http://slow.writerscafe.org/Alma The original writings of author Alma en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776098018 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 difference http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/639800/ a poem reflecting the book 'white oleander' mingled with my reflections and memories of my trips to Los Angeles and my sense of belonging there http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/491082/ a poem about myselgf basically and how i have been feeling lately http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/381509/ I see the world,through troubled eyes,uneasy to hold,what my life defies. Nightmares when I sleep,crawling up the mind,the silence to weep,in the void so kind. Lamb of God,fighting us all,in unision we nod,at the unbreakable wall. Friends we meet,all be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/246866/ Give me more,of the life I lack,of the will you took,now I want it back. One day you sold,mys oul to your mind,turned me into the robot,of the most special kind. I am not asking for something,but I just want to warn,your intention 's so evil,from the monster you'v.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/236749/ All these years,like a curse on my back,each day is so painful,there's so much I lack. Someday in the past,my life left me behind,I had to bury the time,I was unable to find. Hell on earth made by myself,I am lacking life and light,death is close- I smell the end,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/236741/ this is another poem about the book that I am currently working on and that is actually my first book ever http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/235606/ this is a poem for a special person about growing up, about realizing how quickly time goes by and youth fades away. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/235604/ this is a poem about a person I have never met but who has served as a muse in many ways http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/234557/ this is a poem about the book that I am currently working on http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/234556/ I rest upon fear,sleep is unknown to me,All the riot I hear,the misery I see. On my way to no place,I cry every day,My time's lacking space,getting off its way. So hard to understnad,even harder to take,this world I can't mend,the heart that will break. S.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/230881/ the second arrives,for the final breath,the senses grow numb,life turns into death. the body remains,in this worldly place,while the soul says farewell,without any trace.  an empty creature,in the clean white bed,devoid of spirit,that into eternity fled.&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/226775/ I am not good,yet I am not bad,the indifferent mood,plays with my head. I want more,this life to be,an open door,to my personal glee. Decay in sight,through the time that dies,overwhelming might,that my life defies. all this means nothing,I am futile an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/226769/ I pick up my heart from the muddy ground,retrieve the lost soul through injecting the poison,piercing the needles of yesterday's most painful thoughts into the depth of my veins.There's no way to reach into the heavens, unless I smoke the herb,nothing can reach in the sky unless I am out of .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/226723/ the clock - it strikes,I hear the sound,reminds me of the peace,I never found. Hours, years,they passed me by,strongly believing,I would never die. Digits go fast,the seconds flee,I watch them go,taking my glee. Locked in a world,of empty mind,made an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/226718/ I am so scared of humans,of their dangerous mind,breeding evil and gore,leaving corpses behind. I am so scared of them all,their destructive hand,fighting for everything,turning life to sand. I am so scared of all people,of their phony face,with the most cruel inten.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/224942/ your face like a wall,that's hiding the truth,I read you like a book,you are so easy to bruise. I was raised by you,I learned to pretend,you taught me to resist,try my best to mend. I am so much your own,you can not lie to me,whatever you hide,I am able to see.&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/224184/ look back in  anger,at the people you met,the world f***s you up,and what do you get? I try so hard to back,the very way I am,to fight their looks,so eager to condemn. Nothing but trouble,this struggle to grave,no air to breathe,no place to be safe. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/224179/ Sunlight tickles my eyelids and I try to push myself back into sleep, I try to go back to the state of void, but it's too late, I am wide awake and open my eyes that are immediately blinded by the impenetrable brightness. I cough up roughly from my lungs, a dry, painful cough that scratches my throa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/222661/ Can you explain,this strange life to me,I don't know how to breathe,don't know how to be. They never let me,walk my beautiful path,they threw me back,with all their wrath. I was born without a choice,unable to break the wall,torn apart by screaming vo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/222646/ I woke up today,fear was on my mind,something bad to happen,evil I would find. Stuck on your existence,I could not turn away,I had to read your thoughts,to tear apart my day. I thought that you were special,I thought you understood,now I see my failure,I see what .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/222639/ A clockwork disguised,in a human mind,life's ticking away,as the digits wind. this world's a train,leading to grave,we try in vain,we'll never be safe. death will come,destroy us all,God will watch,as we finally fall. we've never been more,but wilting s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/221251/ your perfect face,your deep, dark eyes,I fell for you,believed your lies. once again,love tore me apart,leaving me blind,cutting my heart. I had promised myself,never again!it would not deceive me,would not drive me insane. too perfect to last,I was una.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/221242/ the lonliest days,lie buried in the past,I dream back the time,knowing it won't last. I remember the nights,far away from sleep,the glaring lights,my waking to keep. I loved the silence,my pondering mind,I forgot the violence,of lagging behind. I yearned .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/221237/ we're a clockwork- life's a w***e,don't you know that we all will soar,one day we'll meet at the door,nothing but sins will matter anymore. we are all one for we all die,in the end everyone will cry,our mistakes the only thing to stay,for redemption we will pray. f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/221230/ life's a pain,you try to feign,nothing's alright,you're too weak to fight, left alone,you lost your way,so what's the reasonnow to stay? they never knew you,noone was there,on your own,it's too hard to bear, thrown into this world,nothing but a lie,to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/221225/ I can't wait for the day to be over,darkness to smother sunlight with its obtrusive veil.I listen to the time ticking away- counting minutes and seconds to midnight,awaiting mother earth to unite with the peace of the innocent moon. the horizon drowns in orange light,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/220552/ mirrors in my room,making allusion to space,a perfect deceit,the fading of grace. the smile on my face,hiding the pain,the robot inside,that will never be sane. sunshine through the window,giving way to light,keeping darkness secret,the black veil of night.&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/220546/ like a wilting flower,I am caught by your gaze,blind to my life,there's only haze. as young as the dawn,under a perfect sky,I starve on you,on my hopeless try. go out and see,the world is all yours,awaiting with glee,the angelic cores. I bitterly cry,in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/220542/ a killer's gun,in his calm hand,supposed to end lives,to make knees bend. a murderer's will,on his creative mind,the bodies that fall,leaving blood behind. the arms of a clock,the moment they fall,final revelation,the bell to toll. gravitation, its way,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/220540/ stream of consciousness http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/219823/ the day I was born,it was time to let go,broken and torn,whatever I saw. I never came across,whatever's a friend,anxious of loss,the complexity to mend. it took a second to sever,the rope to this world,I was wide awake,when the light unfurled. from the st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/219806/ today I wrote you one more message,that will break your heart one day.today I told you nothing special,I treated you the usual way. today I felt like needing someone,who would tell me something nice,and again it worked out, baby,my white heart- my great disguise. I boug.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/219802/ the seed of death,is innate in life,I grow by the breath,that was shaped with a knife. My body is decay,my limbs turn to dust,I am walking the path,to hell with all lust. the time that goes fast,is ticking towards grave,in this world I won't last,I will never be s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/219800/ Spell out everything I do not understand,take me to all the places whose names I can't pronounce,Say the prayer that I will never take into my heart because I do not understand it.Show me all the faces that scare me,Play the songs that make me cry.Take me down the road where the beggars we.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/219797/ this day in the past,when I opened my eyes,saying 'hello',to what would not last. ability of brain,to make its own choice,sanity of soul,obeying the voice. vision and thought,leading me to my core,safe and secure,on my way to war. can't find my way,affe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/219206/ it's stream of consciousness writing that was created last summer in the place where I was working and living for a couple of months. There is lots of refection and feelings in here, no red thread, no particular topic that can be defined. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/219141/ it's a poem about LA and about how simple it is to change and be someone else every day in an unknown place; it has its good and bad side. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/219132/ I want to dedicate this story to my grandparents, who have made me a better person even in my youngest years. All the good things I do in this life, I do because they have taught me. R.I.P. I love you. I love you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/219068/ baby, my baby,there's just nothing to say,you are losing your soul,as I lead you astray. baby you moan,while I let you die,then breathe upon you,it's making you high. baby I f**k,so one of a kind,it's driving you wild,erasing you mind. baby you yearn,fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/219053/ I wake up for one more year,realize another end,with the time I learnt the fear,of the sins I can not mend. Buried in the soil of space,I blindly follow and lose my way,against life,the hopeless race,contra- process of decay. It's okay, I tell my mind,it will b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/219050/ this is a stream-of-consciousness piece of writing that includes reflections of my trip to Los Angeles last year, but also feelings of that day, attitudes and desires. It seems confusing because there is no red thread but it consists of many pieces of me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/218384/ Night blinds the world,with its dark veil,the misery hidden,like a fairy tale. the pain and cries,drowned out by peace,silence and freedom,that the corpses release. innocent faces,pacing to sleep,beautiful state,the joy so deep. the savior in black,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/218379/ the night like a curse,stealing my sleep,dazzled by reality,in silence I weep. glaring lights,voices that scream,depriving me of peace,my innocent dream. unable to rest,it's driving me mad,this evil something,sharing my bed. i love the veil,it's protect.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/218378/ simple complexityof the human mind,swimming through void,as our bodies wind. striving to bemore than we are,in a hopless race,we go too far. thinking this world,is able to bear,strong enough to stand,whatever we dare. now we are watchingas it's falling .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/217519/ a life- a breath,a cry- a death,we hush- we scream,we wake- we dream. more than nothing,less than all,what's behind this?what's the goal? hours of misery,seconds of glee,one reason to stay,thousands to flee. A second- a day,pushes life awaytime's runn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/217509/ Here I am, in my hell to be,wishing to be anyone but meemptiness growing a hole in my head,fighting life's will,leaving me dead. the night like a veil,hiding my shame,the whole world is movingbut I stay the same.in the dirt I find my way,the darkness of night,brings ligh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alma/217507/