http://slow.writerscafe.org/Lonely_and_Free The original writings of author Gabby en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776032360 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 You left me laying thereSurrounded by copsBeing lifted into an ambulance You left me laying thereGasping for my last breath Screaming and cryingAsking where you wereYou left me laying thereIn the hospital bedBeing awakened by needles and doctorsAnd cries from my momYou left me laying there.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1291847/ Missing someone is the most terrible thingIt is death without the endingIt is sleep without the restIt is a never ending pain Torture,Eating at your brain, thoughts, and feelingsAll you know is sufferingAll you know is painAll you know is yourself with that personAnd without them?It is all gone.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1239173/ I might just do itI might just kill myselfI might just take that drug                                   Drink that drink                         .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1239166/ As the hush breeze falls on to the meadowThe colors are speaking to me like they are my fellowsI laugh and giggle while they tickle my noseWith a white powder that look like snowI inhale the smoke the green plant growsI watch the red as it burnsMaking my whole world turnI take that little sheet and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1189594/ I miss the place where I belongWhere the waves kiss the shoreAs the sun comes up on the horizonThe city slowly makes more and more noiseAs the buzzing of my alarm clock goes offJust to make me turn around with a warm cup of coffee waitingAnd your smiling, perfect face staring down at meAs you come g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1151411/ In this filthy cityYou say I am so prettyWhen I am notBecause when I was youngI wore a frownIn a big old townThat I keep in the back of my memoriesAnd those memories bring back memoriesOf a time I was hopeless and aloneI still am the sameIn simple little waysI lay in bed and cry at nightWishing you'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1144182/ Just kind of my thoughts at the moment http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1139981/ You fiddled with a heart that was already brokenPlayed doctor on it Stitched it upThen ripped it outChewing on the bruising Making me scream in painYou fiddled with a mind that was already madFilling it with thoughts and dreamsMaking it smile once againThen put back in my nightmaresMaking .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1132688/ This is a sad poemAbout a sad girlLiving a sad lifeLocked in a sad roomDreaming of a happy thoughtThat never comesWhen she drifts awayTo her "Oh so happy dreamy place"Her nightmares take overInto another phase of hate and sadnessHer only release is the razorHidden in the back of her shelfShe loves t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1127542/ My thoughts are deadMy mind is weakI try to say somethingBut I simply can not speakIt's like I'm on repeatAlmost incompleteCan anyone hear me?Am I actually here?I am dead on the insideAlive on the outsideCan you see this smiling girl?So sad and aloneI try to speakMy words unavailableI am screamingSh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1124946/ Write me a letter of your loveSing me a song from your heartHum me a rhythm the beat is strongYou say you love me babyCould you be wrong?I write these poems and songs for youThe ones that are sad and lonelyMostly because of youSorry to sayYet hopeless to know,This beautiful poem is not, althoughHis .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1116710/ My body killsMy mind is weakMy heart filled with hatredYet filled with love to youHow can this be?My darling, I have no clueI f*****g hate the words you sputter outThe way it cuts like a knifeCorrupting every organ in meI would kill for you my loveEven dieYou don't understand that I tryI try so hard.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1116598/ Tell me a storySing me a songTell me every things all rightThat the world actually does get alongPlay me musicStroke my hairWhisper all these beautiful things in my earJust come stay, be here with meSo I can fall asleep so peacefullyI'm setting myself up to fall hard, Fall hard for youGet hurt,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1113688/ Your eyes are the universeThey put my life in reverseThey are so sweetYou are the rhythm to my heartbeatYou are the moon in my dark sky at nightTelling me beautiful stories, Assuring me, I'll be alrightYou wake me up with a kissPure blissI tell you, you're the first on my wish listNow you'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1112839/ Are you? What they say you are?A monster? A psychopath?A leach sucking at the skin?Waiting till all my blood runs dry?Are you?Are you really the only thing that makes me laugh?Makes me smile?Makes me melt inside?I lost everything to be with youMy friendsMy soul All given up for a simp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1111319/ Was this the right thing to do?Let me be happy while the rest sufferBreak my best friends heartBetray all thou trust?It's my first time being happyIs that wrong?I've lost a friend, But I actually feel lovedEveryone yells saying it's a mistakeBut to me it's not. To me it's life.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1109432/ Sad and lonely,hopeless but free,I have left from all that have ever,urloved meCaptivate me,Put me in your grasp,Feed my with lies and hate,I do not deserve to lastIf you could see what I go through,To take a glance,A glance at youBut I am sad and lonely, Fading into the black,So dark I can not.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1109297/ My mind is filled with darkness And I don't know whyMy dreams are filled with hatredAnd it kills me insideMy heart is cut up and soarAnd it's because of you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1108659/ Falling, falling, fallingSlowly fading into the darknessThe depression swells with agonyAs do the cutsThat my razor creates in the most beautiful of art I have ever did seeOn the pale white ghost skin that is now dripping with redOh how the blood pops of the surface and drips to the groundSo beautif.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1104252/ This worldAnother planets hellThis worldAll of beauty and delightDo we see the real meaning though?The meaning of this world?Of life?Of the music we composeOf the art we create with just a simple thing call Imagination. This worldFull of hypocritesThis worldWith amazing truthful peopleUnli.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1102305/ I lay on the couchThe pills kicking inI take a sip of my drinkAnd slowly fade into the blackness I brought myself inI lay on the couchFlirting with deathNot wakingI hear people yelling at me to wake upI cough up blood and say Im fine just going to sleepI lay on the couchAll my friends relievedI slow.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1099711/ I fade into the darknessWhere at the end is a lightDangling from a single stringSwaying back and forthTo high for me to touchI take a last puff As I start to float, Up off the ground, Able to grab the light that has been bringing me down, And destroy it All the lights beauty.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1098340/ My inner demons all but do is follow meFollow me around for something to pry onThey don't ever leave me aloneI need to be let goThey hold me back and eat my insidesDragging me down, pushing me aroundMy inner demons have been defeated by the ones on the outsideThose ones linger try to possess my body.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1089504/ Tell me,Have you ever thought about death?How we die, never to return, to this thing we call life?Life, ha, how we take this for granted How we let the bad memories take over the good onesHow we will be gone, just like that?Nothing left. Emptiness. Darkness. Who will we meet?Heav.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1088264/ I strum the stringsto my song of loveI hum along all day longI can not forget the pain I am so I just sing to myself insteadyour love was the rhythm of my summerMy hair was blonde with beautiful colorsNow its winter and colder and darker, just like the pain I'm in. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1087005/ Don't you ever forget about meI will become a dream from the past for youNo, more like a nightmareWho will haunt you forever you liveI made your life hellI am sorry,For messing with your heartFor being confusedFor giving you all I hadI had to goHad to take what you've givenI am sorry, I tried t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1081791/ I do not know how to say, butYou played one unforgettable gameI do not know how to breathWhen I see you with herI do not know how to forgetAll the beautiful memories you have given meI do not know how seeWithout the one I love in my sightI do not know how to hearWithout the melody your voice that so.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1081778/ Let me leaveI am being tortured with words you say you don't meanI know you mean itLet me leaveIt's like I was born already damned for hellThat's your faultLet me leaveIf you love me, you'd let me go be happyI know that won't ever happenLet me leaveI am a lier, a trouble maker, a f**k upThank's momF.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1080075/ My life is donefor I have passedI tried so hardI gave a second chanceFor this seems to be the endf our unforsaken loveas I look through this glassthe dreams are shattered and goneFor this seems to be the end of our unforsaken love.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1075452/ As the ocean waves call your namethe love is gone from thy heartI cannot go on without my lovefor I have learned soWithout you all I feel is painWithout you all I see is sadnessWithout you all I know is deathYou are now gone foreverI count the stars at nightJust to hope you are tooJust so remember t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1072596/ The love of yoursBrightens my heart with joyThe love of yoursIs the happiness of my dayThe love of yoursMakes me want to dance with no careThe love of yoursMakes me sing like a bird filled with delightYou are the only thing that makes me happyDon't ever leave http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1072593/ I am strong.Call me what you wantI am strong. Call me what you pleaseI am strong. Say I am a horrible personI am strong. Tell me to dieI am strong.Say I should hang myselfI am strong. Push me aroundI won't keep up with you.For I am the one who will get backI am strong. Can y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1072590/ Hypocrites Suck the life out of the livingBrings them down in anywayKills the insides with the disease of hateHypocritesDon't stopWant to kill themBring them down in anyway Don't care if they dieHypocritesDemolish the loveThe love of all But Don't you seeHypocritesThey are us all http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lonely_and_Free/1072586/