http://slow.writerscafe.org/Sjbutterfie The original writings of author Sarah Morgan en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776062895 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 "Just Who I AM""Staring in the mirror looking back at this reflectionTears stroll down my face as I stand there second guessingCan I survive this test laid out in front of me?God only knows, but I feel like I just can't breatheI clasp my chest as though I'm drowning clawing for an escapeI don't know.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/1148732/ What was on my mind this morning - what was on my heart so I wrote it down - It's about my faith & how I've not thanked the Lord enough. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/1071221/ This was something that had been on my heart and bouncing around in my mind. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/1060210/ A song I wrote for my past year that I've had thought it summed it up. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/736908/ About my life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/716078/ Black tears running down my face I've lost something, something I cannot replace I felt the light, shared your glow You will always be apart of Mommy's heart  You will always be apart of my soul  I clench my stomach from time to time only to think about you Why did.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/712729/ King of everywhere, but what was on my mind at 5am in the morning. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/712722/ The feelings of addiction. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/710819/ Another Song I wrote :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/700908/ I think everyone who's in a relationship can relate to this. To think or know that your lover is comparing you to the trash they see on the screen. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/582744/ The way I felt being lied to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/582735/ "Sinking into Darkness"All this destruction and all this painAnother loss is another gainLaying in the floor in a puddle of tearsDazed and confused as my heart slowly tears apartGutted and torn, used.I try to communicate, but it's too lateFighting to survive to stay aliveThe only one I want to care .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/496029/ "Then you really might know what it's like"It's like running through sandLike when something or someone you love slips out of your handsIt's like drowning in a depths of dark watersLike when you fail to walk up and kneel to the altar.It's like being hit when your already downLike .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/496027/ "I'm just a girl" GREW UP IN SMALL TOWNNOT A HELL OF A LOT GOES ON HEREYOU SEE PEOPLE GIVING YOU STRANGE LOOKSBECAUSE YOUR DIFFERENT IN WHAT YOU SAY OR WHAT YOU WEARYOU KNOW WHAT..I REALLY DON'T CAREI FADED OUT TODAY AGAINIT'S THOUGH NOTHING EVERY CHANGES.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/401248/ 1rst page http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/283442/ See full description in writers notes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/265456/   I'm so tired of being usedI'm tired of the beatingsI'm tired of being bruised   You come along and act as if you careI know better than thatI'm not stupid, I'm aware    I know your tricksI know your gamesKeep running those.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/263084/ Night falls and I'm aloneI feel so cold because you aren't here to keep me warmI miss your arms wrapped around me so tightI wish you were hereOh how I hate tonight  The sun rises and I feel so blueMaybe it's because I'm lounging around watching television again or maybe it'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/261096/ Song I wrote... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/259350/  Pitch blackThe night swallows me wholeDarkness covers meMy other half takes ahold   Evil eyesI look you up and down againSwaying my hipsLicking my lipsDrawing in the prey   I dance underneath the pale moonBewitching you&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/247869/            I hate the fact that you lie to meI hate the fact that I careI hate the way you make me forgive youI hate that it's not fair  I hate your stupid excusesI hate the fact that you never here.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/247839/ Her fist broke the mirrorAnother red-eyed cryA wounded hand bleedsAn endless lonely night  Curled up into bedAll alone and coldShe thinks about all the times he hurt her the mostHe told lies of loveTo coward to tell the truthHe left her in this wrongful state with not.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/247826/ Did you ever just have someone telling you.. that you were not good enough, not perfect enough to live in this world. I guess I want this poem to kind of empower those who've this has happend to .. to speak up and say you know what I'm worth it and your o http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241149/ The tears stroll down my faceI feel alone , out of placeJudged  yet confusedBroken, but usedMy soul is tornMy heart bruisedI look in the mirror and I hate what I seeEverything I said I wouldn't I turned out to beMy eyes stained with tearsFrom this pain i've delt with for all t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241077/  I gave it my allI guess my all wasn't enough, noYou watched me fallPushed me down, Made me crawlI could not breathe, I could not speakI want to thank you for making my life a living hellYeah I want to thank you for giving me the strength to move on  Some.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241075/ Lyrics to a song. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241074/ .. I guess alot of my poems are depressing. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241073/ I think this is just sort of an artist poem. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241071/ Yet another poem. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241070/ Kind of ammusing. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241069/ I suffocateWas I too late?When you left I fell to the floorNow I begin to disintegrateLonging for you to captivate me once more I'm running out of timeI need to lose this pain or i'll lose my mind  (course)And I..BreakdownThe anger is taking me over now x1rep.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241068/ Walking these streets of shameWhat was my life Might as well be a gameSometimes you win, Sometimes you loseSometimes you'll hurt, Sometimes you'll bruiseNothings for sure, Not anymore  There so quick to judgeConsumed with hate not with loveI've lost my place in this wor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241067/ Bitter and ColdI'm left feeling alone, Why I don't knowI tell myself to let go of what i'm feeling, but the rage within strengthens with every breath I takeYou point your finger and point out every wrongful thing i've ever doneUnderstand that i'm not the only oneYour a hypocrite &.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241066/  I'm so tired of being used for the amusement I guess I put up with it for so long cause I'm used to it The more I think about it the more I get sick about it and I'm through with it Through with it all, Through with the drama  Judge me, Hate me I don't car.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241065/ "Tears & Alcohol"All the yearsThe hell I enduredI bared it allWith tears and alcoholCouldn't picture a perfect lifeOne didn't existBut I bared it allWith tears and alcohol         Violent expressions fille.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241063/ Song. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241062/ Short & angry. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241060/ Smiling at the chances life brings meEven though it can be hard sometimes Nobody promised it would be easyTrials come and go, but the stronger I will beI'll never change myself to be who you want me to beI'll always be me   Sitting by the willow tree thinking of the&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241057/   Confined to what I thought was an everlasting tormentTorn between sidesNot knowing which to chose   Whatever my thoughts may hold doesn't make it any easierIn the end I still lose   I wish I could take back all the times I failed yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241056/ Song =] http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241055/ Depression. Anger. Depression. = ] http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241054/ Actually a song I wrote. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sjbutterfie/241053/