http://slow.writerscafe.org/jeneepatitucci The original writings of author Jene'e en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776149103 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 my face is soakedand you’ll never knoweach tear tastes just like your lips http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1067248/ I am tiredof being tiredbecause I do not sleepinstead I layor is it liecounting these f*****g sheepinside my headand feeling deadbecause in my head I keepevery thoughtI’m sure I boughtwithin me, dark and deepI’m f*****g sickof being sickbecause I am too weak.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1067237/ I pick the most beautiful flowersfrom the side of the highwayit’s illegal, you knowand I spend hours arranging them into a bouquetmaking sure the heights and colors go well togetherand when I’m sure it’s perfectI realize that I am hungrya new kind of hungrystarvingand the tears tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1067235/ if he never talks to you againyou'll be ok, babyif they all walk awayyou'll be alrightlove yourself, lovei love younever stop loving youand know that you're meant to be hereand you have purposeand you have meaningand significanceand talent; god, the talent you're a beautiful girlyour body is a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1066743/ you are the mooncold and distanti cannot touch youi cannot get closebut you shine in the darknessilluminating these streets for meand when i look up to youand i doi can see your shaded face looking backaesthetic in asymmetrythrough this two-paned glassyou are so beautifulhow .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1065235/ Use me upBreak me downTear the soulFrom my body outLay me downLay me downIn the graveYou hollowed outTurn it upDrown me outClose this doorShut me downBurn my soulBurn it allTo the groundTo the groundWake me upWake me upTo the soundOf my way outOf this drea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1065094/ of course it doeswhy wouldn’t it?you think i don’t know?or was that untrue?was that why i couldn’t?was that why you wouldn’t?because of that?but why then?you know i’m insecurewould it bother you?it mightwhy wouldn’t it?i hope i’m wrongbut i feareverything, y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1065042/ so many things I want to say but the words just play over and over again behind my lipsand they bubble and foam at the corners of my mouthuntil they spill down my chinand I wipe them away with the sleeve of my jacketwhere they dry up amongst the novelsthat are carried out to seawith the suds fr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1065039/ Well, I want to scream how I'm feelingbut I'm not even sure that it's trueso I'll hold it deep within myself foreverand keep it far away from you.You know that I can't recall meaningin all the things I thought that I knewbut this faulty memory like newspaper clippingsthinks only of my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063965/ I just don't have a lot to sayand I don't like the way I feelwhen I tell you I'm not okaywhen I say that I don't feel real I just don't want to talk anymoreand I don't want to f*****g cry Anymore~~ I just don't have a lot on my mindand I can't give you peace in yoursand I don't have t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063963/ I take you under the sheetsplace your hand between my kneesand touch my - baby you're freezing.I feel it's hard, you're hardyour body's rigid but I can tellyou're just as at ease as I am.My lips fall soft on your facebut you don't meet my embraceyou're busy staring at the ceiling.Well at least you'r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063962/ I didn't mean to be mean but I wasand I didn't think that I was mean but you said I wasand I don't think that you were fair at alland I don't think that you know what it means to care 'cause you beat beat beat on the chambers of my heart like a drumand you love the way it sounds I didn't m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063961/ You took the curtainstore them into shredsyou saidit looked better in thissanctuaryred light pours incovering the floorand your faceyour handsyour fingertips and you saidyou know it wastime to gowhen you're stuckinside your headevery dayand your dreams are verynecessaryjust to get you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063960/ Well, I'm the real thing, baby I'm the talk of the town And I'm the one that you taste When her tongue's in your mouth And I'm the dirt on your hands That will never come clean And I'm the bleach that you drink I'm the stains on your sheets Well, I'm the blist.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063958/ I put all my human feelingsabout other human beingson a boat the sailed around the world and sank into the seaand I found myself believingin nothing else but breathingas the tide she carried back to shore the pieces of me And I can't forget the screamingas the boat fell into dreamingand as the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063957/ My birth name makes me sick,But the one I borrowed was built on lies,And no matter how hard I tryIt will never be enough. Why do you push me? I...Years go by and I'm not better.I know I let you down but I...The more I try the more I wither.I'd kill to see pride in your eyes...Mine are wet and I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063955/ There once was a prince, so handsome and valliant,He asked me for marriage to which I inclined.And all through the village we'd answer quite gaily (that)We'd be there together for the rest of our time. And we danced in the meadow and bathed in the ocean,Wrote songs about lovers we'd sing at the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063954/ You came to me in a dreamAnd I swore to myself you'd come again.The days grew cold as I'd wait and stay,But I still knew you'd be. So until my dayI'll remainFrom my grave;I'll save you a placeNext to me.I'll remain. I saw in your face no reply.But I swore to myself you'd come around.I wait.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063953/ You downed that liquid courage like there was hope at the bottom of the bottle,And each glass that lay strewn across the floor reminded meThat this house we tried to make our home was nothing more than a wooden boxWhich would, at any moment, collapse and become a casket for two;The final vessel and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063952/ i’m gonna let these two wheels take me far away from herefar away from thisfar away from youfar away from meride as fast as i can as my soul slips out from between my lipsleaving pieces of me littered along the sidewalknext to the trash from the canraccoons tipped overand overand over&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063942/ everyday feels like dreamingI scream but I can't wake upand the feeling of falling won't stop I'm not afraid anymoreI'm terrified everyday feels like repeatingI feel less and less each timeand the swimming, the spinning won't stop I'm not afraid anymoreI'm terrified everyday feel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063941/ I tried to see what it would be liketo live underwaterbut it was no different than up here everything was just as dark and blurry and confusingand my eyes still burnedand it still hurt to breatheand no one could hear me the only differencewas that from down here, everyone's faces looked we.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063940/ "That felt like forever,"and I meant itas the sound broke through the noiseof the Saturday morning experienceI was havingand enjoying I caught your eyes and you hid from my blurry facebehind the thin fleshas the phosphenes flickered blue and red and yellowlike my father's old televisiontha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063939/ Clear off the bedand come lie next to meor lie with meor crawl under these sheetsand die with meor withoutI'm used to itbut I could get used to this Clear out your mindand sink down low with meor get high with meor hold my handand lose some time with meor withoutI'm used to itbut I could get us.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063938/ You were born with a silver spoon in your mouthand the world at your feetalways taunting medauntinglyyou held out the spoondripping in your spitI held out my tongueand prayed for rainto soothe the painof thirstbut never tasted it And your tongue tasted more like ironand your touch felt like ste.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063936/ A is for Almost, how much I triedB is for Barely, how I survivedC is for Clearly I'm feeling worn thinD is I'm Dying inside of this skinE is for Every, the days that feel worstF is for Fear, the unbearable curseG is for Guttural, forth from which sorrow boastsH is for Happy, what I long for the most.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jeneepatitucci/1063935/