http://slow.writerscafe.org/lovejulez03 The original writings of author lovejulez03 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776115301 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 She is beautiful within her brokenness http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/2464355/ What i did for you, people wouldn't call extraordinaryWhat i gave up for you, one might say is completely ordinaryWhat i left for you, some may see as expectedBut what i got from you was nothing short of regretWhat i gave to you was my journeyAll i asked of you was your honestyWhat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/2462287/ Anger. Childishness. Both are within me at the moment. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1965860/ Take it as you will. This is mixture of what I felt as a teen, trying to find my identity and what I feel now with everything going on in the world. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1965854/ its hard to explain what its like to be meits almost impossible to explain what it's like to be freeand i'm not talking shackles and chainsim talking emotional burdens and mental constraintsi could never really find a place to belongalthough my family loved me, i struggled to get alongmy slang wasn'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1850549/ At one time, I remember walls built of glassStructured around my heart.I was desperate for them to lastAt one time I thought that I'd be alrightKnowing I'd be safe insideKnowing my heartache was sealed airtight.Then you came to meWith charming smile and heated touchAnd the glass began to crackAs I e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1483269/ If I had to guess...I'd say you're pretty much perfect.If I had my way..This thing with you would be nothing but amazing.If I had to say it...I'd tell you you're all the wonderful I ever wanted.And if I had to wish...I'd wish you were close enough for me to touch.Because you...You see me;The deepest.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1474404/ Within the walls of priests,Between pillars and glass...They look for absolutionTo escape the retribution.The ploy fabricates hope.The disguise of holy water...It sits in the darknessAnd burns their tonguesUnderneath the prayer and worshipLingers hated and disregard.They clin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1469445/ There was an eloquence about her. There was something ambiguous about her passion and endeavorThere was something harmonic about the fervency she held...beneath the apathy and the coolness ...beyond the pain and the despise. She moved as if the wind carried her spirit.And when she th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1469439/ Wanting control is never a simple thing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1339393/ That fairytale...the kind that you would get burned by over and over again http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1332821/ Sometimes all you need to touch someone with the parts of yourself that are still whole http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1327701/ Running.In darkness....towards something...away from the madness...away from the screams- and they linger,Hanging heavy in smoke filled dreamsOr perhaps they're nightmares.It's hard to tell.Stumbling over inconsistencies Choking on insecurities,Of blood stained sins...l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1326895/ Sometimes something new is all you need... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1326629/ Not so much a poem as it is just words..musings from an honest mind http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1326455/ Physical scars can heal.. emotional scars of child abuse last forever.. even after the healing is done. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1189699/ Rising up from the ashes of the phoenixGrey matter swirling above loosely plated particles of blood and tearsRising up from beneath the earths coreVibrant colors of eternal haste to begin again in a new wayWithin the dark skies of blackened nightAll is silent among the somberness of waste and retrib.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1189101/ Follow me into unknown placesWhere unicorns have wingsAnd spirits have faces Follow me through a time less traveledWhere angels don’t singAnd spirituality is unraveled Follow me into a timeless abyss Where everything is possibleAnd nothing is m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1186730/ Feeling like you've known someone and you were destined to meet.. but was it just a dream? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1186538/ Misery loves companyAnd company loves youDespair creates its homeI built it just for youDeception makes love to cannibalismMy flesh is laid for youWords make way for silenceI have nothing to say to you Blood follows cutting wordsThe words spoken by you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1186472/ The one person who made you feel like you've never felt, only to find out it was all a lie.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1186462/ They say ‘o little beauty with your light light skin…You didn’t grow up here and you don’t know where we’ve beenDon’t act like you know about living in sinAnd don’t act like you know how it feels to start all overagain The sins of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1186442/ Mental health.... so common.. yet kept so quiet . http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1185306/ Read description of book. Not really a book yet. Don't know what it is. The italicized pars are more of my story line...looking back. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1185285/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1185284/ I just wrote this last night. Haven't wrote in a while but this is how I feel about my depression and mental health in the united states http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1185074/ Christina pulled her hair back from her face and twisted thebrown, unruly curls into a messy bun. Leaning back in her chair, she stared atthe large white board in front of her. Nothing seemed to fit together and thepieces of this case were falling apart right before her eyes. She let out a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1056977/  The sound of the ticking clock wasalmost deafening, like nails on a chalkboard. Pencils scratching at paper,teeth chewing at nails, noses blowing into tissues… it was all aggravating, tosay the least. And, to top it off, the offices fluorescent tube light bulbswere flick.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1056975/ After returning to work after getting shot, Christina Marrow, a Dectective for the Detroit police department, finds herself entangled in a case that threatens those she's closest to and herself. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1056970/ If this emptiness is all that I am…I ask you to have mercy on my soul.If this hatred is all that I will become…I ask you tohave mercy on my soul.            If this sadness is all that willconsume me….. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/1055644/ Intently I remembered...Your words of December. The coolness of distrust...The chill of mustered sweetness,Mustered with dishonestyAnd receieved with saddened disgust http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/912790/ When you love an addict, nothing is ever simple, until you make the choice to walk away. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/837059/ I looked for you tonightUp in the starsI called for you tonightThrough the wind I told you I loved youWith a sighI watched you leaveAs the clouds came I kissed your cheekAs the rain poured downI watched my wishes vanishAs the stars disappeared And I watched myself cryAs I stared into .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/836486/ To me there is nothing wrong with your imperfectionsThe flaws in your eyes give me unbelievable sensations To me there is nothing wrong with the words that you speakThey push me harder to find for you what you seek To me there is nothing wrong with your love.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/777724/ How am I to love youWhen you wont let me in?How can I be that personIf you never try to win?How can I feel the feelings you haveIf you don't hold them out for me to grabHow am I to love youWhen you refuse to let me in?How can I be your rockIf the mold never hardens?How can I allow myself the little .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/739355/ Sorrow seems so beautiful to mePerhaps this why I can't let her goShe comes to me like an illusionWith pastels and vibrance surroundingThe picture she paints is a happy oneWith no sign of anguish or bitter regretShe smiles at me and I smile backShe offers her hand and I acceptBut to what end?When do.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/739346/ I see stars smile as they dance around the moonWithin the quiet of the here and nowI feel an unusual sense of easeIn the darkness I feel youYou wrap your arms around meYou whisper in my ear"Hello", with a smile in your voiceUnderneath the evening skyIn the darkness I smell youYour scent is intoxicat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/739312/ I feel the weight of the worldbecome the essence of my soulI look for you beyond the starsHoping for something more And I wonder if you hear meAnd I wonder if you think of meI wonder if you miss meIs this the way it's supposed to be? When you cry, when you laugh, when you fallDo you wonder.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/738211/ Search for me within the darkest shadowsCall out to me underneath the clouds of the stormHold on to me during the waves of sadnessAnd bury yourself within the never ending of my soulFor beneath this exterior Deep within the heart of foreverI hold you dear and I am yoursTouch me with your delicate si.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/736571/ The house feels so cold this nightThe sky is emptySilence brings about tragic thoughtsThen broken by the sound of hurtful wordsI look in the mirror at the person behind meWondering how we got to this placeThis place of confusion Within this house of frustrationCou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/721501/ Do I dare speak Within the silence that threatens to overcome?Do I dare breathe the slightest breathWithin the mists of air that sweep through my being?Do I dare see myself without you?It’s a tragedy to think.I believe this could be the end.I believe this could .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/721486/ Abel’s tall frame strode through the doors of St. John’sHospital with force and persistence. This case didn’t seem like a murder. It didn’t seem like anything excepta god-awful accident or perhaps a suicide. His initial response would say no tothe suicide p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/695747/ I looked for you tonightUp in the starsI called for you tonightThrough the windI told you that I loved youWith a sighI watched you leaveAs the clouds rolled byI kissed your cheekAs the rain poured downI watched my wishes vanishAs the stars disappeared And I watched myself cryAs I stared into your ey.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/692901/ Carry this broken soulI have been defeatedAnd everything I amWith everything I amSinks further from this lifeTake these shattered piecesShards of my tearsHold my heart in your handsSqueeze the life out of meFalling, for I am brokenTrying, for a token of your affectionI am humbled and alone Frightene.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/692897/ And I knowAnd I cryI pray and I tryTo be close to youEverything you areComes crashing down around meAnd every breath you takeFills me and surrounds meYou are everythingI never knew I wantedYou are simple and divineI'm wasting away into youFeeling these feelingsI never even knwAnd I know and I cryI p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/692896/ What did you meanWhen you said you'd never leave?I guess never equals todayWhy did you hold meAnd kiss me so tenderlyJust an hour before I begged you to stay?What did you mean When you told me that you loved me?I guess love is betrayal's best friendWhy did you promise me all these thingsIf they were.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/692895/ St. Louis, MO 1999Detective Abel Jacobs walked through the front door of thetwo story mansion at the end of W 135th St. and Morgan. His piercingblue eyes were bloodshot from lack of sleep but his adrenaline was rushing inanticipation of what he was about to see. This is why he loved this.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/687765/ Hillsboro, MO 1978Joe Hansen sat back in his chair, staring at the stack ofbills piled up in front of him. He had flipped them over, face down, in thehopes that not seeing the numbers might assist in his denial. It didn’t. Thewords “Past Due” and “Final Notice&r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/687682/ Two families, two detectives. A kidnapping gone wrong. Secrets revealed. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/687681/ I'm addicted to the thought of youIt envelopes my sensesI'm addicted to the complication of it allIt covers me like a blanketI'm addicted to the chase It's like shot of adrenalineI'm addicted to the formality of it allTo every single sensationI'm addicted to smell of youIt seeps into every poreAnd I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/lovejulez03/687218/