happen.guessing what was up instead of looking down.you throw your hands up,fed up.i laugh at the sillines.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/speaklife2/840430/ walking like you hold in handsand everyone must follow or perish.the air about you is confusinglet alonefrustraiting.i watch your movementsevery muscle workingtogether in perfect harmony.my breath is taken awaybut the crystle blueeyes you hide behinddirty blond hair.y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/speaklife2/718539/ a dash of wonder...pushed me to you.i found myselfin your armshappy,cared for,wanted.when you whispered"you are so beautiful"i crumbled into my fearhappinesssadnessbut you were therewhiping the tears awayonebyone.dont let gohold me tighteri dont want to leav.. 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