http://slow.writerscafe.org/kanundra The original writings of author Dawn en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776015431 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15   At the stroke of midnight we must meet, To sneak past our guards, hoping boards don’t creak. You the most elegant of queens,  And I the simplest of your dreams. Into the dark night we must run, Together always having fun. At the e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/268944/ I wandered through the forest of my dreams,lost and all alone. My mind as dark as the the night,  no one aware of my plight. The stars shining above,           seemingly winking at me. I fell at the bottom of a l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/259024/ The darkened clouds seem to grow nearer, as I try and turn away.The devils wind, seems to pull me closer, as my heart begins to sway. You want me more and more each day, but you break my heart in every way.You promised salvation, love and joy, but you weren't here to stay. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/258592/ Pain hurts, yet i feel nothing.Words scream at me, yet I hear nothing.The mirror shows me what is real, but I see nothing. Emotion is strong, yet I block it out.I want to be free, but I deny everything. I am scared, so I don't eat.I am upset, so I don't eat.I am everythin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/257647/  When there are shadows instead of light, and pain lasts all through the night.I will always try and find you. In forests deep and dense, I will find something that makes sense. My mind a mess, confused by all that I see, I will find the light and I will be free... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/252496/ Cant sleep tonight, as the pictures in my mind begin to take over. Cant sleep tonight for the fear of growing older. It is time to realise life is for living, and not just existing.  To move forward instead of staying stuck. Cant sleep tonight as my heads in a spin Ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/252418/    Inside of you was enormous strength, and              understanding.You talked for hours and hours, about the past            and these tales would last .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251287/ Suffering with an eating disorder, ED and untill you admit having a problem you cant really fight it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251286/ My life from the outside looking in. is nothing it seems, for I can’t win.This battle continues every day, and I really can’t seem to find my way.Its turmoil inside me, from the moment I wake,I cant understand this, and I am going to break. My heart is torn from somet.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251282/ Its time I got this off my chest, and put this demon to rest.Its time I let myself be free, and was unburdened from this pest.The darkness is trying to swallow meand it may be winning. I can’t keep from everyone that I am sinning. It hides inside me and talks to me all .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251279/  Sitting here in the dark, we are telling ghost stories,   and I am not scared.There are no feelings inside me, my voice goes unheard.The Shadows bounce around, and noises creek and whir,   but understand this, I really do not care!!In the darkness I find solace,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251274/ If love is the passing of time, why did you leave me here.If love was meant to be, why did you have to go.Inside my head there is an empty gap, where you once filled. If its hard now without you for one day, whats it going to be like, when you have passed away?I know you need spac.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251271/ If love is the passing of time, why did you leave me here.If love was meant to be, why did you have to go.Inside my head there is an empty gap, where you once filled. If its hard now without you for one day, whats it going to be like, when you have passed away?I know you need spac.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251268/ It brings great sadness, the time we have so short.Each moment passing so quickly, each of us over wrought.Inside of us we all desire, a different kind of life.A secret person awaits inside, screaming to get out. Dawn Chapman May 2007  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251266/ Again ed related http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251264/ My life is full of sorrow, and I cant understand,these feelings inside which make me feel so bland. I hear the voices calling, calling from afar,and all I want to do is cry, and hit the cocktail bar. He finds my every weakness and prays on my soul,and even in the sunshine, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251262/ There is something deep inside you, That you’re finding hard to share.And it’s the demon inside of you,that says that I don’t care.Let me talk to that demon and say how I feel,for the feelings I have inside for youare very real.I can’t stand to see you hurti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251260/ There is a big black hole inside,A vortex,which I can’t describe.It’s whirring round and around, and I am struggling to stand my ground.I try each day to fill it, but it is a bottomless pit.Starving for affection, not knowing which directionFumbling forwards, not turn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251259/ The thoughts and feelings going on inside your brain,I know are driving you insane,But no matter how hurt you are, To me you are a bright gold star,All I want is for you to keep shining,Even though you feel like dyingKnow this pain will go awayAnd you will be free somedayFo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251253/ Deep down inside, You can’t see me Hiding, trying to be freeDeep down inside,I am trying to worm outThis happy part of meDeep down insideI am trying to get outInstead of taking flightOh no, there I go deeper, darker,No light in here, it gets so much harderBut I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251248/ Look deep into my mirror this is what you’ll see,This cheap and awful ugly thing looking back at thee.I am the alter ego wanting to be set free,Locked inside, forever this alternate reality.But there in the corner is a tiny crack, and chip away forever if I mustI will bring you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251241/ The inner voice meaning my eating disorder which is always telling me how wrong i get everything. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251239/ I hate, hating me, but I just can’t see, that the evil inside is driving me wild.This pure anger towards my inner child,I want to hide not enjoy this rideDrug fuelled emotion,Bitterness and PainI see no colour Just grey miserable rainNo light the end of this tunnelJust .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251238/ Food A nightmareA prayerWhatever!!  I don’t care…I sit alone, writing as I thinkWhy do these words come out while I don’t blink.Yet I feel it easing the pain, to let flow this great jumble from my brain.To create this separate world, a world from the in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251237/ Sometimes all I want to do is write, to let my pain hit paper.Sometimes all I want to do is cry, and let my tears flood.There’s so much hurt and fear inside, jut once I wish I could live, as I have tried.No more pain,No more fear, and no more lonely words.My eyes fill with .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251234/  The day draws near and “Yes” I fear, for my world grows even darker.There are times I think of you all day, and some times I don’t.If only things were different,If only I could have saved you. It must have meant to happen,It made me who I am, although full .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251188/ A friend, i lost a long time ago... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kanundra/251183/