http://slow.writerscafe.org/Nykkii The original writings of author Nykkiicia Cion en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776123336 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15  committing it to memory.that moment i tell ui wont be anymorenonot anymoresoft whispers and gentle breezeswill cover the noises i makehands over mouths openspeechlessdisturbedsicki wont be anymorenonot anymoreits inside me and it wont leaveit forces water fr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/371900/ Do you remember that first month? You know the one. When you can't get enough of him and you call him for no other reason than to hear him speak. And you get butterflies that swoon and make you excited and breathless at the same time whenever he's close. whenever his breath touches your ear. And whe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/367820/ I’ve been floatingEver since the windSnatched me from your fingersIt was really more of a gentle tug –So easy for you to let goAnd I call for youBending, twisting, foldingBeing flung about soMercilesslyDid you notice me drifting?Just a glance would have shownHow wid.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/263420/ I like that about you…Biting lips as soft as rose petalsThe whisper of midnight lashesOn high sculptured mahogany cheekbonesA slight lift of corners worriedBy tiny luminescenceI like that about you…Hard little points on the softest moundsStraining against confinement.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/226951/ My mind is clearAnd yet the words stumbleOver my tongueExplanations trip and fallOver my teethMy whole mouth becomesA crime sceneEven though my mind is clearMy mind is clearAnd yet I fight for my lifeI don’t see, though I lookAnd I am embracedThen strangledMy entire b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/226554/ After the talksAfter the fightsAfter the cryingAnd all throughout the laughterYou lied SweetlyUnassuminglyBlatantly.And I listened too trustingly whileYou lied I've become unshackled from denialFor denial is no longer entangled with trustTrust had a tryst with t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/224510/      Jane wanted to protect me, I know. I was her little boy - her little angel, she called me sometimes - and she wanted to sheild me from things that might upset me or hurt me. Jane was the best mother in the world. But even the best mothers can't protect their children from .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/223343/      The first one disappeared the Christmas I turned thirteen. I remember, because instead of home-made hot chocolate and a kiss on the forehead, I got a brusque, "Lock the door, Rhys", as Jane, her back stiff with what I later learned was fear, shoved her arm into h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/222657/ At first glance, Hamelin seems like a small, quiet church town. No one would suspect what lies beneath... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/222648/ Like the rest of the world, I was truly, deeply saddened by the Virginia Tech Massacre and I found myself wondering why these things happen and why they seem to be occurring in such seemingly rapid succession?I stayed put in my little island of Jamaica and watched the reports of the shootings an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/221855/ it almost appears as if we're being forced to do something...anything...to feel like there's sumthin goin on in our lives. people are marrying so rapidly around me...people i went to school with...and having babies left and right and i almost feel like they're trying to catch up...its like if u don'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/221854/ Ive found out how naive it is of me to assume that people will accept that im a good person and therefore, let me into their lives. I was put in my place quite abrubtly the other day wen i was told:"do you really expect to run around the hallwaysopening cupboards? what makes you think you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/221852/ whenever the struggles of my people come to mind, it never ceases to bring heart rending sorrow. the overwhelming emotion that wells up deep inside me when i think about what we have been through...what our history is carved from...what our future is doomed to be. i cry everytime i think about our e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/221850/ sumtimes im naive enough to believe that people should think the way i do...and percieve me the way i percieve them and i am more often than not flung back to earth brutally by the realisation that is, in fact, not the case. u might think that sumone with my life experiences would know better than t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/221849/ i havent forgiven u...i just dont know how to talk about it and so i pretend everything is fine. but my mind goes back every second of the day and i fight back the tears. i know we shud talk...i know its the smart thing to do but i cant bring myself to deal with u. i wanted to say deal with the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/221848/ I walked around naked all day. I lay down and loved the feel of the sheets on my skin. I stretched and remembered how flexible I am. I rubbed my chin on my shoulder and marveled over how soft my skin is...it never ceases to amaze me. I licked my lips and licked them again...slowly. That feels g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/221598/ One of my earlier pieces. I must have felt like this a million times when I was 15... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/221415/ I wonder if being with youIs a gift forever?Will it be snatched awayLike a child playing a cruel prank?Will it bloomLike the most beautiful flower in springtime?Will it die like the lastHopeful flame in a cold furnace?I know that loving youIs a gift eternalAlways growing in my he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/221201/ Just so you know, I am not suicidal...but I have been...and this is how it felt to me. ALSO...I am not condoning the act of ending your life...this is merely an expression of a dark time in my life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nykkii/220707/