http://slow.writerscafe.org/Angelic-Demon The original writings of author Mariah en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776038633 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 No one asks me if I'm OK,Like they don't even care at all.It's funnyHere I lie broken and shatteredAnd only my family seem to want to pick up my piecesPut me back togetherAnd help me through thisEveryone else wants to talk about themselves,Not hear my cries.My words fall to deafened earsOne thinks h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/915657/ Let's find a way to make this better.Don't let this go at the drop of a feather.We have always been able to work things throughEven when the outlook seemed blue.In just a couple hours what we had was thrownNow we're so far apart, feeling so alone.I miss your touch, your long kiss,Each time we were t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/898982/ Oh to turn back this tormenting clock,Just to make this insanity stop.I wish for you to find your way,And in my arms you would stay.I want to scream out your name,And say screw this fucked up game.Come back to me,Undo these shackles and make my heart free.I belong in your arms and always have,I want.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/893767/ Oh this feeling I know all too well,This familiar pain and sting.I know in my head I should not dwell,But this feeling is such a fickle thing.Many know this feeling too,The feeling of be crushed and broken,Those who don't are few.Love such as this seems like such a small token,Until it's ripped from.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/891388/ This poem is for my late cousin Andrew Green....I wrote it a couple days after his death and haven't really been able to type it until now... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/793071/ My heart is bleeding,With all this pain I'm feeling.I'll suffer through itand slowly feel just a bit.My soul is growing,And my emotions are flowing.I see I'm not the only one who's pain grows tall,For you are on an edge waiting to fall.So I'll finally let this all go,and Let m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/758667/ There is no more denial,Put this in a little note to file.I always let people in too fast,Even those who are from my past.Many have done me wrong,Some have actually kept me strong.But all too quickly I open my heart,Instead of jump back with a start.Now I'm.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/756082/ Some people are so selfish,Sometimes they realize it,And sometimes they don't,But when you make a promise,Even if just to end something before it starts,You should keep it.Because if you don't,You're not just being selfish,You're being cruel,You're pathetic,And a coward. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/730651/ Its amazing that I care so much,When you seem to care so little. Its amazing that I still think of you,When you don't seem to think of me at all. Its amazing that I worry so about you,When you don't worry an ounce about me. Its amazing I want so badly to be you,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/727522/ Today is a special dayFor all mothersYoung and grayTo celebrateJust for themSo this is for youSweet mother of mineFor even thoughI've turned a few hairs grayAnd even thoughAt times I do strayMy loving mother you will always staySo on this dayMade just for you,I just have .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/725510/ Why do I try to get so close to you?Why have you touched my heart to this point?When I try to pull away,I feel my heart begin to tear. When I hear your voice,My heart skips beats and a small blush crawls across my face.When you push me away,I keep coming back for more. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/724337/ It's just after midnight,Quietness and tameness taking hold of my thoughts.Just on the verge of falling asleep,But I can't close my eyes. It's just after midnight,Serenity and dreams wanting my surrender.So close to giving in,But I just can't let go. It's just after mid.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/717950/ I hate you,You shattered my heart.I hate you,You made me cry.I hate you,You broke down my wall.I hate you,You made me trust.I hate you,You dragged me from my shell.I hate you,You made me fall.I hate you,You made me feel again.I hate you,You made me care.I hate you,Y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/705167/ How can you walk away from this so soon?How can you wash your hands of what we could've had?I never said it would be forever,I only said I wanted to try.How can you act as if we had nothing special?How can you be so blind to this feeling?I don't understand,I don't even want to try.Ho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/704938/ Gotta love being the secret.The secret friend,The secret lover.Always the secret,Never to be whispered aloud,For fear someone might hear.I'll always be your secret,and I'll always laugh.Because this secret has been kept quiet,For far too long. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/704510/ Its funny that you worked so hard to fix the damage my heart went through,Just to shatter it and turn it to dust again.Its funny that I fell so hard,When you didn't even try.Its funny that all you want is a friendship,and all I want is so much more.I laugh at my naivity,My complete stu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/704472/ Your smile,Your confused looks,Your goof expressions,They all bring a grin to my face,and laughter to my heart.Everytime you sing and everything you do,Just brings me one step closer to loving you.Your bluntness,Your stubbornness,The attitude you give,All drive me even closer t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/696139/ When you smile and your eyes light up,The ice around my heart melts.Your kisses are so amazing,They give me butterflies and I see fireworks.When you wrap your arms around me,I feel I could always be safe no matter where I was.When I lay my head on your chest and feel your heart beat,I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/691569/ When you told me you might be leaving and never coming back,I felt my world shatter.The air left my lungs so quickly,I thought I'd been kicked repeateditively in the stomach.At that moment I realized something.I realized I care far more for you than I thought I did.I wanted to burst in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/691304/ You want to go home,I want you to be happy.You hate this place you're forced to stay.I see it as luck for me.Is it ever possible for you to be happy here?Is it wrong to say that deep down,It rips me apart that you'll leave someday.My heart feels whole again,and I'm no longer numb.I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/688409/ You broke the wall I had built.You ripped apart the curtain I set up.I wish I knew how you felt,But you can't say just yet.You sing it.You write it.You call me 'baby girl'But I told you what was on my mindand in my heart,And I fear it was far too soon.Maybe I'm just scared.Mayb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/687095/ You held me in your arms.You brought a smile to my face.You made me forget all my fears.Is this all a dream?Is this too good to be true?And when you kissed me,I was afraid to open my eyes.I didn't want to lose that feeling.The feeling of pure bliss,of wonder,of absolute happiness.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/686558/ Listening to your voice.Laying my head on your chest.Hearing your calm breathing.Feeling your heart beat,Beat against my hand,As I fall asleep in your arms.This is all I want,This is all I need.To feel your lips on mine.To feel you holding me tight.All of this is just what I want.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/686555/ I always thought I was supposed to be with him.Yet some how you found your way in.My heart is flying,My mind is reeling.How did you break through?How did you open my eyes?With every conversation,Every stare,Every glance,You have me falling harderAnd I never stood a chance, http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/686549/ I'm done with the pain.I'm done with the sorrow.I'm done waiting.I love you with all my heart,but I can't take all this worry.All this wondering,All these thoughts...I can't do it anymore.So sadly I have to say,I'm done....with you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/676767/ My head and heart are in battle.My head says to go,to leave you like you left me.My heart screams in protest,saying you haven't left at all.My head says to move on,to let you go.My heart says we can't,because I'm already your's. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/675308/  How do you make your heart stop screaming,How do you make your mind stop cruel thoughts?All day long I can't think straight,My heart is screaming louder than any thing else I try to hear.Am I losing it?...Am I going insane?Or am I just lonely,and need you to ease the pain? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/671746/ Why did I let you go that day?Why the hell didn't I fight?Why did I say all those words that hurt you so?Why didn't I tell you the truth?I should've told you that I loved you from the first time our eyes locked?Well not this time.I've finally gotten a second chance.This .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/645816/ Is it strange that when I hear your name,A blush crawls across my face?Is it strange that when I see your face,I can't control my smile?Is it strange that when I hear your voice,My heart tries to fly from my chest?Is it strange that when I feel your touch,I begin to melt and my knees buckle?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/645551/ If you love meThen love meTell me if you don't want meDon't just make me hang by a breaking stringWondering if you're gonna save me,If you're notTell me the truthTell me if you love me Or if you hate meI can take it, I'm a big girlI can handle the truthBut let me tell youI love youI really .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/637422/ So many things I wish I see right now.I wish I could see you,and let you wipe the tears from my eyes. So many things I wish I could do right now.I wish I could hold you,until we fell asleep. So many things I wish I could see right now.I wish I could see your smi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/634748/ When I scream,When I cry,You're there to pick up the pieces.When I love,When I smile,You're the one behind it all.Why did it take me so long to see?Why did I let you go the first time?You are and always will be,My happieness. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/630367/ "Screaming,Crying,Hurting,Yelling,Every second of every day with out you." "Laughing,Loving,Caring,Breathing,Every second of every day i'm with you." "How is it you do this to me?!How is it you drive me insane?!" "Why must I feel the need to push you away.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/629759/ Why is it everytime I start to be happy,It all starts crumbling down? I love him,But can not hold him. I hear him,But can not see him. I need him,But he's not here. It hurts,It burns. It stabs,Just like a knife. To know the one man I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/627362/ I think of you,and I smile.I think of your laugh,and I begin to laugh.Everyone sees when I'm thinking of you,Everyone knows why I'm smiling.Just thinking of you,Makes my world so much brighter.I smile with just one little thought,You. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/613167/ I'm at work,and thoughts of you float into my head.I'm watching TV,and your face appears in front of my eyes.I'm always thinking of you,dreaming of you.Wondering what it'd be like to hold you again,to feel your lips on mine.Come back to me,and never leave my side again. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/598284/ I finally get away from you,and you some how find your way back.I finally stopped loving you,and your smile made me think about us.Will I ever be free,or is this game we play far to much fun?Will we ever be, or am I just a prize to be won?Make up your mind,and help me make up mine.For I fear it is t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/595740/ Dear friend,How are you?Dear friend,What's wrong?You are my sister and my friend.I hurt when you hurt.Please don't cry,I'm here for you when no one else is.Who ever has hurt you,They will feel my fist.Who ever has mad you cry,I will make them want to die.So don't worry,I'm .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/406382/ The doctor had been very little help in my search to find my dad he had given me a tiny clue.  So tiny that you needed a microscope to see it but it was still there.  My friends were still scared and didn't want to help me any more but they promised since they were going to be able to find.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/402183/ WInd whipped at their faces as they stood atop a cliff at a stand off while the moon was raising high above.  Vampire against hunter, Man against beast.  Who would live and who would die?  The worst part for the vampire hunter was the fact that this vampire had betrayed him in the wor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/402127/ What if I lost you?I might lose my mindWhat if I found you?I could fly without wingsWhat if we lost everything?I would still have youWhat if nothing, nothing, had happened at all? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/402122/ Oh loveHow is it you are there?Were you sent from above?When, how and whereI see the magic brought aboutThe starry eyes in each person with the afflicationYet people want to shoutAnd scream with addictionWith all the suffering that is aroundI'm surprised to find you aliveBut even.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/402118/ I've seen the crazy side of every person,The insanity and everything to do with pain.But I've finally seen the happieness,The pureness of the soul,And most important....love.I'm held by my love,And kissed by him as well,I love seeing him every single day.I even try to keep .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/302769/ I have finally found my loveThe way he kisses meThe way he holds meI'm actually happyHe's the one I've been waiting forThe one who's there for it allI'm in love with this manWhat's funny is,He's been my best friend http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/294416/ Alone forever,The hatred filling my veins instead of blood.No one seems to notice that I need to be heldor just cared for.Is that so f*****g wrong?Why would friends just betray me like this?People never seem to see the real person until to lateWell soon it will be too lateI denounce .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/277008/ Going crazyFeeling sufficatedHate swelling in my headAnger pumping in my bloodFeeling all aloneFor the first time in so many years,I feel terrifiedFeeling the cold sweet on my skinFeeling the pain seer into my brain.The feeling of everything crumbling right before meFalling into .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/275835/ Everyday, I walk alone.Every second, I feel abondedHow is it when I need help,I am left to fight for myself.But when they need help,They expect me to drop whatever problems I have for them.Why?Why must I walk alone on this road of fear?Who is ever going to care?Will I ever have any.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/275625/  Evil and hatred is all I feel for you now.I loved you I cared for you.I let you in the most intimate parts of my life.You act as if nothing happened.You lied to your own friends.You lied to me and my heart.I can’t stand the way you look at my friends.I can’t stand t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/275180/  We started at the hospital where I was born. Strangely enough Syrah and Samara were born there to. We asked the receptionist for the records but she said she absolutely had to refuse.“Look we just want the records that’s all. We’re not FBI or cops.” I said, anno.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/275053/ When I was young my mother had become insane. She blamed my father for all her, and my, problems. My father was never really around when I was growing up. My mother knew where he lived but I never did. She always wanted to hide him out of my life, but one day that all changed and frankly now I wish .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Angelic-Demon/275033/