http://slow.writerscafe.org/joesgirl85 The original writings of author steph en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776100336 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 the screaming in my brain that won't go awaythe faces that i seethat aren't really therewhy is it they choose mefor once can't someone else not have a good lifetherapy and meds for the rest of my lifethe thing they can't seem to diagnosenot knowing what is wrong with meno straight answers to what it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/joesgirl85/671733/ the love we had is nevermorethe broken trust will never heali threw our love to the windto scatter around the worldand like the shattered pieces of my heartthey will never meet againtoo little, too late, too far goneour love is but a memorybound and gagged somewhere in my braini don't want to see it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/joesgirl85/671730/ baby girlso sweet and smallyour daddy doesn't writehe doesn't even callbaby girl with eyes so blueyour still you youngyou don't have a cluebaby girlwith your smile brighter than the suni just don't knowwhat made your daddy runbaby girl with your fair blonde hairalthough its selfishmommy is glad she .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/joesgirl85/671721/ i die aloneflying freeof all the chains that shackled me i soar abovewatching clearsinging birdsfor me to heari sit on a cloudmy eyes gaze across the seawondering what i am supposed to bean angel in waitingto take me awayit never comes so i wait another day http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/joesgirl85/671713/ twisted liesto make yourself feel betterblaming everyone and everythingfor his stupid mistakesall of it his faultand his alonebend everythinganyway to fit your ideasbut its never going to bend far enoughto make all your excuses come truehe is not on drugsit wasn't because his boss was mean to himnob.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/joesgirl85/671698/ i drift into the airstaring downshame and sorrowdeepening my painmy final fantasymy only wishfor him to calland say it was all a mistakea nightmare that lasted to longbut it will all be bettercause now your awakeand although a nightmareits not going awayit will followwherever i gogone never coming b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/joesgirl85/670706/ how many timesdo i have to breakscraping upthe pieces of my hearthaving it healjust long enoughfor it to shatter againi'm not a needyclingy personbut it doesn't mean i don't hurt toothe crimson tide of ragepenetrating my soulas it settles onto my broken brainregistering with such insanityi might imp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/joesgirl85/670701/ you hand out your lies like candy at halloweendigging yourself deeperinto your own graveyou act sweet and innocentthen on the turn of a dimelies come pouring out of your mouthand your an a*****e once again http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/joesgirl85/670698/ conflict arisesthe battle is herenothing to dono one who caredhe stalks me with a firm ruletrying to catch my soulhe sits and waitshoping to catch me off guardthe soul catcher watches close byhoping to snatch my soulbattling each other with our mindswe stand off at the last hourme hoping to win the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/joesgirl85/670697/ you tell a bunch of liesto make yourself who you aren't you say i used youso i could have a kidi never liedi never usedweren't the tears i cried enough to provei wanted to spend my life with youyou broke my heartit cracked in twoi found a new love you say its a lie http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/joesgirl85/670696/ Grasping at the pretty colorsOf what used to be my lifeTired of the never ending cycleOf hurt and painThe piercing pains I feltWhen my heart started to breakIt mended backBut its not much strongerWaiting for the next blowThat disinigrates itHow long will it takeWill it ever endWill I ever be a compl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/joesgirl85/670694/ Slice my neckAnd being the funI wish to be a creature of the afterlifeJust get it doneLead me awayFrom all the pain insideMake me forgetSpit on everything I once cherishedBury the pain and never look backDreams of horrorBreaking through sleepPretend everything is fineCrush my dreamsNever give a damn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/joesgirl85/670690/