http://slow.writerscafe.org/LastMinuteLani The original writings of author Last Minute Lani en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776028582 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 with you it's all so different, and i dont know what it is.i just feel like dancing all the time.and i think that i like you more every day.if that's possible to say. i can dream of all the silly things that life never allows.i can draw outside the lines just cuz i want to.and eve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/386361/ i've been waiting behind door number 1 just for you to come and open it upand i cant tell you how i cant see through this rain or is it snow i can never tellbut i'm ready to go back whenever you are.i've been asleep for far too long if i cant run the way i used to or laugh the way i planned to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/358464/ 9/16/08 and though we wake up to all this beauty in life,it's not enough to tell my heart to change.no.i'm still waiting on your move. and what would be the right time?of course you always wait.til it's too late. but my heart still beats for youeven if it's not.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/324124/ 8/31/08 there is nothing so profoundas this thought that i'm alonebut not how you think i mean can i explain? there's a time when i was youngwhen my daddy used to beg menot to grow but stay the same. and now i think i might be on my ownand its scary as h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/324119/ so....i only allowed myself ONE breakup song this time.. and here you go. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/301906/ i want so much to whisper "i love you" to the wind so that it catches in the storm.you know its so damn hot outside.the inevitable is coming. it's change. the strings stretch and snap and i put new ones onwhile i gaze out the window into the beyondgod i cant wa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/288614/ "it is at the edge of a petal that true love waits." -William Carlos Williams but i wonder frantically, "which petal? of which flower!?!?"could it be that dastard prarie blazing staror the sweet-william catchfly of sortsthat my true love whispersand waits from?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/284163/ its just some thoughts that are ...beating me up from inside. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/277424/ there's something more under the skythat i have fallen underall this time i thought that i would never get herei wish that i could stay til dawnbut its dark now, and youre gone. its been thirteen yearssince i have learned to read and writethe golden rule : it always seemed so br.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/272295/ i think that i dont think when it comes to youi want to yelli want to screami want to tell you that this is NOT who you want to be.and nothing will ever be the same. i see that i dont see when you talk to me.and i'm not still in love with you.but for some reasonyou still mean .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/268372/ if you're keeping score....i'm losing.i think that life is cheating.and when the world has won outevery part of meis nothing anymore. my smile must belong to you...cuz i cant seem to find it.i think you stole my heartcuz i cant feel the beat. i feel like letting goi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/264982/  Everyone knows Hollister is “in” for today’s fashions. Eighty percent of my clothes are Hollister, the name or the seagull logo, everywhere I go. Unemployed and desperate, the prospect of working at my favorite retail outlet was a dream come true. After being instructed how.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/259363/  I love everything about this house from the creatively cluttered interior, down to the extraordinary personalities of the people that live here. The whole experience begins as I drive down the recycled asphalt lined with jack pines, opening up to reveal my destination on the left. I park to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/259361/ just stay quietquiet and stillstill like that sayingwhat is it-"quiet as church mice"?rolling the diceto see if i should stay or go gliding along that boardacross the spaces set in stoneindeterminate- should i stay or should i goimperfect visions, silence is my v.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/259358/ if he picks what she favorsdo we call that "controlling"?or is it her fault that she is soindecisive and empty and calloustowards his affection? if she says that she lovesbut it's more like she justwants to say she has someonedo we call that "using"?&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/257843/ it's funny how one could thinkthat not eating would make themfeel ...less.it's funny too how fake nails embody sophisticationyet they are closely embracing frustrationit's funny how this humor is more or less ironicrather than tummy tickling enjoymentjust as a hit to my elbow would be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/257841/ so take foreverif you need toobviously i'm waiting on youbut its alrightits alrightoh its alright. so take me out to the seawhere i can see foreveron the skylinewhere it meets the waterwhere our hands meet too and like the california sandslets go on foreverste.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/256462/ pour your heart into me this timelet's explore what we haventand not care about what people thinkor careor see. i wish that you had turned aroundand followed me backdemanding that we say"screw the world. let's do this thing." the next time i see you,i dont.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/256201/ it's not fair that i should have to cry tonightwhen all i want is to hold your hand so tightand the time that we had left todayi'm just trying to forget and i should be happycuz you are all just minebut the tears still fall when you're awayand they swallow me upinto the places.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/256196/ i put on this face for youcuz i dont want you to seehow scared i really amcuz i dont want you to feelthe faltering beat of my hearti put on this face for youjust know that it's all for you it's your kiss that could silence my screamits your hands holding minethat could calm .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/254614/ take my hand before i let goof everything i used to bei'm jumping off the edgeinto the unknownwill you save me?will you help me to breathe? you told me "we can do this"and i want it bad enough that i'll trybut i cant promise i wont drive you crazytrying to figure t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/251124/ beauty isthe unexpectedthe gentle capture of a heartwhat makes you speechlesswhat you can feel from the inside out beauty isthat breathtaking momentwhere he sits in silencestunnedand he wants more than anythingjust to make her happy "i want to be sweeter&quot.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/249138/ shut up. Shut up. SHUT UP!i'm stuck inside my headwith everything i feel and i cant hidei'm like the sun that wants to come out at nighti'm wild and insane and hate taking the blameplease forgive me when i say...everything. what am i getting into here i'm just crazy and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/249132/ all this time has passedand i can finally see youwhen the fog clears and my eyes are opentell me why didnt i see this beforea beautiful beginningtake my heart it's yoursi start to freeze now when you look my waycant help but smile at everything you sayyou've got me running circles in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/247239/ i'm thinkin of you right nowas the rain falls from the skyi wish that you were here to take my handand run into the night with all i ami'm writing you this songand all i knowis i wanna be with you i'm thinkin of you right nowthe way your smile lights up the worldi w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/246225/ look outside- the sun is outisnt that enough for you to want to be aliveisnt that enough for you to want to be alive youre the one whose smile can make everything alrightcant you see- without you i cant beand youre the one who shines even brighter than the suncant you see that you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/245839/ i've become afraid of lovewhat is this word that's tossed aroundi can't believe in this of all things that i know but...i believe in angels and dreaming andi believe in you and me buti dont want to lose you or hurt youand hurt meplease tell me that i'm wrong ohhh cant.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/239675/ if our tears arent enoughto stop you...what happens wheneveryone you've ever knownwakes upto find that you didnt.   http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/235726/ "just to hear your voice" he saysi wish that were enough"just a while longer" i saywho ever knew it was this tough? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/232230/ i wrote this a few months ago after i got in a car accident http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/231571/ “Social Security number? Time clock? Oh my gosh, am I even ready to get a job yet!” My head was bursting with nervous and panicked thoughts. Another girl my age, a woman of at least forty, and I sat in the back room of Marketplace Foods; the local grocery store. Piles of paperwork lay on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/231548/ and happier days we'll haveall the seasons will run togetherif we let thembut i'm sick of my longingmy internal longingcant i be alive without that loveyour voice inside is what lulls me to sleepand what keeps me awake all the sameday to day is waht i live formy hands lay unheldw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/231545/ less like the fathereveryday he becomesmelting away is the feeling of homeand transformed to the morgue it is meant to be he would reach out to touchif he could but he cantso a hardened hand must he bewith a check in his pocketand eyes dark as night all the money in t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/231540/ there you stand alonenothing but a single rose in your handyou dont even say a thinglike the time that we firstmetlike the sound of raindrops falling on the treetopslike the wind between the leaves so greenthere's something bout the way you stand there quietlysomething that i cant ex.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/231539/ whywhen i finally feel like i do right nowthat something as amazing as thisis something that i cant havethe thrill of the wait bends my heart to the limitsand it makes no sense to anyone else, the way we feelbut i dont think that it needs tothe way i am i know i cant wait too longi t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LastMinuteLani/231538/