http://slow.writerscafe.org/rhonda25lv The original writings of author ToxicTears en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776209719 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 About a drug addict http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/293991/ Yesterdays goals, dim memoriesDark saddened eyes, blured from tearsPainful scars born, loves historyFutures crumble when doubt appearsNo brightly lit hope envisionedWhen following after harsh wordsHurt, souls split, torn, portionedSwooned by appeal, when numbness luredApologies made, n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/283449/ Raw, honest, expressionShouted or cried outMy experience to share my hopes and dreamsMy love and fearMy mistakes and passionMy pathMy tripping over my own feetThe selling of my soulAnd then buying it backMy learning to knowTo loveTo accept myselfAs i accept everyone else http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/283448/ Oblivious to others as to what you mean, as to who you areYour nothing but misunderstoodControless of your own emotions; yet you have the power to control othersYour tired of the dull and boring life............screaming for changeActing careless or maybe carefreeYour structure a meer diss.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/283446/ Hearts are brokenWorlds seem to fall apartSore eyes can do nothing but cryWords spoken is like pouring salt into an open woundThe day is hereThat they never wanted to faceAlthough they knew it was over long before todayReality is now slapping them in the facePain sets in and all they c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281603/ Confused about how i feelFrusturated by my thoughtsI sit and stareI try to seperateReality from fearNever before afraidNow all i do is runRun from my feelingsRun from my thoughtsRun from loveSince love has never been on my sideLove has always stripped me from everythingLeft m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281585/ She drivesAlways drivingTo everywhere and no whereDriving in a circleA circle with no meaningShe searchesAlways searchingFor something, anythingTo make senseBut nothing ever doesWith much hopeAnd little faithShe drives the open roadsAlways ending up backAt the placeShe .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281572/ You smile and gently touch my bare skinUncontrolable i tremble from the unexpected excitementI slowly make eye contact with you    Nervouse yet anxiousI hope for your seduction to capture meTo please meTo completely over take meIm drawn to you, through fantasies maybeI.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281560/ I fell in loveIn IndianaOn a Saturday nightIt felt like a fell off of a buildingOr passed out after a day of fastingIt hit me as hard as being behind a slow driverDo you see the sleep lines on my faceI obviously have still not recoveredBecause i cant find my keysAll my clothes are .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281550/ I stared the devil right in the eyesI thought i could get awayBut little did i know.......it was to lateI went on with my day to day lifeNot realizing how i had changedCold, impure and heartlessI had eyes of a sharkBlack and holloeYou could stare right through me but never see a thin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281535/ A turn for the worstWhere you going to goThe gates of heaven are closedAnd the gates of hell don't want your soulTo bad or not bad enoughWhich way to goAn absolute horror of a human beingAn individual with no soulWith a death defying screamThere really is no hopeStuck in translat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281514/ I wrote this about my ex husband who is now in prison for attempted murder on me! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281505/ The rain pours down around herAs thunder rolls through her heartShe never should have started thisAll the wasted eveningsAll the time she spentSubtly expressing herselfAnd trying to drop the hintIs it just he didn't noticeOr simply did not careShe doesn't know where he isBut her .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281483/ Dark traumatized eyesBy the chaos ive seenNo morals or self respectJust do as you pleaseSlit my wristBlood drips to the floorStaining the off white tileI hear a faint voice from under the doorFast asleep, i dream, or nightmares from all ive seenScribbled lines of nonsenseThats my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281475/ In the essence of perfectionHer tortured eyes penetrate my soulI see her shattered dreams and the passion that burns withinI see her innocently forfeit to the challenges of lifeTo broken to continueUrgently she exits..........Into her own worldWhere she softly whispers to the shadows on .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281473/ Quietly she walks the earthShe's saddened beyond beliefCruel and unusual punishment at every turnBullshit stories pour from the mouths of the weak, trying to look strongUnfair competitionUntrue soulsWinners take all including a stab in the backHarsh words roll from the tongues of those.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281471/ You never confide in meYou only run from the truthIt scares you.....such is lifeWhat a way to liveTo fear the truthTo deny loveYet accept all the falseifiicationsAlways being let downAlways being left hurtAlways searching, yet over looking all of the answersYou never give anyone .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281470/ You question my actionsThen doubt my answersSparadically you search for the other truthThe truth that exist only in your mindYou search my soulThrough my eyes, my windows of painYou see the truth and kick it asideBecause its not the truth thats in your mindAlways trying to prove me w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281468/ Body's weakMinds spun outTo much pressureNot enough timeWorryingAbout this and thatHour after hourDay after dayRestless nightsThoughts interupt my sleepTemporarily brain deadCant hardly speakMind is twisting and turningThinking and worryingQuestions with no answersProbl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/rhonda25lv/281467/