http://slow.writerscafe.org/Chula252 The original writings of author Alicia Isabella Lane en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776080180 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15  Let it go and set it free screams within me, it tears at myselfHere is an anger barely contained, yet repressed with fear, frustrationI hate you all because I love you, because you hate your own wonderI hate myself for being just like you and knowing I could be moreJust as you, my he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/262593/     Behind the songs of laughter I createThe currents of lonely drift through echoesThe obvious assumptions you’ve uncoveredServe only to suite the purpose of my devisingEvident in the next breath of your miscalculationHappiness is the cloak I choose ,to w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/261715/ You close me off with a silence Louder than any spoken soundMy pleas struggle behind lipsThat refuse to come unboundI know just how to break you Yet instead I’ve bended to your willNothing ever satisfies you Seems like you can never get your fill All I want do is.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/257672/ Concentration broken by your sweet disruption Slipping slowly into the surface of my thoughts Manifestations of you begin as mere ripples in the pools of my mindThen dramatically begin intensifying into tides I give my self over to them losing myself within Their patterns of swirlin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/257670/ A million years away from the sound of his voiceAnd I want nothing more than to have the choiceTo lay beside him as he brushes the hair from my faceWhere I am entirely vulnerable yet amazingly safeA slice of perfection in an imperfect worldThis fraction of heaven in this hell that has ci.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/257668/ In a wasted moment of what would have beenWhen all else has failed youKnow that my love will remainI give you its absolute valueAs keepsake to carry you through what isSo deep that its touch will find youThrough the hand of anotherEven when mine is not the one you hold http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/257667/ Your touch is infinite; it never ceases to allure meI adore this honesty between usA freedom beyond liberationHow can I explain this love I feel for you?It is as complex as it is simple.As simple as the gentleness that dwells within your eyesYet as complex as the many sided laby.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/257666/ This moment only separated by a breathWhich stills the wings of my hummingbird heartAs we share eternity within this single stareI lose the words I thought to sayStanding just a blink awayWith our lips laying but a kiss apart http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/257664/  Together the word itself rolls over my tongueWith all three syllables bittersweetMy entire body longs to define it, my soul pleads it’s realityAnd in these moments I know nothing of patienceAs torment captures each breath that whispers through theTrembling of my lips&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/257663/ In this strength lays so much weaknessThough I would hide it away so wellI know you see straight through to these corners of meDim and cluttered by my insecuritiesAnd I wonder can you love me in my darknessI fear you will love me lessBut even greater is the fear that you may .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/257661/                 I have no explanation for why my soul seeks your presenceI know more than to fall down these paths you lay before meYet something in your soul still reaches meTouches me, and I concede without comprehe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/257595/ My tribute to John, Paul, Jim and the beautiful wanderer http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/242825/  Tongue pierced truth of prophesy Hark! What eyes are these that weeping Offer insight into senseless bloodshedBloodshot upon superficial principlesL-I-E-S that shadow keys unlocking falsehoods The Unholy Promised Land exposedSanctioning the beast of crude oiled fixationHuman sa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/236468/  My words have fallen awayThe last of my trusted relicsLay lifelessly within my thoughtsBetraying me with their refusalThis silence proving their authorityA reminder that I am merely a scribeBeggar of their descriptive expressionsBy whispered pleas which implore themTo offer l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/235462/ In the darkness my heart beats Through this hollowness you left behind And these tears are evidence of your denialThe unspoken understanding that leaves me torn in twoThe knowledge that for you It's nothing more than an entertaining distraction  What will become of my heart.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/232464/  As I awake to brush this sleep from my eyes,The taste of loving you still remains vividly upon my tongueI stretch my arms above meAttempting to hold on to the essence of a visionLike a child trying to capture sandTiny fingers unable to contain something so immense and elusiveIn t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/232457/   Drifting past the illusionary graspTo reach within the tangible element aheadOpening to its essenceSo that its wonder may gather and transformCapturing its beauty, Like snowflakes upon a tongue outstretchedLetting it fill within all that you are withoutAs you move .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/232453/ I remember praying for your existenceWhen my world was caved of chaosHow I welcomed your arrivalYour silence calmed the rage of my inner stormsBut tonight you echo far too profoundlyYour penetration painfully breaking Through the membrane of my soulThough yesterday’s insani.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/232451/  My dreams scatter upon the windAs I step out into the briskness of night  Leaving the memories of you behind Under the streetlamp’s jaundice light Gravity’s force begins to intensifyTo laden each broken step I trodThe air thickened by your icy betrayalAn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/232072/ “Goodnight baby,” echoes past the receivers disconnectSevering the spells we weave in the hours before dawnLeft with bittersweet longings for the dreams they reflectSlowly singing myself to sleep by the music of our song “I love you” the last thought that filte.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/227305/ A hush befalls the song of nightChaotically ripping through the rhythm with its silenceA whisper of silk crashing about my feetA touch that softens the defensesShaped by this self created guardianA solitary breath hanging on a current of midairAll that delays my transpiring surrenderTh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/225533/ Tangled up within these strands of yesterdayIn this place that resides somewhereBetween the elusive dreams I chaseAnd tomorrows inevitable approach Afraid of where this hope may leave meLooking back on the chronicles of my pastReflecting a collection of tears … broken river.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/225532/ Mysterious little contradictionShall we dance just one last time?Since it would seem there is nothing quite so pressingIn this second of nowBut know that this is the closestDestination that we may shareSimply a smile as brilliant as the moment will allowBut most surely will it fade a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/225528/ Once it's lost there is no going back Vanishing into what will comeThat which WAS lays forgotten in yesterday's hoursWhile the hope that IS remains present Waiting for a return yet alienated from the opportunityLeaving behind only wasted wishesThat fall brokenly upon the soulTearin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/225524/ The darkness creeps in with silent feetTo once again consume me wholeThis life long enemy that won’t retreatThe wages of this war that tax my soul The green eyes that you once left blackResentment flashes through their depthsBlurred by tears they can’t hold backCurse.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/223294/   Distance fades into the horizon of this dream we shareReality falls away as time surrenders its dominionFalling together oblivious to any other thought or careLost within the folds of the world which we envision  Our urgency pours vividly into the plot we deviseT.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/223289/ Somewhere through the sleepless madnessYou heard the silence of my screamsMy unlikely savior due to you I have lessDemons to fight off as I dream You broke the ties that cut and bound meTo the hallucinations and chains of my pastWhere tears had stained the hours emptyYou replace.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/223285/ Your touch surrounds me in this darknessThe light that guides me though these fearsEchoed shadows through the silenceYour words somehow have stilled my tears I lay before you stripped and brokenA soul with wounds that long to healJust to voice these dreams unspokenAnd sing the s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/223280/  Exiled beyond a distance of measureUnwilling to supply yet another exampleTo my tendency to commit to emotional tragediesAn attempt to sever myself from this legacy I createdFrom these moments where my life shatters Removing myself from the opportunityBut you descended.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Chula252/223277/