http://slow.writerscafe.org/JSDEUEl The original writings of author childofthedecay en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776009816 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I am the thorn she bleeds upon as she licks the scars upon my soul I am the booze she pours when escape only is poured from the dregs of my soul I am the love of her life she has not yet known I am the dreams she has when she lies in the corner alone She can't sta.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/227163/ Does he sing U love songs when he tucks U in at night does he tell u stories when U turn out the lights and does he get excited cuz U call out MY name and does he feel slighted cuz he knows you feel the same I've been around the world don't worry it just ain't U can't hold a tr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/227161/ I've managed to wait many moons and still come up empty handed as seasons change and I've become branded by every single prejudice you have ever held a martyr for all the blood you shed taste me and see I do not share your stink I despise all that is U and I despise all that is me .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/227122/ Don't deny me the lips that drip both honey and lies don't rob my soul of the truth hidden behind blind eyes let me live if U don't I know I will die surely the end has come JSDEUEL Copyright 2008   http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/227121/ I am cancer everything I touch suffocates withers Eat the ashes and find your fill poison by any other taste is wasted by your sincere desire to vanish into the hand of the shadow hide from me I will be your end cleanse your mind of every evil intention .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/225558/ Make love 2 me with lies call me by another's name place blame upon me like a cross it does not matter I will carry you as U bury me   http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/225557/ If I could but bleed perfection I would paint you with the oils that run from my veins and leave one more stain upon the world I must pass through If I was a saint I would bless you with immortality and damn U to a life of no consequence no love like U leave m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/225555/  hate myself so how could I expect another to desire that which I reject a blemish I am even needles won't touch my skin As I kiss my own lips with gin and sink softly into a nightmare's lullaby Someone carve my mind with a razor I swear I wouldn't place blame on ya .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/225554/ You make me feel like the tattooist's needle bruised bleeding ejacualting hungry for more wanting less another scar upon my breast like it or not makes no sense but I know I will carry your sting with me forever till decay consumes all of me   http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/225553/ How dare U bleed me and feed my own life back to me torn shredded by every bad intention every thought I knew I should have never had but I could not exist without How dare you kill me with beauty rape me every intention and suffocate me with the desire the de.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/225552/ Take my hand taste my breathe feel my teeth bush against your neck greedy fingers twist your breast won't stop till I'm victimless feed off of all you expire to be steal your energy it feeds me hide you in the shadows tight feel my love cut like a knife come l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224770/ How good would that be I'm the cosmic enclosure fighting against the exposure I could give a damn if I ever see light again I just need you to warm me sheild the storms for me and I'll be damned if I let them damn me again sticks and stones broke my bones teeth cut me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224769/ People dressing loud trying to be seen silent screams broken dreams trying to break out the scene don't need a motive tired of the seeds of ignorance never fit JSDEUEL COpyright 2008 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224764/ This is for the poet who raped my mind stole my soul left me empty and on the road who painted scenes upon my heart and planned schemes to rip apart for the one I love but won't admit still in denial this sinking ship This is for the one JSDEUEL Copyright 2008 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224763/ It's one of those days where I'd pay myself just to go away blow away Inside i've withered like the wind blowing outside I'm cold inside i've become my own prey people talk of salvation but salvation is for those those still able to dream and that's just not me People t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224759/ Pitching pennies in the fountain makin wishes never countin the cost of loss that's sure to come paying penance feeling numb least that's what they tell me walking sideways do not touch to much contact to much stuff makin wishes dreamin dreams nothings real or so it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224758/ feel it comin' can feel her motor hummin the wind carries her spirit to the sky past the point of corruption and interruption got to kiss the earth and fly everything I see is you everything I breathe is you everything I need is in your possession everything I see is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224756/ Cold bit my fingertips as i bit back the tears when did the world turn so cold the price of life reduced to a cup of water 25 cents for my soul can we expect changes when we cannot accept ourselves I wonder if this beginning is the end 4 i know I must die that others may live 2.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224755/ A man went on a journey he began his journey on a road he had traveled before in time as his path became long he came into new beginnings the straight path he had began now split two ways he choose the left path though inside he knew to turn right. As he continued on he entered into deep.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224754/ Your smile; the scent of your skin; your kiss; the way you looked when you first awoke. In truth I cannot forget for the flowers wear your smile; the stars are your eyes; and the wind your spirit. JSDEUEL Copyight 2008 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224752/ there is a shelter in this storm a place called safe a return from hell that time can erase a newborn memory out of ashes and decay sensation depravation cannot stay come out of that closet walk these waters and see a new day has broke forth a newborn memory rise like the phoen.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224751/ Paint me a picture images shared between us on a fresh canvass I'll be the brush U be the guiding hand together we can create a new world a new dawn a new season let us not worry bout the critics 4 the moment is ours ours JSDEUEL Copyright 2008 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224748/ The night is ending the final dance has been called I hug the shadows and dream of home JSDEUEL Copyright 2008 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224746/ Like a river feelings run 2 deeply of all that my yesterdays could be I failed miserably my ship set sail lost in the storm no survivors just me JSDEUEL Copyright 2008 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224745/ Angels around us surround us unaware some look like children others nightmares be warned be afraid fall in awe utter prayers angels walk among us this realm they too share JSDEUEl Copyright 2008 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224743/ Snow dusts the scattered leaves behind the veil disbelief love the illusion once again promise fails us in time all seasons must change JSDEUEL Copyright 2008 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224742/ Shifting silently from side to side as the wind caresses us with rain we skip we run we seek to hide our true face never finding comfort in our only skin we create an illusion and can't live up we laugh we cry we sin we die and then the dan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224740/ Save me from this suicide inflicted upon me as society lies I will not bow down and kiss the dragon I am not slave to the dragon Winds come and go and tortured souls line up to their demise once again society lies But I will not bow down and kiss the dragon I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224739/ In the beginning stars found there own voice and there was a clash in the heavens for the voices that spoke first declared rebellion as the heavens clashed volcanoes erupted the ash of war and a planet was born originally unfit for habitation the weak were cast down f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224736/ Sitting trying to piece this puzzle tattooed with a muzzle cuz they refuse to let me speak for myself on the bed of indecision another sightless circumcision and I'm left with the shadows of death won't let me speak for myself cuz like me there afraid what they will s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JSDEUEl/224732/