http://slow.writerscafe.org/Deathran The original writings of author Egan en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776006281 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 on a cloudthere are no chancesno options to failonly fluffy memories of ways you escaped the eternal helleternally bound to a white cotton candy like figureso sweet it would raise the chocolate factorys blood sugarbut I miss the grounddown there heart beats were realsome not so fast then not so stil.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/1739937/ i cant sleepthe tightening in my spinereminds me that im weakSo I eatDipping into the fridge likea record on repeatthis game isnt fun anymoretheres no pretty similes or metaphorsfor feeling like my heartis being ripped out my chest like my love is uselessjust open soresstoreson every corner they sel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/1739916/ My Lover Doesn't Love Me, Just The Thought Of Me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/1664055/ Don't do drugs kids. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/1384822/ My hands are shaking its been a while.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/1177985/ Bulimia at its worst. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/965347/ Years of Hiding in a well http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/898277/ She walked through life with her heart on her shouldersso no one can touch itteaching her child the art of strength and wonderkeep your brushes moving in a syncopated styleshed tell me...keep your heart in rotation to your mind at all timeskeep it moving...at all timesshe didnt look at her stomach c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/498032/ Loving you feels emptyI can never grasp the heartbeats on your tonguethe love in your eyes its not there...im emptymaking up lies and fairytale endingswhen i know what is the truthi want to kiss you with my soulso that our souls can be connected forever..i want  much more than w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/495381/ I Love You and Always Will http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/439689/ Im an idiota foolto think anyonewould love me...me??Im no more importantthen a peasanti bleed love waiting for the chanceto get my wounds taken care ofby someoneIm an idiotto think that I stooda chance that things will justbe the way i want them tojust because i ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/435396/ I kicked myself in the hearttossed my lungs in a bag shook themin H2Ostabbed my brain with a knifemind fucked my wall into a whirl wind of s**tthat makes no senseim pathetic i dont knowwhat it is...truththe truth i got i only dont accept because i want a different answerthe answer .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/414229/ anxiety filled my lungs all aroundnever not once had i seen a person so indecisivenot once had i felt this heart beating in my chestthrough hell and back againI hate the fightingthough i feed off of any type of emotionhunting and waiting for asign of weaknessat the first sunriseat .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/413383/ when she smiled my heart grewthe most beautiful being I could grace my hands onshe smiled at me and all was okayall was calmI cant believe I.....meI was able to make her smilemake her happythats all i care aboutto see her honestybefore meit sits on a platter and Iam not royal e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/405563/ You remind me of heavenpure peace in your eyesand sweet whispers in your touchim taken by youyour energy pulls me to yourmind in ways i thought never existedIt never existed yea that soundrightit was never therei am just smittenI know that makesno sense but howcan I ....i don.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/405239/ Things get heavy at the endI love my wrists thatare stanied with thetears you make me feel....make me tasteThings get blurry at the endI love nothing because I gave upI gave up on loveand i cant help but be self indulgentI have depressionKiss my a*s http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/404329/ Slide down my skinwash away all the memoriesfrom my heartwash away everythingI need peace for onceThe water drips down my backfeels like heaven  for a  secondI understood the meaningof life and my purposegod save me from this tormentthese feelings of hwelplessness!.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/403966/ Im nervousill admitto walk thosehalls like I knowwhat im doingill admitim nervoousto play improve gamesthat awaken my heartand test my fateI will admitthat i didintbelieve them when I receivedthat callI cursed myself formakin it up in my headfor if asia didnt get.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/397652/ I painted todayof red olive green and musterseedsI loved itmy hands spread my canvasso tenderlyand orgasm wouldhave escaped my spiritI painted a life todaya life filledwith heavena life filled with happiness and love i thought of you today asa tear feeldown my che.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/397245/ Empty my insides in my heartand i will fall for you all over again empty my mind in my chest and i will love you all over againbut please just empty my sprit to youressence and maybe partof you will rub off on memaybe your beauty willwash away my tearsmaybe your love.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/392765/ I lost a turn once beforeshe said as she stared to the sky i lost a turn....and ill never get it backand now im spinning and turning withno up or downand her whispers in my sleepand his touch on my handand my heart choosing oneand im in love with only onei lost my turn to jump.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/388745/ to my heart from my heart http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/387671/ Im crying for youall the timelooking for your love inothers that hide my true selfand im rocking back and forthtrying to stop the tears of myown fate writtenon the  wallsof pure confusion and defeatmy walls of stealand complexitiesthat conjure upany pure excuse to hate y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/369507/ you didnt even fight for me...you didntim just disgusted with youyou cant even look me in the eyeshe didnt know what to saywhat sealoyd told mehe didnt want to push you away from him brihe said thatwhy?why do have to keep fightin all the timetheres a battle field everywhere i tur.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/365803/ Im walking a path wheretwo roads split at the in edgesthe end you know it seemsin a distancefar away from my mindi cant motivatemy self to push oneleg in front of theother to keep pacei cant keep thisship rockingthe truth is my mind is goingwhere all my scars areand i cant .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/365788/ What the f**k...what the f**k?!!!!!i cant do this.ii really cant do thisright nowim healing and you are tooi know that we can helpeach other butnot now....not nowi have too much love inmy heartb ut what to do?2 cancers2 EVERYONE HAS BEEN A F*****GCANCER!!!!!GODDDDD.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/364583/ harron decided to kick me in the jaw during our monkeys and now my face hurts and my jaw is really tight. It hurts like s**t http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/364417/ I like moons I saidwhy? she saidi dont know they just seem calming andpeacefuli stared at the moontonightcoming back from a rehearsalso physical goingdays without nutrition catchesup to me...eat he saidim not hungryi say as my stomch screams infires of hell sending shocks d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/364400/ I am here for youwhat ever you needtheres will be a wink in my eye anda jerk of my headthat calms your fearsa fear so close to me it hits my soul when you speakof similarcomplexitiesof your headreminds me of...miaand slice andnumbmy favorite wordsi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/364010/ So i wake upticktockI wake up regretfullywith you on my mind asusual....and Im late!!! f**k im late!!!making a habbit of this ms. summervillemrs. cabaj will saybut we both know mysitiuation...so she looks the otherwayso i get to the house to get mylaptop...ya know the one y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/363984/ Im too tired to let goDo you think this is easy for me?I lay my heart on the linewith each letter I typeeach tear I shedeach memory thatreminds me of the  love in my heartDo you think I want to constantly berejected?Is that something you have to ask?to question?to fin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/362928/ Im not going to argueor start poems that donot need to be saidI understand your scaredyou get scared rather easilyi knowI know more about you than youthinkI hate  this game ya know?It drives me wild and my mindfalls down the drain yourplays went as i burned themin m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/362616/ My heart drops to thefloorwhen you walk inLike you see rightthrough me andim fighting to keep you outso i hide in the choir roomas you come to get ayedreso that you cant hug me againbecause when you dothis sense of comfort subsidesand i compromise my vulnerability enoughjust .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/362375/ crashing to the groundfor once and Imspinning around and aroundtil my head bangs on the plate thatblocks a heart so coldthat I freeze everytime your name is spokenthe name  sends chillsdown my spine and myfake ribs crack at the pressureat the seemsat the weak momentsand&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/361666/ The Saturday Show of Woodward Wonderland an Amazing production. This is the day I realized how much i love my mentor and how leaving that comfort behind will be difficult. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/360682/ Its the new year and im trying to just let you go. You broke my heart and kind of laughed of the apology...that hurt you talked about me on the internet but I forgave you. You are in love with my paintings and not me...you made me fall for you and i dont open up that easily....but i did for you...fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/359726/ You make me sick for loving yousick for wanting anything great for you....anythingyou dont deserve anything i f*****g hate youI f*****g hate you for just...ahhhh f**k!!!!!With a mind that turns over and over and i feel like im  in a rollercostermy insides cry for gravity to lower me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/359620/ a rap of well the truth playa!! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/359527/ When i fall in  my daywith emptydreams thereawake ready to pounceIm readyy to flyto that sky..and dreamof hope.when my art falls to its kneesand i will last in harmony in my heartand mindi climb that wall of releasewith this enemy on my feet.letting this heat swellnothin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/351808/ You dont FitFit? you donttried to make the hole fillwith a playdoeso soft youjust melted throughIm trying to replce her so I choose you...I thinkI dont know you were first right?you were firstbut...IIm lostIn a pattern thatKeeps stopping myinner thoughts.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/330975/ Where am I going?walking through treeswith branches so thicki get hit by the rootson my fingertips.Whirling in mudthat floodmy legs withbloodon my hands and feetim in needof a beat so quicki run to its hits on my thighsand theres tears in my eyesand my chinyou know i ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/329105/ I was comfortable with youhad no problem withyour hands on my sideson my backon my shouldersI let the feeling stayand not once did iwant it to leaveI keep your hands on my woundsbecause you touchedthe insideof my walls with loveDONT TELL ME YOU DIDNT LOVE MEDONT TELL M.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/324918/ my stomach launches to adispare of whirlsi cant catch my breathi cant functionand my nerves effectmy bodyIts now my body it shakeswhen you look or it shakes whenyou speakyou speak and you lookand my stomach dropsto the floor andout the dooron the pavementjust as another o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/320667/ my nervous breakdown and no one to catch me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/320660/ I feel fresh as a new dayhands touch snow on a falls dayI feel wonderfulyou make me feel wonderfuli love you the best personthat i knowlike sunlight so warm it burnsaway the memoriesof tainted lovethough the past still beats heavy in my heartyou  make it betteryour right&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/315411/ I shook my head in diebeliefNever had i cried that much in my lifenever have i felt that hoplessstained wrists on empty promisesi hate youyou know thati hate you so muchi need to...?i dont knowim helplessand scared out of my mindi touched your stomachi felt my heart dropto .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/314948/ Close my skin from youtell me what i meanin similiesof passion so close to your hearti use your mask to help my shine thatis made of a fabricationso close to my corei tremble at the sight of itI use your nameJoynlol JordynTis  my maskI need your guidencejordanoopsj.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/308625/ Clean up day at mosaic http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/307081/ some words of wisdom http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/307076/ Dear Life,    Within these few days of my life i have come to some conclusions. I will miss you all of you. In ways that I would have never thought was possible. Rachel- I only got to know you for a little time. And your amazing. I love your spirit you made me cry at ch.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Deathran/306634/