http://slow.writerscafe.org/Black_Phoenix The original writings of author Js. en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776028572 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Entry 13.01.09 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/364237/ Entry 13.01.09 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/364234/ IV The Deception Point (Entry 13.01.09) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/364231/ IILove and Other Moments I have to be honest, there were times I felt truly alone,as if I was lacking comfort from someone I would allow my vulnerability to.But then again, being free, and in charge of my own emotions seem far more appealing than letting my guard down to someone who.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/360330/ I don�t always have the will to write so faithfully about my feelings. As doing it hurts my big omnipotent Ego. Ego is the source of all problems, as it assures my mind's survival�destroying me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/360329/ I don�t always have the will to write so faithfully about my feelings. As doing it hurts my big omnipotent Ego. Ego is the source of all problems, as it assures my mind's survival�destroying me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/360323/ dated.13.07.08 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/289030/ dated 28.12.06 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/284357/ dated 06.08.07 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/284356/ dated 09.09.07 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/284353/ dated 14.11.07 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/284351/ dated 20.01.05 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283568/ VisionsThey come and they goMemories aching deep insidePain makes blood tear from my eyesIt takes all that I knowFeeling empty, feeling coldTrying to get myself together againBut can’t seem to find the wayGot no hope to rely onWish I could changeI try to let goI try to mo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283566/ dated 28.07.06 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283563/ dated 25.06.06 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283562/ dated 13.08.05 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283557/ dated 18.06.06 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283553/ Don’t believe in fairytales, won’t even try toThat hope is lost way far behind…Past scars hurt till this day, not allowing him to feel right…Can’t let his guard down, cause the Heart is weak to the sensations the body feasts on.Not easily fooled, even knowin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283531/  Body, Soul, Heart                                  &nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283529/ dated 08/10/2007 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283441/ dated 04/29/2007 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283440/ dated 10/10/2007 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283439/ I miss... The sunlight on my pores The waves carried in the wind.. I miss the warmth of its touch on my skin I miss the sand on my toes I miss seeing what I havent layed eyes on I miss the sensations I never experimented I miss the music that was never played to my ears I mis.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283438/ dated 08/31/2007 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283437/ dated 12/03/2007 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283436/ dated 06/10/2007 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283435/ dated 05/14/2007 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283434/ dated 08/11/2007 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283433/ 1. Decided to take a break from the "socially correct", and I must say, these 3 days of physical isolation Were refreshing. snapping out can be strangely rewarding.. Its a new feeling this one I get out of blocking everyone out, I guess its Her only way to let me know that .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283432/ 1. Turns out I got too used to it That made things even worse. Difficult. Beyond understanding not only for me, but for others as well. I've turned into this complex riddle not even I can decode anymore Confronted with this genuine vagueness, And lack of interest or emotion for B.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283431/ Life didn’t go as I planned, Most of the time. After so many errands, I’m thrown into the unknown. That’s what happens when I’m convinced that I finally have myself all figured out, I get sucked into yet another doubt, another mistake that’s supposed to teach .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black_Phoenix/283421/ What I write may not make sense, most of my thoughts dont. How I feel may not be well accepted by many. 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